Chapter 5 - Panic Room
Lilith"You can't be serious. Even on the day, we're supposed to be mourning the loss of your sister, you insist on going out to party. You haven't changed at all." My mother cried out as she took in my short black dress, fishnet stockings, and black doc martens. I had even curled my hair and put on a bit of makeup, not too much because it wasn't me, but enough to please Kylie.I planned to tell them I was tired and going to bed early, but that was quickly derailed when my mom walked into my room to check in on me. Instead of finding me in bed sleeping, she caught me with one leg out the window dawned in my jacket and shoes.It was sad that I, a twenty-one-year-old woman, had to sneak out of her parent's house like a sixteen-year-old sneaking off to see her boyfriend. Not that I ever did that; the boys here only wanted one thing from me: information on how to get with my sister."I don't see how me going out at this hour means that I didn't mourn Eve. I have been since I got here. I have done everything you asked me to without argument." My mother threw her arms up in the air, shaking her head in disbelief. Her blonde hair pushed back from her, continuously pushing her fingers through it."You are unbelievable. I know you and Eve didn't get along, but she is dead now, Lilith. Your sister is de-" A rush of tears cut off her words. Even in death, I couldn't escape the twisted truths my sister had spun."Portia, I'll handle Lil. You go lay down. I'll bring you some tea and Advil in a minute." My mother shot me a quick glare, her red-rimmed eyes narrowing at me in disgust.I always thought my parent's disapproval and disappointment in me would sting, and I guess it did at first, but now I was so used to it that it no longer fazed me. If anything, I was shocked when I didn't get scolded.Instead of arguing further, my mother patted my dad on the shoulder, and he pressed a quick kiss to her temple before she descended down the hall to their room, shutting the door with a louder-than-necessary click.
My father heaved a heavy sigh, rubbing his hands down his face. He was exhausted from the emotional day he had endured; we all were."Be back by three at the latest, Lil. I will have an alarm set to wake me up, and if I check your room and you aren't there, I will call the police to report you missing. Do you understand?" My father asked me, and I stared at him for a moment, my mouth slightly parted in shock. For a second, I had to check and ensure I wasn't dreaming."You're going to let me go?" I asked in disbelief."You are an adult now, Lilith. In reality, I couldn't hold you back if I wanted to. But I know this is a lot for you, and everyone copes differently. So all I ask is you be careful where ever it is your going. And tell Kylie to do the same."Okay, so maybe Eve dying did knock some sense into one of my parents, at least. Or some evil demon is possessing him, and this is just part of its plan to get close to me so it can kill me too. 'Be realistic. He is clearly trying to make up for the years he didn't help you when you were younger."' That nagging little voice reasoned, killing my imagination once again.I knew demons were not real, not even close, but sometimes it was easier to explain things with make-believe scenarios than face the truth of it all.I nodded, giving my dad a tight hug before pulling away."I promise I'll be home by three."Kylie had been waiting outside when I left my house, and she lost her shit when I told her what happened.Our conversation quickly changed to her catching me up with all the latest town gossip.Not that I really cared to know, but it felt nice, almost normal, just to sit there and let Kylie go off about some of the things that had happened in town since I left. Before I knew it, we were pulling into a large underground parking lot in the middle of nowhere.Kylie turned off her car, and we both got out. Silence greeted us, along with the cold winter air. Her car alarm echoed through the concrete structure as she locked it."So, how do we get in?" I asked, looking around at the oversized parking garage. Rows and rows of cars filled the area, but despite how busy the place appeared, there was no noise besides our shoes against the hard ground to signal us of anyone else's presence."This way, we have to go further down. It's like this whole thing. There is a metal door, and you have to knock on it to gain entry. Then once you are in, you have seven rooms you can enter, each holding a different theme." Kylie explained, the excitement making her voice raise an octave as she gave me an enthusiastic look.I arched a brow at her in question."I thought you said you've never been here before." Kylie shrugged her shoulder.She wore a short blue dress that was covered in rhinestones, so many rhinestones, in fact, that if the light hit them a certain way, I was sure they would blind someone. Her strawberry blonde hair was pulled up into a high ponytail, and she wore cute flats to complete the outfit. She was as bright as a damn rainbow compared to my blacked-out outfit. The only colour on me was my green eyes and my red lipstick.
