Chapter 4

I broke down in tears, realizing how that promise faded the moment I took those pills. Because deep down, I was starting to admit the truth—that I wanted him sexually and even now, sober and hurting, I was still craving him.

As I admitting it,my fantasies went that I slowly thinking of him on my top,his finger was on my hole as he saviour my body that I just found my finger touching my core to safistied my fantasy that making me imagine he was the one do that.

“F—far…..vo more,” I moaned his name. I heard my own voice sober yet moaning a man.

This isn't me anymore, I hate man for all my life yet now I moaning and craving for him.

I deeper my finger and add another one, trying to remember how it works,I slowly move my finger up and down till my body got tremble when I release.

“So good,I wish it was Farvo who's doing that,” I whispered as I let myself finish and remove my finger.

I reach for a wipes to clean myself and thinking how to satisfied myself more without him ‘cause I know he still mad and I realized I was really…. really wrong for accusing him, now that I needed him, I can't go and tell I want him again.

I decided to get my phone and search for ph website and click one video and put it on my table in front of me.

I watch the woman without wearing anything start with massaging her boobs so I remove and bra and did the same thing, touching my two boobs softly first like figuring out first on how to do it right and slowly massaging it till my hands giggles,so I pressed my hands both harder then she slowly touch her skin,so I let my hands fall and slide on my legs up and down then back on massaging mine and touch my between softly.

Copying what I watching,I also start to remove my short together my undies and lick my palm before touch it, I turn my eyes on the screen before massage the outer core and start entering my finger to my hole, rubbing it slowly with in and out motion as I let my other hand touching back my chest, continue doing that both and start moaning his name.

My between start to get wet as I work my faster till I came. I did the same again this time,I film myself and when I got finished,I clean myself and put some clothes. I my internet to start looking for Farvo then I found his account on I*******m, luckily it wasn't a private account,I followed him and dm him with my video I made, touching myself.

I could feel my body heating up again while reading his messages. “Fuck you!” I read his reply and my mind start to getting wild again, “I would love too,in fact my cash was ready to feed your pocket since that's what you want but just fuck me, please!” I texted him back and even start to scattered some cash on my bed as I wore nothing laying on that and got selfie that I sent to him.

“No,this just your tactics again!” he replied so I made another video while moaning his name erotically that made him type back fast, “sent address,I don't remember it exactly and make sure you aren't drunk. I won't if you we're Miss, I don't want to hear being called rapist again.”

I sent my address even with a map and put a note that he bought his condom and I will pay back when he reach here.

As I waited him,I did took another shower and make sure this time that I was cleaned and hair free down there. I even just wear lingerie this time and poured my whole Le Monde Sur Mesure on my body.By the time I was done,the doorbell rang, damn Farvo is here!

Before doing to the door,I also put red shaded lipstick and ready the sex chocolate I had in refrigerator that I order yesterday by putting that on my bedside table.

“Hi,” As I open the door,I get with seduction and even kiss me aggressively then he push when he other hand was on my back as he entered and the door before answer back my kisses that to hot french kiss,his tounge already invading my mouth before I decided to pulled way for our kiss short, leaving him wanting more.

“See,your reaction saying you want me too,” I teased as give him peck of kiss in lips.

He smirked, “pay me first before we start our session. Would it okay to you a eight hours service?” he ask as lick his lower lips while eyeing on my body.

I barely had time to breathe when he crushed his lips to mine, closing the door with one hand and pinning me softly against it.

He pulled out the kiss and whisper, “I love what you wearing,” as he started to trace my body with his body, “showing your body curved due to the thinnest fabric that also in transparent red and your smell start mak—”

Farvo lost his words as he started to attack my lips again as I slowly brushing his hair and then suddenly felt his hands on my waist like pulling me more closer to him as he held and lift up both my legs and wrap around his.

He led me to the bed, stripping off his shirt and pants until only his boxers were left. When he leaned down to kiss my neck, my eyes caught the chocolate I’d prepared earlier — so I gently pushed him away to grab it.

He frowned when I gave him, “ what's this for?” I giggled excitedly as I took one at look as him with desire, “sex chocolate,” I said with seduction.

He hesitant but I urge him, “it's safe. It just gonna boost our sexual arousal.”

I watched him eat before laying on bed spreading my legs and then he position himself kneeling in between then look at me, “you may start,” I urge him once again as he not start doing something.

My eye stared at his hands getting tremble as he reach for my strap down and try to remove my lingerie, I hold his hand and rose up from laying down,bother by his action I ask, “are you okay,Farvo?”

Then he suddenly stopped and looked at me. “I don’t know how to st—?”

“But it’s already our third time,” I said, reminding him.

“We were both drunk the last times we did this and you are my first costumer Miss,” he countered.

I look at our naked body and to him as I nodded slowly, “should we drink alcohol first but I don't wa—,” I cut my mid sentence as I watched him got off from my bed.

“What are doing?Are you ba—backing o–off?” I ask with displeased look.

He answered immediately, “Of course not, I’m not stupid enough to lose my earnings from you.”

I nodded again, questions flooding my mind as he sat on the bed, his eyes fixed on me. His hand began to trace over my skin, gentle at first, until his touch turned into warm, lingering kisses — but then he suddenly pulled away.

“What are you teas—”

“Can I watched p**n, first?” He spoke quickly, his words tumbling out until his tongue almost tangled. Then he lowered his head and muttered softly, “Sorry.”

“Why are you apologizing? And why do you even want to watch that?” I asked, my curiosity slipping through my voice.

“I just… don’t really know how to continue it,” he admitted, honesty flickering in his tone.

