KABANATA 17

It’s been days since Levi and I fought over my parents, but I was still in shocked because of his confession. Magbabakasyon na naman kami at malapit nang mag-third year. How could my Tito do that? I couldn’t accept that... my father is a fucking rapist. Just hinking of him makes me want to vomit! 

Hindi pa kami ulit nagkakausap nina Tita. Kalalabas lang ni Tito sa hospital base kay Ate Mel. Ilang beses akong sinubukang contact-in ni Tita pero hindi ko ito isinasagot o kaya naman ay pinapatayan ko siya. I’m not yet ready to talk to them. I don’t think I could manage to hear their voice without getting mad. 

Kaya ba ako pinalalayo ni Tita dahil doon? Dahil ni-rape ng tatay ko ang nanay ni Levi? Tangina, ang sagwang pakinggan. Hindi ko masikmura. Nandidiri ako. Hindi ko alam kung kakayanin ko pa silang harapin dahil ngayong wala pa sila sa harap ko ay nandidilim na ang paningin ko. 

He deserves to die! 

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