"I haven't, but that doesn't mean I haven't researched the place. It never hurts one to be prepared, Lil." She said matter-of-factly. I laughed as we rounded the corner, the ground sloping down the further we went.After another minute of walking, I spotted the large metal door with the words 'Panic room.' written in neon lights above it. Kylie squealed in excitement as we approached, and it took everything in me not to cover my ears from the piercing blow she had sent to my eardrums."We're here. Let me do the talking. Just stand there and look pretty." She instructed, walking ahead of me and knocking on the door. A peephole slid open, and a pair of deep brown eyes stared out back at Kylie before flicking to me."We-" the peephole slammed shut before Kylie could say anything. She turned back at me, confused, and I shrugged my shoulder."Guess we didn't make the cut." I mused. Kylie's face fell as her excitement was replaced with disappointment.Just as we turned to head back to the car, the metal door creaked open and loud music poured out into the empty car garage. A tall man, no, a man wasn't enough to describe him. He was more like a god who was built like a brick house. He stood in the doorway with a bored expression etched onto his face, but somehow that made him even hotter. His dirty blonde hair was tied back, and the black suit he dawned was a sin in itself by the way it simply clung to his body."Lilith Porter and Kylie Johnson." Not a question but more of an acknowledgement, his voice was deep and smooth like chocolate. I gave Kylie a wary look before looking back at the man."Yes," I answered tentatively. He stepped forward, moving to the side as he stuck out an arm, gesturing into the club. His deep brown eyes held a fire that made my heart race. He looked at me almost as if he knew me even though I knew I had never met this man before in my life.His lips pulled up onto a smile that was full of sinful promises. His voice was like silk as he spoke, so alluring, almost as if he was pulling you under a spell."Welcome to the Panic room. We've been expecting you."Chapter 6 - Danger Lilith Kylie and I both exchanged nervous glances. The man stood patiently as we both silently decided whether this was a good idea. I bit the inside of my cheek as Kylie shrugged her shoulders. "We're already here." She moved toward the door, only stopping when she noticed I hadn't followed. The sin of a man kept his eyes on me, sending a shiver up my spine that made my skin pebble. "You leave to go back to school tomorrow, Lil. So let's make tonight a night you won't ever forget." Kylie said, a small plea to her voice as she gave me her best puppy dog eyes. The tiny little voice in my head was silent, making me face this decision alone. My eyes shifted from Kylie to the guy standing at the door. I let out a sigh, giving a stiff nod. "Alright, but just remember I have to be back by three, or my dad will send out the brigade in search of me." Kylie laughed, her shoulder shaking. "I promise you, just a few hours, and then we will go home." I stepped beside Kyl
Chapter 7 - PridePerseus I had already seen Lilith once today when Lucifer had stopped her on the sidewalk, too curious for his own good to keep his distance from such a beautiful and familiar face; Lilith's beauty was what had enraptured us the first time we came across the goddess of chaos and destruction. But this Lilith looked even more, captivating up close than the Lilith we once knew. She was almost a spitting image of the snake who almost ruined me. If it weren't for the missing beauty mark on her upper lip, I would have thought it was Lilith herself. Though we all knew it wasn't possible, not after what we did to her once Lucifer ripped out her heart all those centuries ago, it still stuck a cord to see this woman before me. Ripping out female hearts had actually become Lucifer's preferred method of killing when he was through with one of his play toys. Lucifer, who always seemed to lust after emotionally unavailable females, was a savage son of a bitch compared to the r
Chapter 8 - Sore Loser LilithI felt like I was in a lucid dream; maybe it was from all the alcohol I consumed or from the lack of sleep I got while being here, but I swore I felt magic in the air. It felt like static electricity as it brushed against my skin, making my hairs stand on end. The carnival music filled my ears, and as we stepped through the red curtains, I had to pinch myself to make sure it was all real. All sorts of games were laid out before us, from bottle toss to fishing for ducks. It wasn't at all what I was expecting, especially not when Perseus had said that this room was the best. I had my doubts, but as I looked over at the ring toss, one of my all-time favourite games, I had to give him this. Pride was on the top of the list as over-the-top and most exciting. My blood was practically vibrating with excitement until Persues looked at me with those blue eyes, eyes that seemed to be made up of sins, and a glint of excitement flashed across them. Maybe I was na
