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10.
Cole's P.O.V.
"This is Xavier." I say, turning around expectecting him to be there, but he isn't. Where did Xavier go?
"Oh, he was here a second ago." My voice drifts away before Sarah interupts.
"Shh babe." I feel Sarah's finger on my lips. "It's okay. Now there is a party tonight at my place, everyone will be there, do you want to come?" She asks, blinking seductively. I usually become putty in her hand when she bats her eyes like that, but for some reason, it wasn't doing anything for me, not this time. This worried me, I'll have to admit.
"Please Cole..." She pleaded, while tracing shapes on my collar bone. This didn't work either, it used to, everytime, what is happening to me?
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