Chapter 33

My life was normal after that day. I just lived with the fact that my mum was still alive and safe. She might not be well, but I believed we were going to meet someday. I can't find her now, I don't have to try because I'll only get hurt if I do.

Studying with Damien was everything I had imagined and more. I wouldn't say I grabbed all that he taught me, but he was the best teacher anyone could have. We were always together and I did my best to hide the dark part of me from him. I study the bible once in a while. He reminds me to do that every day. That helped me a lot. I found a God, a bigger God, and I was ready to stick to him till the end, if not for anything but the fact that Damien cherishes him just as much. My dad's molestations were already a part of my life, so it didn't bother me too much. I wrote more songs with Damien. We made few records. Three days before our final exams, school closed very early and we were asked to vacate the school. Neither my dad nor his driver was a