I ran a hand through my hair, accidentally letting the blanket fall from my chest—my strap already sliding down my shoulder, exposing more than I meant to that made him look while biting his lips.

I slowly give a nod, “okay but watching wasn't part the time d—”

He answered fast like he understand it quickly, “ofcourse, sorry for my inconvenience.”

“Pay me first! Pay me first, yet you don’t even know what to do!”

I teased, trying to lighten the air between us. The tension was so thick, it felt like we were caught between awkwardness and something we both didn’t want to admit.

To break it, I grabbed the remote and turned on the TV, scrolling through random shows just to distract us. “So,” I said with a playful grin, “what do you even want to watch?”

His eyes widened, clearly flustered. “I–I guess you can decide,” he said quickly, his voice unsure but polite. “You’re the client and it's your body, after all, Miss.”

I laughed at his answer before speaking, “but you're the one wil do that.”

He raised both of his hands like surrendering, “costumer's satisfaction and desire will always be my goal to meet.”

I think something like even I don't know anything and I just randomly pick on the selection as my hand suddenly landed on his hardness as I look at him who's start to swallow while looking at me tense,I start to encircle my hands on his as I kneel down in front of him and slowly moving my hands up and down.

“Are sure on what are you doing? Again,your my client and my job is to safistied—” I put my one finger on his lips.

“I want to do this,I think it will help to release something inside me.Eyes on the screen,” I said as continue as doing it up and down.

I watch his reaction as he already—“Miss,damn.So good!” He moaned like a music in my ears.

Then I remove my hands as a move closer my face on his then I look at him before kissing his tip and look at him.

He's lip start to apart with no moan, “Miss…stop…. teasing….me,” he warned me but I just did it again.

I start opening my mouth but I felt something so I look up on him, “can you massage my breasts?” I ask that he obligated fast and started to massage both as continue to swallow and lick him.A long moan echoed on my room.

“Fuck…..”

“This is good…..”

Because of his moan and the way he message mine, I urge to full all in my mouth that made him start to grip my breasts until I taste him cum, I slowly remove it on my mouth when I felt there's already a liquid.

“Finally, I got to taste it,” I tease as I stand up but as I about to sat at him,he pushes me too on the corner and held my both hands upper my head.

“You le—” I still not even continue what I was saying when he cupped me down there and insert two fingers in one snap.

“Ohhh,ah!Yes…. that right!M-move it!” I moaned as also begged like I was losing myself while reaching my desire.

“Do I doing it right,Miss? ” He asked as he three fingered me fast and deeply.

“Ugh…. Ahhh.This what I watch earlier, you're good than what I imagine,” I was already panting because on moaning too loud and long.

I nearly lost my sanity as the the lust winning on me. Damn Farvo,an innocent man yet fucking me so good. What more when you become expertise on this?

He remove his finger fast as I cum and lick it in front of me, “Damn,I love your taste,Miss!” he rough said like also barely to breathe.

Then he carried me on the way to my bed,feet reaches the floor as he position and spead my legs wider before he aggressively buried his face on mine.

“Ugh! Ah! Farvo!” I moaned as I look on ceiling, more become louder as I felt his tounge rubbing up and down repeatly.

He starting licking it turns to playing it as I also start hearing the noise from his mouth like he's enjoying playing it.

“Cum Miss,I want to taste my favorite now!”

“ Don't stop,Farvo! Ahhh! Ugh!”

My legs also began to shake again as liquid coming out. He stop and remove his face there look at me, “where’s your tissue?”

I pointed my bathroom and I watched him going there as I close my legs and close my eyes for second.

Then he tapped my hand that made me awake, “can I clean you?” I nod as he opened my legs and cleaned it, I just watching attentively when I notice his was still sprung free.

I giggled as it turn to loud laugh that it made him curious like his forehead furrowed, “are okay Miss?”

I nodded before speak, “ let's continue it.” He grinned put the tissue beside the table as position himself between my legs.

He started his hands massaging back my breasts like he was diverting my attention as I slowly felt his maleness entering on mine.I groaned and even dug my nails on his back when I felt how painful it was.

“F-Farvo…F-Farvo!You're so big! A-aaah! Please! Ugh! Oh!” I moaned non stop as he filled me.

Then his hands went down to my waist, gripping it tighter—when I remember something!

“R-remove it first before-Oh! Shit! Condo-Ah!” My moaned get loud as he started moving fast.

“Condom—Farvo!” He finally realized what I was saying so he remove his thing.

When he remove it,I notice there's already white—cum on his. No!

As he was busy putting condom, I insert my finger to try to check if he put it on mine, luckily it's was none. I was about to enter my finger on my core when he's back and removing my hands on my thing to put himself, burying it deeper.

“F-farvo! F-farvo! F-farvo!” I moaned his name repeated like a chant—when his phone suddenly make a sound—an alarm!

Farvo moved suddenly, his reaction so quick it left me startled and breathless.

“Farvo…ugh! That's fucking hurt,” I muttered, my voice caught somewhere between shock and disbelief.

He stepped back, searching the room for his clothes. His movements were sharp, almost clumsy, as if he couldn’t get out fast enough. When he finally faced me, his expression shifted — the arrogance fading into something that almost looked like guilt.

“Sorry,” he said, scratching the back of his neck. “I’ve got duty at the bar tonight. And uh… my payment?” He gestured with both hands, palms up, half joking but fully expecting.

I stared at him for a moment before laughing quietly, unable to decide if I was annoyed or impressed. With a sigh, I picked up my wallet, the rustle of bills breaking the silence. I handed him fifteen thousand in cash, then added a check — one hundred thousand — just to see the flicker of surprise and confusion that crossed his face.