LOGINTANYA'S POV
I stared at Lara, my former best friend, the girl who had just hours ago been on her knees for my boyfriend. And now she had the audacity to stand here, judging me? "Get out of my way, Lara," I said through gritted teeth. She laughed, that high pitched fake laugh she used when she wanted to sound superior. "Or what? You'll tell Kenneth? Oh wait, he already knows you're a slut who opens her legs for anyone." My hand moved before my brain could stop it. The slap echoed through the night air, and Lara stumbled backward, holding her cheek in shock. "You bitch!" she screamed. "Me? I'm a bitch?" I stepped closer, my wolf pushing forward, making my eyes glow crimson. "You sucked off my boyfriend in a toilet, and I'm the bitch?" Lara's eyes widened with fear. She'd never seen my wolf before; none of them had. And now that she was here, she was angry. "Tanya, your eyes..." "Shut up." My voice came out deeper, my wolf speaking through me. "You wanted Kenneth so badly? You can have him. But stay the hell away from me." I pushed past her, ignoring the pain in my ankle. Behind me, I heard her crying, but I didn't care. I was done caring about people who didn't care about me. When I finally reached my dorm room, I expected it to be empty. Mrs Big Belly had probably cleared everyone out after finding the party. But when I opened the door, Jess and Gina were sitting on my bed, waiting. "Oh, thank God," Jess jumped up and hugged me. "We've been calling you for hours!" "Mrs Big Belly shut down the party and questioned everyone," Gina explained quickly. "She let most people go with warnings, but she's looking for you specifically. Where were you?" Jess pulled back, and her eyes narrowed as she took in my appearance. "And why do you look like you just had..." "Don't," I cut her off, limping to my bed. "Just don't ask." But Jess was already looking at my neck. "Tanya, are those hickeys?" I touched my neck and winced. Damn it, Gideon. "Oh my God," Gina gasped. "You hooked up with someone? Tonight? After what Kenneth did?" I sat down heavily on my bed. "It's none of your business." "None of our business?" Jess sat beside me. "Babes, Mrs Big Belly is looking for you. She found the party, found the alcohol, and she's threatening expulsion. You need to have a story ready." My stomach dropped. Expulsion. If I got expelled, my parents would kill me. My dad had warned me that this scholarship was my only chance at a good education. "What am I going to tell her?" I whispered. "The truth," Gina said firmly. "That Kenneth cheated on you with Lara, and you left the party upset. You went for a walk to clear your head." "But I smell like..." I stopped, not wanting to finish that sentence. Jess grabbed my hand. "Take a shower. Now. Wash off whatever happened tonight. Then we'll figure out the rest in the morning." I nodded and grabbed my towel. As I stood under the hot water, washing away Gideon's scent, his touch, his kisses, I felt tears mixing with the water. What had I done? I'd slept with Kenneth's rival, the biggest player in school, on the same night I caught my boyfriend cheating. Was I really that desperate? That broken? 'No,' my wolf said softly. 'We did what we needed to survive the pain. And he made us feel alive again.' But at what cost? When I came out of the shower, wrapped in my towel, Jess was holding my phone. "It kept buzzing," she said carefully. "Unknown number. They called three times and left a text." My heart jumped. I took the phone and read the message. Unknown: It's Gideon. Got your number from the student directory. Are you okay? Did you make it back safely? "Gideon?" Gina's eyes went wide. "As in Gideon Blackwood? The hockey captain? Kenneth's rival?" I didn't answer. Instead, I typed back quickly. Me: I'm fine. How did things go with Mr. Henderson? The reply came immediately. Gideon: Handled. Kenneth couldn't prove anything. My room was clean by the time they searched it. But Tanya, we need to talk. Something happened tonight. Me: It was just tonight. Nothing more. Gideon: My wolf won't stop howling. He's never done this before. I don't know what this is, but something felt different with you. Real. My hands started shaking. Before I could respond, another text came through. Gideon: I know my reputation. I know what people say about me. But tonight wasn't like the others. You felt it too, didn't you? I had felt it. The pull, the connection, the way our wolves seemed to recognize each other. But I'd thought it was just the alcohol, the emotions, the need for revenge. "Tanya, what's wrong?" Jess touched my shoulder. "You look like you've seen a ghost." Before I could answer, there was a sharp knock on the door. We all froze. "Tanya Davis!" Mrs Big Belly's voice boomed through the door. "I know you're in there! Open this door right now!" My phone buzzed again. Gideon: Don't let them bully you. If you need me, call. I mean it. Jess squeezed my hand as