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38.
Xavier's P.O.V.
I just stand there.
Cole walks me to his car.
He sees the tears continue to roll down my cheeks, I can't hide anything now.
"It's stupid." I say looking away from him and out the car window, now sat in his car. My bottom lip curls under my top lip and my eyebrows scrunch together.
"Xavier, nothing you say is stupid trust me." He says.
I decide to give in. I can't see him like this, and I can't nuture this pain anymore.
"I drew you in art today..."
He smiles.
"Me? Aw that's sweet, but why are you crying?" He asks.
"...well, I put everything into it Cole, I...I coloured everything, and I went to go put the pencils away, but, but it was gone, it disappeared, I had a mini meltdown Cole. I wa
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