Attracted to me

Shaun

The following morning, breakfast was awkward to say the least. It was obvious something was up but Chad, Sonny and Jake had no clue. Thom was silent and he avoided eye contact with me while I couldn't get my eyes off him.

I still couldn't get what I witnessed last night out of head. I had no idea Thom was so….. sexy. The image of him, all spread out on the bed was…. erotic. It was one of the most sexist things I have ever seen. Oh God, what the fuck are you thinking Shaun? You are married to a woman, who happens to be his daughter and most importantly, dude, you are straight as an arrow. I kept chanting in my head.

“ So Thom, are we still set for this afternoon? I hear the big ones usually come out then and I may have bragged to Linda a little bit” Chad grinned earning a laugh from Sonny and Jake.

“ That's if you don't run off, screaming and pissing your pants like a sissy” Thom replied, Chad's laughter died instantly while I rolled my eyes, he is still trying to act tough after last night

“ Fuck you dick head” Chad grumbled

“ Don't take that to heart uncle, Dad's just grumpy because last night, he lost his bet” Jake said

“ No” Sonny grinned “ he is grumpy because he is old”

“ That too” Chad barked out a laugh again, finally getting the upper hand

Thom flipped them off, taking a sip of his coffee. I watched his Adam apple move as he swallowed, his lips on the coffee cup. His fingers so delicately held the cup. Those same fingers that were around his cock yesterday while he mourned my name. I slammed my hand on the table out of frustration at the thoughts going through my head.

The men at the table jumped, obviously shocked by my outburst, even Thom had no choice but to look at me, his eyes held several conflicting emotions. Tell me about it, I was just thinking about his damn fingers. God damnit

“ You alright there boy? You look like you witnessed a murder” Chad asked as they all stared at me

“ I am fine. Sorry about that” I apologized, glaring daggers at Thom. He was messing with my head. I mean he always did but this time was different and I don't know how I feel about it.

“ Shaun, can we talk after breakfast?” he said so lowly, heat crawling up his neck. I am pretty sure the other guys were confused. If my head wasn't so messed up right now, I would be confused too.

“ Oh we are definitely talking after this” I replied, watching him fumble under my gaze. Serves him right for treating me like dog shit for years.

Oh this should go well.

“ Ok, what's going on?” Jake asked the billion dollar question, rasing his eye brow at Thom and I. Chad and Sonny nodded in agreement.

“ Just business talk” Thom said, cutting eyes at Jake, who shut his ass up quickly. Guess the old Thom is still there.

Breakfast carried on with tension, I am sure now that the guys know something was up between Thom and I, something unlike before. The guys went hunting while Thoma and I stayed back to have that talk. I was sitting on the arm chair in the living room, while he stood at the kitchen entrance, drinking whiskey straight from the bottle. It was still early, but I guess It was necessary in this situation.

“ You should have knocked” he started, drained like he was exhausted. His head hung low. I stared at him like he was nuts. That is what he is starting with? No the gigantic elephant in the room. I scoffed

“ that's not the point here Thom and you know it. Yes, I should have knocked , though you should have locked the door but that's besides the point Thom” I said

He took another swing of his drink, eyes closed. I tooma proper look at him, his hair was messy like he ran his hand through it a couple of times, his shirt rumpled and eyes looked shallow like he hadn't slept last night. I barely got any sleep myself. I was thinking about dick. His dick.

“ I know, Shaun, I know. You think I am ok with you seeing what you saw” he grumbled looking at me. Wait, he was only angry because I caught him and not because he did it?

“ You don't regret it, do you?” I asked just to confirm my suspicions

“ I regret you seeing me in that state, I am not weak Shaun”

I stood up, walked slowly towards him, his eyes snapped looking at my movements. I had no idea what I was doing. His breathe caught when I stood in front of him, I took the bottle from him, he was staring intently at me

“ You need to stop staring at me like that” he muttered

“ Like what”

“ Like you are trying to figure me out”

I scoffed “ I stopped trying to figure you out years ago Thom, I am more intrigued and concerned. I am more concerned about you jerking off to my name” I smirked, his jaw clenched, obviously not wanting to talking about that.

For a second neither of us spoke, air around thick with tension. I took a sip of the bottle just so I had something to do besides staring at him. His eyes dropped to lips instantly. Oh fuck.

My father in law is attracted to me.

His eyes darkened. The air changed. I felt the shift immediately

“ Careful Shaun” he said, voice all raspy and shit.

Instead of backing away, I stepped closer to him, I could feel heart pounding, two hearts infact. Oh shit, mine too

God, I was losing my fucking mind.