Eliana
The next day, when I woke up, I was all alone in the house. I checked every single room, starting with the guestroom, thinking that maybe Nicholas had decided to sleep. After my efforts proved futile, I busied myself with preparing breakfast. I felt the urge to give him a piece of my mind for leaving when he had offered to stay."Maybe he left at sunrise," I consoled myself. It wasn't until hours later, before my class at the local university, that my mom arrived. She was with Robert, giggling and laughing like teenagers in love. The sight made fire begin to light up on the inside, ready to run through my veins and explode."Good morning, honey. Had a good night?" my mother asked as soon as she got in. I was all dressed up and ready for a drive up the college with Dorian and Rachel. They would pick me up in 20 minutes, and I couldn't have wished more for them to arrive earlier."Morning Eliana," Robert followed, helping my mom out of her trenchcoat, the same one she wore the previous night. I looked at the two, mouth set into a thin line. I didn't respond to their pleasantries; instead, I left for my room to pick up my bag and my phone."Is something wrong, Ellie?" My mother didn't get the hint that I didn't want to talk to her. She leaned on my bedroom door frame, looking at me as I shoved my books inside the bag. I paid no mind to her as I headed for the door, but she blocked me."I hope you are not mad because I spent the night with Robert." She crossed her hands on her upper abdomen, looking expectantly at me to talk. I didn't say anything; instead, I tried sidestepping her."Answer me when I am talking to you." Her voice was low, but she was anything but calm. I could see her eyes begin to squint and her nostrils widen a bit."You know since dad died that sometimes I have nightmares at night, right? You are aware that his bloodied body, as he gasped for his last breath, sometimes flashes before my eyes. You do know that the memories stir up at night, don't you?" I finally spoke, letting it all out."And that is why I took you to a therapist, honey." Her voice softened. She extended her hand to touch me, probably to pull me into a hug like she always did, but I stepped back. I watched as her hand dropped to her side, and her face fell."Aren't you the one who offers to sleep with me in my room when the nightmares get worse?" I bitterly asked."But you are doing good now; the sessions are working." She still didn't get where I was driving my point to."Yet you decided yesterday over dinner that you weren't going to be home. You chose Robert and forgot about my extreme fright of being alone at night." My voice trembled as I pictured her laughing at his lame jokes without giving a flying fuck about me."Honey I..." She stepped forward again, making me step back again."No, don't." I raised my hand and spread my palm to stop her from talking."I just thought that the sessions we—" she continued even after I indicated that I didn't want to hear her talk."I don't want to hear it!" I screamed, cutting her off while I covered my ears."Don't you dare raise your voice at me in my own house! You are acting like a small child, inconsiderate of my own feelings. I can't always be there when you need me; I have my own life, Eliana. If you cannot accept the changes in my life, then that's your problem." My mouth opened while my eyes filled up very fast. Every single word that she uttered made me wish that my father was still alive.A very uncomfortable silence, entangled with thick tension, filled my bedroom. My mouth opened and closed for a few seconds. I looked at her through my blurry vision, eyes wide. She didn't care at all whether I slept okay or not. She didn't care whether I had nightmares or not. All she cared about was me accepting her decision and supporting her marriage."If dad was the one in your place right now, he wouldn't have abandoned me for a woman for a whole night knowing that I had trouble sleeping." My voice was barely audible as I spoke.My lips trembled, feeling the emotion that had gripped me. I felt rejected and unimportant by my own mother."I wish dad was alive," I whispered, squeezing past her and through the door."Ellie I...""I wish you were the one who got shot in the chest that night. It should have been you in his place." I cut her off and left, just as the first tear slid down my cheek. I didn't spare Robert a glance as I went out of the house. Dorian's black Subaru Outback was already in the driveway when I exited. I wiped my tears furiously, trying to hide any evidence of my sorrow from my friends."Hey bitch, long time no see," Rachel shouted, sticking her head out of the backseat window."We were together two days ago," I replied, failing to match her energy."Hey beautiful, what's wrong?" Dorian asked when I finally got inside."It's nothing, just had a fight with my mom." I tried keeping it as cool as I could but my friends knew me inside and out. Given the stares they were giving me, they didn't think that it was nothing."Cut the crap, babes, what's wrong?" Rachel scooted closer to me as Dorian drove."My mother is getting married." I went straight to the point."But it hasn't been long since Papa..." She trailed off. She and Dorian used to call my father Papa; he was, after all, like a father to them."I'm sorry about that, Ellie, but you knew it was bound to happen in the future, right?" Dorian prided himself on speaking the truth, even when it hurt the most. It is the reason why I fancied our friendship so much."Yeah." I sniffed, closing my eyes as more tears escaped."But not this soon. Not when the case and the investigation are still active," I added."We only have one class today; how about we skip the damn business class and go cheer you up?" Rachel suggested holding me against her side."Looks like we are going skinny dipping at the lake," Dorian replied, turning the car around to head to the lake. I couldn't help but smile, and when I did, Dorian's fist pumped in the air."We just made her smile, Rachel," he shouted, switching on the radio."Damn right, we did. Now it's time to go have some good time," Rachel responded, but I couldn't stop my mind from wandering back to what Nicholas told me in his car. Was I being selfish by trying to prevent my mom from getting married? But that was not the only thought that gripped my