Daddy
I had already prepared the costing plan that needed to be given to Santi even though my appointment with him was still at nine o'clock. I keep pacing back and forth inside my office thinking about it. And all I remember is what happened last night.
He might think I am foolish and inconsistent because what I say is contrary to my actions. Oh god, why is it that my own body always betrays me?
I was spacing out while going to his building. I cooled down in the car for a few moments before finally getting out. I strut my way toward the information to ask for the floor of Santi's office.
"It's on the 10th ma'am."
I just nodded at the girl and headed toward the elevator. And while staring at my reflection in the elevator door, I always had a flashback in my mind of what happened last night. We didn't talk about it. Maybe that's why I'm like
FearsSanti picked up Callar and hugged him tightly. I can't look at them directly. My chest tightened at the sight of them. I want to reach out to pat my son's back who is crying so hard but Santi is already doing it."Where have you been?! I waited for you!" Callar cried.Santi is whispering things to him I can't understand. I couldn't take it anymore and I came closer and rubbed my son's back and tried to calm him. Santi didn't even move when I approached. They were focused on each other.I tried to suppress my tears once again as I looked at them. I never thought this would happen. I was so prepared and sure Santi would never know about our child. Seeing this hurts me. Not for myself but for both of them. I have been so selfish, I know.I held Callar's back as I whispered my apologies. I just realized how selfish my decisions were. I di
Keep"So you're moving in with him?"I looked up only to see Bailey's mocking face. There was a hint of sarcasm in the way he looked at me. I rolled my eyes and looked back at the monitor."You didn't even miss me?" He asked in a fake sad tone.Now that he said it, it's been a while since I saw him. Maybe he was also busy with the gigs of his other talents.I smirked and gave him my attention. This gay man only wandered once in a while and I admit that I missed him."Aren't you busy?""I took a quick break from work, girl! It's great that Aia doesn't have a schedule this week so I thought I'd visit you!"I nodded. He strutted his way toward my coffee table and crossed his legs."What? You still haven't answered my question!" He asked impatiently.For all I know, he just wanted to catch the gossip so he thought of visiting. I signed the last page of the folder I'm holding and pushed myself toward him. He was smiling as I went in his direction."I don't know," I said in a monotone."Why
Home"Are you sure of your decision?"I was slightly stunned by Nanny Belinda's question. I didn't notice the weight of all of these until now. I suppressed myself for a long time. I let my anger and fear dominate me and I was afraid to admit the truth. I didn't know how I managed to stop him when he was about to let go. Was it my instincts? Or was it my love for him that manifested through that action?I am not sure of so many things. But I'm sure of one thing. I want to give it a try once again. Now that it became clear to me what happened years ago, maybe it's time for me to free myself from the anger. I've lived all these years believing he fooled me. Maybe it's time for me to allow myself and my son to be happy with Santi."Yes," I smiled.I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling like an idiot. But that didn't seem to escape her
Home"Are you sure of your decision?"I was slightly stunned by Nanny Belinda's question. I didn't notice the weight of all of these until now. I suppressed myself for a long time. I let my anger and fear dominate me and I was afraid to admit the truth. I didn't know how I managed to stop him when he was about to let go. Was it my instincts? Or was it my love for him that manifested through that action?I am not sure of so many things. But I'm sure of one thing. I want to give it a try once again. Now that it became clear to me what happened years ago, maybe it's time for me to free myself from the anger. I've lived all these years believing he fooled me. Maybe it's time for me to allow myself and my son to be happy with Santi."Yes," I smiled.I bit my lower lip to stop myself from smiling like an idiot. But that didn't seem to escape her
Love A deafening silence enveloped the two of us while traveling home. The coffee shop where Lance and I met wasn't that far, but I felt like it was the longest trip of my life. His expression is stern as always but the tension I feel is too much I couldn't bring myself to utter a single word. I don't know if I should be relieved when he's like this or if I should be nervous because of his silence. I can't count how many times I glanced at him to see if he was still angry. And always, I would look away when I know he notices my glances. We didn't say anything until we got to the penthouse. As time went on, I became more and more anxious. Nanny Belinda greeted us and I nodded softly. "Have you eaten?" She asked weakly when he noticed Santi's silence. He went straight to the kitchen. Only then did I remember that I hadn't eaten in hurry earlier. My response to her was just a gentle shake. "He fed Callar after you left. He said he'll wait for you to come back so you can eat with
Trapped I woke up feeling sore all over my body. I didn't want to open my eyes but the tickling thing on my neck woke me up. I opened my eyes only to see Santi all over me. I could hardly breathe due to the weight of his legs and arms. He continued showering wet kisses on my neck, on the sensitive part of my ear, and on my jaw. I bit my lower lip when his hand started caressing my body. "Hmmm, morning baby." His husky morning voice tickled me. We went to bed early in the morning, that's why I feel so tired even though the sun is high. I'm just glad it's the weekend and my son doesn't have a class. "Morning," I replied half-asleep. He kissed my lips lightly which made me open my eyes completely. From the way he was acting, I knew he was planning something mischievous again. "Santi, I'm still tired." I groaned and turned my back on him. He continued kissing the small of the back. I just let him do what he was doing. His massive arms wrapped around me so that I couldn't move even
FamilyWhat we thought was a simple rumor that would eventually vanish grew bigger. People from the media were unexpectedly persistent with the story since one of the most renowned families is involved."What the hell is wrong with these people?!"I was in disbelief when I returned to my old unit to get some things. We didn't bring all our stuff and only the important ones were insured. I dropped off at Callar's academy first before coming to my old unit only to be stunned by the swarm of reporters in the basement.I stopped my car not far from the basement. It was a relief they didn't notice my presence. Most of the reporters are constantly craning their necks every time they see someone coming out of the elevator.I got distracted from looking at them when my phone vibrated."Hey," Santi's baritone from the other line woke me up. "Where are you?"There was concern in his voice. I smiled even in this situation."Inside my car," I teased. I chuckled when I heard him snort. "Just kiddi
TrappedI woke up feeling sore all over my body. I didn't want to open my eyes but the tickling thing on my neck woke me up. I opened my eyes only to see Santi all over me. I could hardly breathe due to the weight of his legs and arms.He continued showering wet kisses on my neck, on the sensitive part of my ear, and on my jaw. I bit my lower lip when his hand started caressing my body."Hmmm, morning baby." His husky morning voice tickled me.We went to bed early in the morning, that's why I feel so tired even though the sun is high. I'm just glad it's the weekend and my son doesn't have a class."Morning," I replied half-asleep.He kissed my lips lightly which made me open my eyes completely. From the way he was acting, I knew he was planning something mischievous again."Santi, I'm still tired." I groaned and turned my back on him.He continued kissing the small of the back. I just let him do what he was doing. His massive arms wrapped around me so that I couldn't move even an inch