로그인She theorized that it was all an act.
He spoke to the patient for several minutes before something happened. The glimmer of opportunity peaked through, delighting her. He gave her the opportunity to correct him. Most nurses would ignore it, but Irene was keen on the discussion because she had the best intentions for the patients.
Of course.
The devil on her shoulder cackled incessantly.
“I’ll change your pain meds,” he said. “You can have one to two tablets every six hours if you need it. Just ask your nurse. Do you need something for the pain right now?”
The patient nodded. Irene cleared her throat but Dr. Warren ignored her.
“Miss…”
“It’s Irene,” she said, her voice saccharine. ‘He forgot my name after all. Fucker.’
He gave her ‘the look.’ “Irene. Will you get her something for the pain, please?” he asked coldly, dismissing her. It was a stark difference from the tone he used with his patient.
Irene didn’t leave. “Dr. Warren, I don’t think your choice of pain medicine is a good idea,” she commented instead, gathering all the steely strength her father displayed over the years. This was unlike her, but she had to see it to the end for Sine’s sake.
She could practically hear him straining every muscle in his body to stop himself from fighting her. He looked at her, his eyes dark with warning. “Unfortunately, I’m the doctor and I get to make the call.”
‘Oh, I’m just the nurse, is it?’
She wanted to punch him in the face.
His voice was so dark and cold, someone else would have flinched away, but that would be a display of weakness. And one thing Irene refused to show the obnoxious Dr. Warren was a nurse who would cower under his authority.
“I’m simply considering the welfare of my patient, Dr. Warren.” She turned to the patient, who regarded the pair with wide, cautious eyes. “Isn’t that what you hope from us?” she asked the patient directly.
“Go on, ‘Irene,’ why do you think my choice of medication is bad.”
The argument was enough to piss him off, which was what he intended to do. She sucked in a breath. “She was admitted in with a history of chronic pain, which is constant. We can assume she will be relieved by the medicine to some capacity, but with from my experience, it is unlikely. Assuming one dose is not sufficient, she will be requesting the maximum dose of two every four hours. At the end of twenty-four hours, the total would be too much for a seventy-year-old woman, don’t you think?”
And she had done it: called him out in front of his patient, chipping away at his credibility. Just like he had done with Sine.
She looked him in the eye, her voice unwavering. If looks could kill, she would be six feet under. Dr. Warren’s glare was lethal.
She wanted to inch back, but stood her ground. It was too late to back down, not without looking like a fool. An outcome she refused to fall to.
“Irene,” he lowered his voice. And she had to curse him for using her name so often. “I set the parameters for a reason. It is your duty as the nurse to monitor her intake and ensure she is not being overdosed.”
Oh, two could play at this game!
“Dr. Warren, I understand your justification but the nurse on the next shift is going to give the pain medication when it’s due and the patient is in pain. Just the way you ordered it. And it would put her in danger of liver failure.” She stared at him unblinkingly.
His eyes flashed to the patient, who looked thoroughly entertained by their argument. If she had a bucket of popcorn, she would be throwing it back.
Then, his eyes were back on hers, dark and angry. “We will finish discussing this outside.”
She swiveled around, not bothering to wait for him. She was not sure how long she would keep up with the bold front. It was unlike her. She could stand up for herself, but initiating a fight? With someone as intimidating as Dr. Warren on top of that?
But when she thought of Sine’s tearful look, she realized it was worth it.
She felt a tight grip on her hand spinning her around. She was pressed against the wall, all the anger in him channeled towards her through that scowl on his face. He didn’t release his grip but she eased into it, knowing he wouldn’t do anything to her.
“What do you think you are doing?” he hissed, his face inches from her. She was wary and peeved that he was touching her while flaunting his ass this way. She didn’t mention the how she was turned on… just a little.
‘What is wrong with me?’ she groaned internally as she snatched her arm away from his grip.
“I’m protecting the patient from harmful medical errors,” she goaded maliciously.
“There is a time and place to discuss those things and it is not at the bedside. And definitely not in front of the patient.” He kept his voice low so that it didn’t travel down the hallway, but it could still cut through steel. “You questioned my credibility in front of the patient, making them doubt me. That is unwarranted.”
She smiled tightly. “Yes, and there is a time to discuss your complaints with the nurse if you don’t like what they are doing. ‘And definitely not in front of the patient’,” she bit back.
