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28.
Cole's P.O.V.
"What about it?" He asks.
I am taken back. I remember it like it was yesterday. Like I was watching it in front of me.
I walked out of my house, my mother waved goodbye. I popped in my earphones and press shuffle, I like the universe to decide.
I continued walking but see someone running up to me in the distance. I squint and make out the person, or should I say people, and the closer they came, the more people there were.
I start to make out faces.
I immediately calm down when I see it's just Shawn and my friends.
"Hey guys!" I yell, taking out my earphones.
"Wassup?" Shawn asks, as we all finally meet up.
I look in his eyes and see something is off.
I decide not to question a
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