Gina went to open the door. Mrs Big Belly stood there in her nightgown, her face red with anger. "Miss Davis," she said coldly. "The Dean has requested your presence in his office. First thing tomorrow morning, 8 AM sharp. Don't be late." "What's this about?" I asked, trying to keep my voice steady. "Hosting an unauthorized party, smuggling alcohol into the dorms, leaving campus without permission." She counted on her fingers. "Should I continue?" "Mrs Big Belly, I can explain..." "Save it for the Dean." She turned to leave, then paused. "Oh, and Miss Davis? There will be others present at this meeting. Concerned parties who have brought certain... allegations to our attention." My blood ran cold. "What allegations?" She smiled, but it wasn't kind. "You'll find out tomorrow. Get some sleep. You're going to need it." After she left, I collapsed on my bed. Jess and Gina sat on either side of me, both looking worried. "What do we do?" Gina whispered. I looked at my phone. Gideon's last message was still on the screen. If you need me, call. I mean it. "We survive," I said finally. "Whatever happens tomorrow, we survive." That night, I barely slept. My wolf kept pacing in my head, agitated and restless. Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Gideon's face, felt his touch, heard his voice saying my name. And underneath it all, one thought kept repeating. 'Mate,' my wolf whispered. 'He's our mate.' When morning came, I dressed carefully in my most conservative outfit. Jess and Gina walked with me to the Dean's office, both of them holding my hands. "Whatever happens," Jess said at the door, "we're here for you." I nodded, took a deep breath, and knocked. "Come in," the Dean's voice called. I opened the door and froze. The Dean sat behind his desk, Mrs Big Belly stood to his right, and Mr. Henderson to his left. But that wasn't what made my heart stop. Kenneth was there, looking smug as hell. Apparently, he'd run straight to the Dean to report me, probably to shift attention from his own cheating. And sitting in the chair directly across from the Dean, his jaw clenched tight when our eyes met, was Gideon. But it was the woman standing behind Gideon's chair that made my blood run cold. Tall, elegant, with silver eyes and an aura of power that filled the entire room. Alpha Victoria Blackwood. Gideon's mother. One of the most powerful wolves in the region. The Blackwood name carried weight everywhere, and everyone knew it. Her eyes locked onto mine, and she smiled. But it wasn't warm. It was the smile of a predator who'd just cornered her prey. "Miss Davis," she said softly, her voice like silk over steel. "How lovely to finally meet the girl who spent last night in my son's bed.”Gideon’s POVThe air out there in the clearing got thick all of a sudden, like it was pressing down on my chest and making it hard to breathe. I just stood there, boots sinking into the moss, staring at Max. He was waiting, arms loose at his sides, eyes locked on me like he already knew something was off.I almost said it. Right there. The whole mess. That his sister was my fated mate, that my mother was out there somewhere hunting her like she was nothing but a trophy to hang on the wall, that I’d been losing my mind for the last day straight, heart racing every second I wasn’t with Tanya.But the second I opened my mouth, it all jammed up. Like my throat just slammed shut on its own. I looked at him then, really looked. That old sweater with the holes at the elbows. The rough hands from all those double shifts just to keep the lights on in this tiny cabin. Telling him would drag him straight into something he couldn’t fight. Put a bullseye on his back, too. No way.So the words chan
Gideon’s POVThe silence that followed Tanya’s frantic escape back to the cabin was heavy, thick with the scent of damp earth and the lingering, sweet fragrance of her hair. My eyes were still fixed on the corner of the house where she had disappeared. Even though she was gone, I could still feel the phantom heat of her gaze on my skin. She was vibrating with enough nervous energy to power a small city, and honestly? I couldn’t blame her.I stayed where I was, leaning against the silver birch, letting the forest air cool the fire in my lungs. My heart, which had been hammering against my ribs since I stepped onto this property, finally began to slow its frantic rhythm."She's a handful," Max said, his voice cutting through the stillness.I looked over at him. He was watching me with a look that was entirely too sharp for a guy who was just supposed to be a 'gym buddy' from a summer camp. He had his arms crossed over his chest, his posture relaxed, but his eyes were scanning me like h