His brows furrowed in confusion, but he was no less angry. “What are you talking about?”
“I am referring to you humiliating Sine in front of her patient the other day.”
Realization dawned but he swept it away immediately. “What happened between me and another nurse is none of your concern. You should worry about yourself if you have so much free time, Irene.”
Her raised her finger and placed it on his chest. “I find it difficult to do that when my friend is crying in the bathroom over something you did.” She jabbed him in the chest several times, committing crimes she shouldn’t. She belatedly wondered if she could get into trouble for it. Or if he could get into trouble for his behavior.
Then she felt bad for outing Sine.
“Your friend needs to grow a spine and fight her own battles. Not everyone is going to coddle her going forward.”
Yup, Dr. Warren was no different to the stereotypical cocky doctors she had met throughout her career. Actually, he won the title of king that day! And she had enough of him.
She pulled away from him, away from the wall and luckily, he stepped back, giving her space to move. If he hadn’t, she would have given in to her impulses and kneed him. She was done.
“It’s called basic human decency,” she seethed. “Don’t look down on your coworkers. We work as a team, not as your slave.”
She stormed back to the nurses station, leaving him scowling in the hallway. Unsure what to do next, she wondered how she should act. Pretend like she didn’t blow up just then? He would come back in a moment to finish charting…
She didn’t get an opportunity to decide. Talia found her, eyes wide as she grabbed Irene by the arms and dragging her into the med room.
“What the hell just happened?” she demanded, her chest heaving with excitement. Irene was confused by the glint in her eyes.
“What?” she answered innocently, not wishing to give herself away.
Talia cocked her brow. “Seriously? You’re going to deny the show you two just put on?”
Irene glanced behind her, worried. The door was closed and there was no one else. “Did people see us?” she asked anxiously.
“Just me, I think.”
She sighed in relief.
“What was it about, anyway?”
She saw no point in lying. If there was one person at work she could trust at the moment, it would be Talia. “I called him out in front of his patient,” she explained. Talia’s eyes widened comically, so Irene added quickly, “On purpose. To piss him off.”
The explanation made the situation worse.
“Oh my!” she whispered excitedly. “Was it because of the phone call the other day?”
Irene went on to tell her the whole story, leaving out the part about how nice he smelled as he tried to restrain himself from murdering her in the hallway.
Talia laughed loudly. “I can’t wait to tell Andy,” she chortled.
Irene gasped, her eyes widening in alarm. “No! You can’t tell Andy,” she argued.
“Why not?”
“I don’t want people to know, Talia. I’ve been here a week! Please don’t tell Andy.”
She frowned in disappointed but eventually nodded. “I won’t. Your secret is safe with me,” she assured. She looked like Irene had snatched away her only source of joy.
She sighed and thanked her.
Slowly, they made their way back to the nursing station. Irene considered hiding in a patient’s room but refused to give Dr. Warren the satisfaction. Moreover, the door to the med room was visible from where he sat. She hoped he was already gone, though.
As she exited the room, she saw him still there, brooding over the chart and flipping through papers with more force than required. He didn’t see her until she passed him in the station.
His green eyes met hers, more heated than she remembered. She could have melted at their intensity. He was practically inviting her for a rematch.
She escaped into the break room, trying to calm her heavy breathing. She had to figure out what she was feeling. Dr. Warren obviously had the qualities of a snake charmer, because she would have to use every fiber of her being to avoid being bewitched by him.
