LOGIN“Hey, Talia, do you know the guy?” she asked.
“He is friends with Andy, apparently,” she replied as if that ended all scrutiny. “Andy must think he is cool, and I wouldn’t worry about him being a serial killer. You still have another week of orientation left and Andy would miss his work mule if you went missing.”
That was oddly reassuring.
She set up a secret emergency code with Talia in case the date was a bust and she needed to get out. She would text code black and then wait for Talia’s call to usher her away for some imaginary emergency.
She didn’t know how it worked because her poor acting skills would give it away. She had never been on a blind date before and spent the entire night strategizing ways to get a read on the guy before she actually met him at the restaurant. If she got off-putting vibes from him, she would turn back and never attend the date. Years of nursing experience gave her the ability to read people and rate them on how dangerous or lecherous they were.
The problem with this plan was: she had never been to this restaurant and had no idea how she would pull it off. Moreover, she had no idea what this guy looked like so she wouldn’t know what awaited her until the server brought her over. By then, there was no turning back.
Finally, Talia and Irene settled on the grey knee-length skirt and a matching top. She even wore a grey cropped jacket over it and left her golden wavy hair open.
She had a few minutes to spare when she arrived at the restaurant. She peered inside, crestfallen to discover the entrance blocked the view of the dining area. She trudged forward and paused when the hostess greeted her.
“Do you have a reservation?”
“Yes, I am meeting someone here,” she explained. “His name is Noah and he is tall with dark hair.”
She scanned over the paper in front of her. “I don’t see a Noah, but I believe I know who you are looking for. Are you here for a blind date?”
“Yes,” Irene nodded cautiously.
The hostess concealed a knowing smile. “Right this way.”
They walked around the giant partition blocking her view and down ten steps into the dining room. The place was bustling but not crowded. The atmosphere was hushed, the dim lights aiding to the romantic atmosphere. Irene couldn’t help but scan over the tables, searching for the one with the single tall man.
Alas, she didn’t see the table until it was too late. They were only a few feet away. By then his green eyes had caught her gaze, making her freeze.
‘What the fuck?’
Their frowns mirrored one another, and she assured herself it was all a big mistake. Surely Andy wouldn’t set her up with Dr. Warren. Right?
‘Crap. He would.’
Dr. Warren stood up upon her arrival. The hostess pulled her seat out. “Here you are, Miss…” she said professionally.
Irene stared blankly at the chair like a zombie. Finally, she snapped out of her trance and sat down. The hostess offered her a sly smile before she slipped away, obviously enamored by Dr. Warren’s good looks. He sat as well, eyeing her warily. He seemed equally confused.
Neither of them spoke for a few awkward moments. She contemplated excusing herself to make a fast exit. No sooner had she made the decision than Dr. Warren cleared his throat.
“Is this a joke?” he questioned seriously.
Despite thinking the same thing, Irene was offended. “That is a good question. Perhaps I should be asking you that question,” she replied hautily.
“What for?” He seemed more annoyed than her. Irene enjoyed looking at his face, but that didn’t include him opening his mouth and conversing with her over a full-course meal.
“Andy is your friend, correct?”
Dr. Warren raised his hand. “You think I asked him to set us up?” he said in surprise.
That was not what she thought but she was offended anyways.
“I would hope not. Not after you harassed me in the hallway.”
He opened his mouth to retaliate but they were interrupted by their server, who introduced himself. Irene wasn’t even sure she would order, but Dr. Warren glared at her impatiently, forcing her to make a hasty decision.
She quickly ordered a drink, being careful to point out, “Make it a double. I need something strong tonight.”
Dr. Warren’s jaw clenched, but he didn’t say anything before giving a similar order. She noticed that he was dressed sharply in a dress shirt and navy slacks. His hair, while tamed was messier than his usual style at the hospital. He was clean-shaven and she could smell his subtle but enticing cologne from across the table.
The server left and they lapsed into their uncomfortable silence.
He looked over the menu, ignoring her, his eyes just as hard as his body was tense. She had to admit, he looked enticing that way. She couldn’t help but stare longer at how gorgeous he was. Especially when se imagined him in scrubs. A fact she found disturbing.
Or that she imagined herself straddling his lap and biting his jaw.
When she looked her from her menu, she found him staring at her with a smug smile.
“What?” she snapped, self-conscious.
“Not leaving, I see,” he prompted condescendingly.
She gaped at him as the server set her drink in front of her. She closed the menu, her mind made up, a took a large sip. She smiled gratefully at the server before turning to Dr. Warren. He looked thoroughly amused.
“After you were rude to me the other day, the least you can do is buy me dinner,” she challenged.
Dr. Warren didn’t respond but she guessed it was because the server was looming over us, waiting for a chance to speak. He smiled at them, apparently unphased by her statement.
“Are we ready to order?” he asked pleasantly. Dr. Warren and she exchanged glanced before reluctantly nodding.
She ordered the most expensive thing on the menu and added whatever little think to rake the bill up. She secretly hoped Dr. Warren didn’t up and leave, because she couldn’t afford to pay for both of them after all the moving expenses and security deposits she had to pay recently.
But the thought was a small part of the vicious glee she felt on ordering.
To her surprise, he ordered something equally expensive before handing back the menu with a pleasant smile. He even thanked the server.
Alone again, they sipped their drinks silently and avoided eye contact. And all she could think about was find out what he was plotting.
‘What is his deal? Why isn’t he talking?’
She glanced at him several times and found him lost in thought, purposely avoiding her gaze. The server eventually brought her new drink. Just as she suspected they would finish the meal in silence, Dr. Warren shifted in his seat and spoke.