Chapter 9 - Twilight Zone LilithSamuel reached out for my wrist, gripping it tightly so he didn't lose me to the crowd that swarmed us when we exited the tunnel leading out of the room of Pride. I didn't fight him as he weaved us through the sweat-covered bodies; all seemed lost to the music. I hadn't noticed it before, but as I took in the expressions of the people we passed, many of them looked like they were seconds away from passing out from exhaustion. Their skin was so pale, and their movements were sluggish. I swore I saw blood staining one woman's toes as she danced, which could only have happened if she had been stuck in her high heels for days without rest. A body bumped into me, and I was forced to look away from the strange people, moving around the person who was clearly so lost in whatever drugs or alcohol they had been consuming to even notice our encounter. "Where's Kylie?" I shouted over the music. Nothing sounded the same as it did before my head hurt, and I co
Chapter 10 - Deja Vu Lucifer "You idiots," I growled as I stormed into my office. Five of my brothers were seated in front of my desk. The sixth one, Winston, was nowhere to be seen. Typical of the hot-headed asshat. Though, in hindsight, it was better that he wasn't here. Another Lilith related had him rolling with anger, and the chaos he made in his wake wasn't worth the headache right now, not after what had happened last night.I reached my chair, rolling toward my desk and resting my elbows on the surface. The cherry oak table top was handcrafted for me as a form of bribery by one of the souls who was hoping to reduce their sentence. I gladly took the desk and then added an extra three centuries to his five-hundred-century conviction for trying to bribe me into letting him go early.It always brought me great joy to see the hope fade from my victim's eyes. Because of that loss of hope, I had given my brothers strict orders to leave Lilith alone until I returned from my trip. Ev
Chapter 11 - Obsession Lilith I lay on my bed staring up at the ceiling, the dome-shaped chandelier casting shadows on my walls. The sound of people talking and light music had now faded to nothing, the funeral reception ending just over a couple of hours ago. My cheeks now aching from the constant smile I had to force on my face whenever someone came to speak to me. Even though the day went smoother than I had hoped, I couldn't shake the feeling that the nightmare from last night wasn't actually a nightmare. Too many things didn't add up, like how I knew who Lucifer was even though I had never met him before or how I constantly felt like someone was watching me. I also couldn't shake the annoying sense of Deja vu that had rooted itself in the back of my mind. As time slowly ticked on, I found myself questioning more and more things. And all the answers pointed back to the one thing I dreaded more than anything: that once I closed my eyes and fell asleep, I would wake up to relive
Chapter 12 - PreyLilith My stomach turned, my blood running cold, as sweat beaded down the back of my neck. I sprung from my bed, my hand covering my mouth as I ripped open my door, barely dodging my dad as I made a beeline for the bathroom. The door slammed behind me, and I slipped up the toilet seat, throwing up whatever was left in my stomach from the night before. The world felt like it was spinning on its axis as I continued to dry heave. I pushed off the toilet, my back pressing against the cold wall as I slid to the floor. I tuned out my father as he banged on the door, demanding I answer him. His voice was laced with concern, but I was too disoriented to answer.How was this happening?How was I here again?I had to leave, get out of Teivel as fast as possible. Though a small part of me wanted to laugh at the thought that this was another trick planned by Eve like she was still somehow fucking with me from the afterlife. My mind was filled with the images of Perseus with
Chapter 13 - Nightshade Lilith Sleep clung to me how frost clings to the grass on a cold November morning. My brain felt sluggish as I slowly tried to piece together the events that happened before I fell asleep. I didn't remember falling asleep, I didn't remember anything, actually, and that had my heart thumping a frantic beat against my ribcage. Slowly, my sense returned to me, a burning sensation flaring through my shoulders the closer I got to consciousness. I forced my arms to move, seeking relief from the discomfort, but was met with resistance and the faint sound of metal rattling. Panic gripped my heart, squeezing it tightly as I slowly peeled my eyes open, raking in the horror before me. A large mirror was placed in front of me. I looked at my reflection; my arms were chained above my head, and my legs were connected to chains secured to the concrete floor. The smell of bleach and soil burned by noise forced me to breathe through my mouth. I turned my head to the side,