Five years later:“Do you want some ice?”“No.”“I think you need some ice. Your forehead is all shiny.”“Goodness, Talia. Leave me alone.”“Don’t get cranky. I’m just trying to help…”“Brenden,” Irene whined. “Make her stop. For the love of God, make her stop.”“Talia,” Brenden berated in a warning tone, his voice coming from Irene’s right, and the two of them got into a hushed argument that ended with Talia huffing and giving them both the stink eye. Which was perfectly fine by Irene because at least Talia would no longer be talking.“I’m sure if Nina wanted her to have ice, they would bring her ice,” Irene’s mother said reasonably from across the room. She was sitting in a little chair, looking out of place in her khaki pants and t-shirt.“Sure, they would,” her dad agreed. He had been standing by the wall, too anxious to sit and checked his watch several times a minute. “Where is she, anyway?” His eyes scanned the room as if expecting Nina to spawn out of the shadows at any moment
She felt bad but the thought of Brenden hanging out with Dr. Swift, laughing and unconsciously flirting made her feel worse.Irene was sitting behind a computer in the nurses station looking up labs. When Dr. Swift passed by and disappeared into the dictation room, Irene reacted without thinking, standing without hesitation and following her inside.Dr. Swift was just opening the chart she carried in and turned around at the sound of the door opening. When she saw it was Irene, she smiled tightly, then turned back around and began flipping through pages.“Irene,” she said cordially, resuming her work, and Irene stood there a moment while wondering what she was doing. What had she planned on saying because everything was suddenly blank.Irene cleared her throat. “Dr… Swift.” The use of her formal name hung in the air, highlighting the barrier between them.“Did you need something?” she asked without looking back.Irene looked at the sink, wondering if she could pretend that she was com
The self-doubt rolled off him in waves, but he hid it carefully behind a look of annoyance and straight set shoulders. If she didn’t know him, she would think he was being his usual grumpy self.“Now get out of my room and quit snooping around my shit.” The bathroom door slammed behind him, effectively locking her out..Sine was officially fired. It was never announced and Haley wouldn’t speak of it, but Irene heard it through the grapevine and since she wasn’t working any of her shifts for over a week, Irene was sure it was true.Things didn’t feel different with her gone, with the news of the drug thief out. She thought she would feel vindicated knowing she was no longer to blame but instead she replayed every conversation with Sine through her head and tried to see the subtle signs she might have missed. Signs that the other was a drug addict.Brenden thought the signs were obvious, but Irene didn’t think he ever liked her to begin with. He might have a point, though, especially w
“What?” he said defensively. “You did get rid of a drug thief.”“Oh god, Irene,” Talia burst into the kitchen after them. “I can’t believe it was her. Did you know? I would have bet my kidneys that I was right about Dr. Swift.”“Calm down, Talia,” Irene shushed her, suddenly overwhelmed by the attention she was receiving over it. It had been a couple of hours, but that was plenty of time for Andy to make a public announcement to the entire hospital. “We don’t know why she took them.”“Calm down? I cried for you. I grieved, Irene. I don’t know what I would have done if that had happened to me. Actually, you know what? I would have punched her in the face the moment I find out. Rationality be damned.”Talia was too excited, and there was no reasoning with her. Irene took her cup from Andy and gulped half the drink in the kitchen, nearly choking because it was strong. Then, she headed back to the living room to find Brenden and Dr. Stone in a deep discussion about a patient they had both
“You were right.”Irene threw down her bag, purse, and jacket before emptying her pockets. Brenden was still in his scrubs, having gotten off shortly before her, and looked at her in confusion.“I was right about what?”“It was Sine. Sine took the drugs.” She yanked her stethoscope from around her neck and slung it into her bag. She popped down on the couch beside Brenden. Her pride was taking a hit, but she sucked it up. This was how Brenden would have felt if she had been right.But she wasn’t right. Not even close.Had she accused Dr. Swift simply because she was jealous? It seemed absurd at that moment.To Brenden’s credit, he didn’t say ‘I told you so’ or make her feel worse. Instead, surprise lit up his face, his excitement impossible to mask. “Are you serious? What happened?” he asked. “Did she admit to taking them?”“I went through her phone,” she said unapologetically, ignoring the way Brenden’s eyebrows arched in a silent question. “She sent texts to her boyfriend talking ab
When she flipped it over, she glanced at the screen. In the dim glow, the message caught her eye.[Hello? Are you there? If they don’t suspect you, then why would you say anything? Don’t be stupid.]Irene read it once, twice, and her pulse rate automatically quickened as her thoughts raced into overdrive. Did this have anything to do with the drugs? Did Sine take them? Or maybe she was being paranoid and jumping to conclusions. It wouldn’t be the first time.She stared at the phone in her hand, then looked at the break room door. Then the phone again.‘Fuck it.’Her resolve crumbled.She clicked on the message, opening up the entire conversation. The screen glowed invitingly bright, the words appearing in an instant at the touch of her finger. She read them backwards, starting with the most recent texts, working her way up.The texts answered all her questions, laying Talia’s earlier claims to rest. Texts that made her heart thunder against her chest with such force that she was sure