Tanya’s POVEverything just… tilted.I stared at Gideon as my brain had short-circuited. This was my woods. My hiding spot. The place I came when everything else got too loud. Not Moonstone. Not some downtown bar. Home. And there he was, Gideon Hemisphere, hockey captain, fated-bloodline golden boy, nightmare-mom included, leaning against a birch tree as he belonged there.“What the fuck?” I said again, louder, voice cracking. “Gideon? How…why are you here? How do you even know where I live?”I braced for Max to lose it. For him to growl, shift, step in front of me, do anything a big brother should do when a strange Alpha shows up in the backyard. But nothing happened.I turned to Max, stomach dropping slowly, and sick. He wasn’t tense anymore. Shoulders loose. Face calm. Not shocked. Not mad. Calm. Like he’d been waiting for this.“Max?” My voice came out small. I took a step back, and my heel caught a root. “Max, why aren’t you saying anything?”Cold fear crawled up my spine. Did he
Tanya’s POVSunlight slipped through the gaps in my old curtains, but that wasn’t what pulled me awake. I opened my eyes and stared straight up at the ceiling. There they were, the glow-in-the-dark stars and planets I stuck up when I was eight. The edges were curling now, the glow barely there anymore, but they still felt like mine. The first thing I saw every time I came home was A little piece of the girl I used to be, before mate stuff, Alpha rules, and all the heartbreak that came after.I let out a long breath and stretched until my back cracked. The bed felt small compared to the one at Moonstone, but it was soft in the right places. I rolled onto my side and looked out the window. From here, I could see right into the thick dark woods. Nothing but trees and quiet.I loved that view. Max made it happen. A couple of years back, I kept complaining about how cramped the house felt, how I wished we had one of those big places in the city. We couldn’t buy anything new, so Max just…
Tanya’s POVThe bus ride took forever. Just gray road and streetlights flashing past. I leaned my head on the window. It felt cold. My chest stayed heavy the whole way.Every time I closed my eyes, I saw Gideon again. That hurt look on his face when I told him we could never be anything. It kept playing over and over.My hands shook a bit in my lap. I could still hear our talk from the car ride to the station."You think being an Alpha means I get to pick what I want, Tanya?" he said. His voice sounded tight. Hands tight on the wheel, too. "Everything I do gets watched. Every word I say goes straight back to my mom. She does not want me leading. She wants me to be exactly like her. All plans and no feelings. My life is her game. And she already decided you don't belong in it."He looked over at me. Really looked. Like he needed me to say something. "I'm not part of anybody's game, Gideon," I said. My voice came out small. "I'm just me. I have family. People who need me. I'm not someth
GIDEON’S POVThe silence of my suite was deafening. It wasn’t the kind of silence that brings peace; it was the suffocating, heavy kind that made my chest feel like it was being compressed by a hydraulic press. I had stared at the ceiling for hours, tracing the intricate crown molding until the patterns began to blur into nothingness. My mind kept drifting back to that bus terminal. I could still see her walking away, her slight limp making every step look like a battle against the world.She was so fragile, yet she carried a spine of tempered steel. And I was stuck here, trapped in a gilded birdcage, surrounded by servants who were afraid to look me in the eye and a mother who viewed human connection as a business transaction.I couldn't take it anymore. The stillness was driving me toward the edge of a breakdown, or worse, toward a shift I wasn't ready to unleash. I needed to move. I needed to act.I hauled myself off the bed and made my way toward the dining wing. The mansion was v
TANYA’S POVThe silence of the dorm room was heavier than any textbook I’d ever lugged across campus. I had spent the last four hours staring at the cracks in the ceiling, trying to force my brain to shut down, but sleep was a ghost I couldn't catch. Every time I closed my eyes, the darkness didn't
TANYA’S POVThe drive from the campus gate was a blur of shadows and streetlights. I sat in the passenger seat of Gideon’s Jeep, my hands folded tightly in my lap, trying to make myself as small as possible. The interior smelled intensely of cedarwood and rain, and every time the car shifted gears,
GIDEON’S POVThe heavy oak doors of the lecture hall creaked as I shoved them open, the sound echoing through the tiered room. Every head snapped in my direction. The air was thick with the scent of old paper, floor wax, and the nervous sweat of fifty different wolves. I didn't slow down. I didn't
TANYA’S POVThe mid-term break was supposed to be a relief. It was the first time since the semester began that the campus would actually be quiet, a reprieve from the whispers, the glares, and the suffocating pressure of being the "Omega" everyone was afraid of. The hallways were already buzzing w







