Jonas looked at her for a long while then said quiet. “Jessica... when this is done. When you feel good again. Will you begin a new life with me?”
Jessica looked at him. “Are you sure? I’m not a full woman now. I have cuts. I have big duties.”
"I don't want a great one," Jonas said. "I want you."
Jessica smiled. Tired, but full of gratitude.
That night, Jessica dozed more deeply than usual. In the chair next to her, Jonas stayed awake, gazing at the face of the woman he cared f͏or with hope. Outside, Kevin came home with a calmer heart; bringing Anya’s coat and bringing home a bit peace.
That day, even if it was full of hurt, worry and envy, turned into a day when all past hurts started to get better little by little.
Because affection, even if not perfect, is still the best strength a person can hold.
Randy looked at his girl for a bit, then said softly “Do you love the him.”The ask made Jessica stop. She looked at the TV screen that was now showing the weather, then said “Yes But this time it feels different, calmer deeper.”Randy shook his head. “So don’t let go and don’t do the same errors like last time”Jessica knew what he meant. She nodded.At about nine in the night Jonas said good bye. He grabbed his docs bag and wore a jacket."I'll head home first, alright? I'll return tomorrow morning to see how you are and take you to the hospital."Jessica took him to a door. The air out side was getting chilly, the scent of rain had not fully gone.“Are you certain you do not wish to remain for the night?” she inquired.Jonas grinned. “You need a little time by you
“Dad…”Randy lifted his hand, wanting some time. Then he cleaned his face. “You see... When you got better at first I felt thankful each day. But now... why must you do this once more?”Jessica came up and grabbed her dad’s hand. “I’m tough, Dad. This time I am not by myself. Jonas is here, Kevin also helps with Anya.”“Kevin?” Randy looked at Jonas for a bit. “Do you care if the kid comes?”Jonas grinned sadly. “In the beginning, it was tough. But I got used to it. Because Jessica isn’t only mine; she is also a mom to Anya.”Randy gave a slow nod. “Anya... Yes, that kid saved your life.”Jessica laughed softly. “Yes, Dad.”Randy hit Jonas on the shoulder. “Thanks for looking after her.”
Jonas looked at her for a long while then said quiet. “Jessica... when this is done. When you feel good again. Will you begin a new life with me?”Jessica looked at him. “Are you sure? I’m not a full woman now. I have cuts. I have big duties.”"I don't want a great one," Jonas said. "I want you."Jessica smiled. Tired, but full of gratitude.That night, Jessica dozed more deeply than usual. In the chair next to her, Jonas stayed awake, gazing at the face of the woman he cared f͏or with hope. Outside, Kevin came home with a calmer heart; bringing Anya’s coat and bringing home a bit peace.That day, even if it was full of hurt, worry and envy, turned into a day when all past hurts started to get better little by little.Because affection, even if not perfect, is still the best strength a person can hold.
Jessica looked down “I just didn’t have a choice, Jonas.”Jonas gazed at Anya, who was still dozing in Kevin’s arms. “Sometimes, what we name wonders… arrive as her.”Jessica smiled. Tired, but sincere.After Jonas went, Kevin put Anya in bed on a little couch by the window. The room felt more calm Jessica looked out of the window, the clouds were starting to hang gray a sign rain was coming"I sometimes think," she said quiet. "Is my life just a group of loses and giving ups?"Kevin didn’t answer."But now when I saw Anya's face, I felt maybe not? Maybe this is all the way for me."Kevin stood next to the bed. “And you went that way in the brave way I ever saw”Jessica stared at Kevin. “I don’t need pity.”
The next day, Kevin came in from his sickness. His face was tight, likely due to unshaken guilt. They didn’t speak much since Jessica chose to look after Anya all the time. Kevin handled the costs, but the person who brought up the child—in a real way—was Jessica.Watching his old wife lay feebly in bed made Kevin tense.͏“I... I didn’t know it was so bad” he said softly.Jessica just looked at him. “I don’t want anything from you, Kevin. But if I have to go through all that again,I only want a thing.”Kevin looked at her questioningly."Don't go Jessica. Anya needs a steady person if I... if I can't."Kevin got quiet, then shook his head. “You know I won’t ever leave her.”Jessica sighed, “I hope you’re for real. Cause Maya’s away and this t
That night, Jessica felt tired and drained. While making food for Anya she suddenly felt a hurt in her belly. At first, she thought it was just worrying and being worn out. But the hurt got sharper, making ͏her stop for a bit.“This has to be short,” she said softly to herself, trying to ease herself. But when she got to the bathroom, the pain was bigger. She tried to take deep breaths but when she saw her face in the mirror, her face looked white.Suddenly, Jessica felt sick. In a flash, she threw up into the sink- blood. When she saw the scary red color panic swept over her. “No no… this can’t be” she thought.With a trembling body she reached for her phone and right away called ͏Jonas “Jonas help I need help Something is wrong,” her voice was quivering, hardly able to talk.“Jessica? Where are you at?” Jonas said with a wor