Levi POV Possible Trauma Triggers It has been just over a month since, as I call it the Shit Show Weekend. Things haven’t been right since. Meg and I still haven’t been able to figure out what our parents were talking about with Aaron and Sage. Quinn spent the whole time before he left for his training trying to get Meg to tell him what happened. I know I should be ready to rip him apart, but just one look at him and you can tell that he is lost. And he has never once changed his story of not knowing what happened. I am scared that he might try and hurt himself. He is in a bad place right now. He is trying to hide it, but not doing as good of a job as he thinks. I kind of feel like I’m betraying my sister, but at the same time Quinn is my friend and we are supposed to run this pack with the twins when the time comes. I have been watching Reed and Lucas with Heather they seem to be building a bond with her. If I knew, for sure, that we could find our mates before we were eighteen I’d
Quinn POVPossible Trauma TriggersI watched as Avery dropped to her knees and started undoing my pants. As she worked to free my cock, I could hear Ash yelling at me to make her stop. I throw a block up between us and try to remember what it was like when Meg would do this. “That’s right, just like that. Suck my cock. That feels so good.” I tilted my head back hoping that if I didn’t see that it wasn’t Meg I could keep her image in my mind. A noise draws my attention and I open my eyes to see Heather looking over the railing. I look down at the head of brown hair that is at my crotch. Shit, what the hell am I doing? I really have hit rock bottom. “That’s enough, stop. Get away from me.”“But I thought you were enjoying yourself and that maybe we could do more.”“More, what do you mean more? I just told you this all it was going to be.” I yelled at her.I pulled Avery to her feet. “Get out. We have no deal. I shouldn’t have even considered it with you or anyone. Go, find your mate. St
Quinn POV Possible Trauma Triggers I lean over placing my elbows on my knees and my head in my hands because I didn’t want to face anyone, but I know I can’t keep going on, like this. The fact that I let Avery touch me was enough proof of that. The fact that I was in such a bad place that I could even suggest what I did, is not good. To degrade her the way I did, I may not like Avery, but no woman deserves that. “I can’t tell you what happened...” I ran my fingers through my hair a few times and exhaled loudly. “...because I don’t know what happened.” “What do you mean you don’t know what happened?” Dad asked rubbing my back in comfort. “Just what I said...” I sat up turning to look at Dad. “...I don’t know what happened. I blacked out.” Dad looked past me to Uncle Shane, then over to Grandpa. That look was worrying me. “Quinn, can you go over everything you did from the time you guys left the packhouse Friday afternoon, up until you blackout, please? It may help figure out what h
Meg POV Possible Trauma Triggers Well, I can’t say that Thanksgiving dinner was boring, then again the only way that would happen is if Grandpa wasn’t there. Finding out what really happened with Mom and her parents explains a lot when it comes to how Grandpa acts. I’m not saying it makes it right, but now I know why. I don’t know how he can still act like this. I understand wanting better for my Mom when they thought Dad was only going to hold a warrior rank and Mom and Dad didn’t know if they were mates yet. But come on get over it already Dad comes from a Gamma bloodline and is now Gamma, the two of them ended up being mates and are well respected in the pack. Is Grandpa’s pride really worth acting like this towards his daughter and her family? At least tonight wasn’t as bad as a couple of years ago when Grandpa got drunk and tried to attack Dad screaming about how Dad ruined Mom’s life and thanks to Dad, he no longer had a daught
Meg POV I know I shouldn’t have been scared when all the men in the room growled of course they are going to be upset with someone implying that their mates and friends are sluts. What scared me more though was when Quinn jumped up and ran to the bathroom and then when I heard him throwing up I got worried. I might be scared to be alone with him and still find it hard to look at him without remembering that night, but I don’t want to see him sick or hurt. My feelings are so mixed up and jumbled I don’t know if I’m coming or going. I can hear bits and pieces of what Quinn is saying to his parents after they go and check on him. He said something about him and Avery in the stairwell. I didn’t hear anything after that because the pain that ripped through me at the thought of him doing something with her was enough to have me running to my room closing and locking the door behind me. I know this is all my fault. I was the one that pushed him away and wouldn’t le
Quinn POVI don’t know if leaving that letter for Meg was something that I should have done but I needed her to know those things. Like I said in the note I understand why she doesn’t want to see me, but it doesn’t make it hurt any less. I waited around for as long as I could on Monday before leaving to head back to school. I was hoping that I could at least say goodbye to her, but I never heard from her. I’d like to say it’s OK, but I’d be lying.As I walked to my room at school I was surprised to find someone asleep in my bed. What the fuck, we don’t have roommates here, causes too many problems with territorial Alphas and Betas, so it’s not like my roommate got into the wrong bed. The weird part is I’m not picking up any scent off them. Leaving the door open to not get myself trapped in a room with an unknown, possible enemy I made my way towards to bed. They’re facing the wall and all I can see is a tuff of brown hair. Again I say what the fuck. I was just about to reach for the b
Quinn POVAfter James and Chase left Professor Brighton put Shane on speakerphone. “Good evening, Alpha Shane. I have Quinn here with me. I am guessing that you have questions that my security was unable to answer.” She said.“Yes,” Uncle Shane’s voice came through the speaker. “I was hoping that you have found out how Avery was able to get into Quinn’s room. That is unless he let her in and is trying to cover it.”“Oh fuck no.” I winced realizing that I said that out loud. “Sorry, but no I did not let her in. I told her a couple of times this weekend that I want nothing to do with her.” I debated whether I should tell them what happened in the stairwell before Heather brought me to the Alpha apartment, but decided to keep to myself. I might tell Uncle Shane later if I have to. “Her showing up here is proof that she isn’t listening.”“So how did she get in?” Uncle Shane asks.“Well from what we have figured out she snuck past the border patrol by blocking her scent somehow. Then one of
Meg POV“What he told me was that he remembered kissing your neck and telling you that he was hoping you would be his mate so that he would be able to mark you someday. Then things went black.” Heather says.I sat up a little straighter still a little nervous about telling someone, but I needed someone to know and it may sound weird but if Quinn had trust in Heather then I do too. “At first I thought maybe his wolf, Ash, was coming through because he had done that before. Even when he had, he still stopped and let Quinn take control again when I asked him to. Do you remember when we talked about the tingles that I felt when Quinn touched me?" Heather nodded. "Well, they disappeared. I mean, as soon as Quinn’s demeanour changed, the tingles disappeared. That had not even happened, even the few times that Ash came through. That’s what I mean by, it was like he was a different person. The things that he said...” she took a deep breath “...and did.” I wiped at the tears on my cheeks. Heat