“I’m sorry about what happened the other way.” She was surprised he was apologizing. But what brought her back to reality was his next words. “However, you still shouldn’t have contradicted me in front of my patient.” His voice was calm and certain. He felt strongly about the issue.
Irene thought for a moment and decided to be honest. “I agree. It was unprofessional of me. But you should know I did it on purpose to piss you off.”
Five years later:“Do you want some ice?”“No.”“I think you need some ice. Your forehead is all shiny.”“Goodness, Talia. Leave me alone.”“Don’t get cranky. I’m just trying to help…”“Brenden,” Irene whined. “Make her stop. For the love of God, make her stop.”“Talia,” Brenden berated in a warning tone, his voice coming from Irene’s right, and the two of them got into a hushed argument that ended with Talia huffing and giving them both the stink eye. Which was perfectly fine by Irene because at least Talia would no longer be talking.“I’m sure if Nina wanted her to have ice, they would bring her ice,” Irene’s mother said reasonably from across the room. She was sitting in a little chair, looking out of place in her khaki pants and t-shirt.“Sure, they would,” her dad agreed. He had been standing by the wall, too anxious to sit and checked his watch several times a minute. “Where is she, anyway?” His eyes scanned the room as if expecting Nina to spawn out of the shadows at any moment
She felt bad but the thought of Brenden hanging out with Dr. Swift, laughing and unconsciously flirting made her feel worse.Irene was sitting behind a computer in the nurses station looking up labs. When Dr. Swift passed by and disappeared into the dictation room, Irene reacted without thinking, standing without hesitation and following her inside.Dr. Swift was just opening the chart she carried in and turned around at the sound of the door opening. When she saw it was Irene, she smiled tightly, then turned back around and began flipping through pages.“Irene,” she said cordially, resuming her work, and Irene stood there a moment while wondering what she was doing. What had she planned on saying because everything was suddenly blank.Irene cleared her throat. “Dr… Swift.” The use of her formal name hung in the air, highlighting the barrier between them.“Did you need something?” she asked without looking back.Irene looked at the sink, wondering if she could pretend that she was com
The self-doubt rolled off him in waves, but he hid it carefully behind a look of annoyance and straight set shoulders. If she didn’t know him, she would think he was being his usual grumpy self.“Now get out of my room and quit snooping around my shit.” The bathroom door slammed behind him, effectively locking her out..Sine was officially fired. It was never announced and Haley wouldn’t speak of it, but Irene heard it through the grapevine and since she wasn’t working any of her shifts for over a week, Irene was sure it was true.Things didn’t feel different with her gone, with the news of the drug thief out. She thought she would feel vindicated knowing she was no longer to blame but instead she replayed every conversation with Sine through her head and tried to see the subtle signs she might have missed. Signs that the other was a drug addict.Brenden thought the signs were obvious, but Irene didn’t think he ever liked her to begin with. He might have a point, though, especially w
“What?” he said defensively. “You did get rid of a drug thief.”“Oh god, Irene,” Talia burst into the kitchen after them. “I can’t believe it was her. Did you know? I would have bet my kidneys that I was right about Dr. Swift.”“Calm down, Talia,” Irene shushed her, suddenly overwhelmed by the attention she was receiving over it. It had been a couple of hours, but that was plenty of time for Andy to make a public announcement to the entire hospital. “We don’t know why she took them.”“Calm down? I cried for you. I grieved, Irene. I don’t know what I would have done if that had happened to me. Actually, you know what? I would have punched her in the face the moment I find out. Rationality be damned.”Talia was too excited, and there was no reasoning with her. Irene took her cup from Andy and gulped half the drink in the kitchen, nearly choking because it was strong. Then, she headed back to the living room to find Brenden and Dr. Stone in a deep discussion about a patient they had both
“You were right.”Irene threw down her bag, purse, and jacket before emptying her pockets. Brenden was still in his scrubs, having gotten off shortly before her, and looked at her in confusion.“I was right about what?”“It was Sine. Sine took the drugs.” She yanked her stethoscope from around her neck and slung it into her bag. She popped down on the couch beside Brenden. Her pride was taking a hit, but she sucked it up. This was how Brenden would have felt if she had been right.But she wasn’t right. Not even close.Had she accused Dr. Swift simply because she was jealous? It seemed absurd at that moment.To Brenden’s credit, he didn’t say ‘I told you so’ or make her feel worse. Instead, surprise lit up his face, his excitement impossible to mask. “Are you serious? What happened?” he asked. “Did she admit to taking them?”“I went through her phone,” she said unapologetically, ignoring the way Brenden’s eyebrows arched in a silent question. “She sent texts to her boyfriend talking ab
When she flipped it over, she glanced at the screen. In the dim glow, the message caught her eye.[Hello? Are you there? If they don’t suspect you, then why would you say anything? Don’t be stupid.]Irene read it once, twice, and her pulse rate automatically quickened as her thoughts raced into overdrive. Did this have anything to do with the drugs? Did Sine take them? Or maybe she was being paranoid and jumping to conclusions. It wouldn’t be the first time.She stared at the phone in her hand, then looked at the break room door. Then the phone again.‘Fuck it.’Her resolve crumbled.She clicked on the message, opening up the entire conversation. The screen glowed invitingly bright, the words appearing in an instant at the touch of her finger. She read them backwards, starting with the most recent texts, working her way up.The texts answered all her questions, laying Talia’s earlier claims to rest. Texts that made her heart thunder against her chest with such force that she was sure