mind. The memory of Nicholas touch on my shoulders seemed to take over, warming up my body in an instant.If only my friends knew that I was sexually attracted to an older man who was going to be my step-uncle.Eliana"I still can't believe your mother is getting married," Rachel chatted as we took off our clothes on the lake shore, outside Dorian's car. The lake was simply magnificent, away from city life and with all the quiet that I really needed. There wasn't a single soul except us, and we were determined to use that to our advantage. Only a big cabin near the lake existed, but we never saw anyone there, even though it was in good shape. Whenever any of us was low, the small lake was the place to go to unwind."Hey twerp, we came here to have a good time, not to remind Ellie what she's going through," Dorian called from the other side of his car, his ripped chest visible through the windows. I found it mouthwatering in the past, but at that moment I envisioned how Nicholas would look without a shirt on. I wondered how his muscles would feel under my fingers."As if you aren't curious to know the whole story?" Rachel hit back, shrugging her shoulders when Dorian flipped off at her. We al
ElianaI spread my folds, rubbing my fingers in between the wet, soft skin. I imagined Nicholas's fingers sweeping my moisture from down, moving upwards in slow, precise movements. Heat spread from my core, enveloping my entire body. I took my time spreading my juices, making my clitoral area slimier for much easier and sweeter rubbing. I knew I had 20 minutes to finish up, freshen up, and go downstairs."Oh fuck." I threw my head back, stroking three fingers on my slit. Goddess, it felt so good and satisfying as I gave myself what Nicholas refused to give me."Yes, yes," I chanted, adding more pressure as I moved my digits up and down. My other hand found its way up my stomach, under my crop top, and cupped my breast. My eyes closed, letting the pleasure consume me. I pictured Nicholas leaning on the door, enjoying the scene.I imagined his hand venturing down to his crotch, stroking himself over his trousers. I lifted my hips, spreading my legs as far as the trousers around my knees
NicholasEliana sat on a white wooden bench in their backyard, chewing while staring into space. Despite the beauty of the garden with perennial beds and a short meandering walk, her mood remained sour. I approached slowly, pocketing my hands in my slacks. Somehow I knew she wasn't going to lash out at me."Have you thought about what she went through after her husband of more than 20 years was murdered, leaving her with her only child in search of his killer?" I started sitting beside her. I left a small space between us, not wanting to get any ideas. Ever since I saw her the first day I went to meet her mom, she intrigued me. Her natural beauty had me hooked, and despite reminders to myself of her young age, I couldn't stop wanting her."You're ruining my appetite," she mumbled, taking another bite of my food. I couldn't help but feel good that she liked my food. That hadn't been the reason I followed her outside, so I continued."Yes, he was your father, but they had a bond—a conne
ElianaAfter Nicholas left me seated in the backyard alone, I took time to let it all sink in. For the first time since my mother informed me about Robert, what Nicholas had told me had me thinking about what she must have gone through. I was so caught up in my own grief that I failed to think about how much hurt she must have been to the point of wanting another man in her life."Honey," My mother called, making me lift up my teary face."I'll be there shortly. Give me a minute." I sniffed, watching her as she nodded, then went back inside the house. I needed a few seconds to put my thoughts together. I needed to come to terms with Nicholas telling me to my face that I was basically nothing to him. On top of that, I had to accept that he was a no-go zone. Wiping off my tears with my thumb, I stood, raising my head up as if I hadn't just felt my heart shutter into pieces when Nicholas left."I'm sorry," I whispered the moment I got inside, making Mom and Robert turn to look at me. The
NicholasI drowned a glass of water, looking impatiently down at Lilith on her knees as she unbuckled my belt. We were in a spare room in one of my clubs that I had specifically designed for fucking. I didn't take women to my home or any of my private spaces. I preferred no-strings-attached relationships, especially when I needed to release pent-up stress. The women basically wanted my cock, and I got pussy in return, so it was a win-win for me."What's got you in a bad mood?" she started making small talk, something that I didn't want to engage in at that moment. All I wanted was to forget about Eliana and flash her out of my system for good. But instead, thinking about her and how smooth her thigh felt under my hand sent blood rushing to my manhood."None of your business," I deadpanned."Doesn't matter, cause damn, I missed this." She licked her lips, palming me over my briefs after she slightly pulled my trousers down. She finally freed my cock, squeezing it just enough to make it
Eliana"I told you Dorian would get us in," Rachel said as we walked into the club, the music audible right at the entrance."You failed to mention that I had to give the bodyguard a fake number and a forced wink." I rolled my eyes. Dorian's plan to get us fake IDs failed, so we had to come up with another one on the spot."But you nailed it, Ellie. God, he was ready to leave his post and pull you into an alleyway," Dorian joked, making me scoff."I swear he was so very hard for you," Rachel chimed in as they ganged up to just irk me, walking behind me."Can you two fucking stop! I seduced him because I was desperate to get in and have a good time, okay?" I abruptly turned, making them stop, while two dudes behind them unceremoniously bumped into them."Fucking kids," one guy muttered under his breath when he looked at us, then passed without causing a sin."Did you hear that? He called us kids; aren't we looking all grown up with make-up and our dressing code?" I whisper yelled, wavi
NicholasMy blood was boiling inside my veins as I watched Eliana in the arms of another man. What set me off further was her blatant challenge towards me when she bent and pushed her ass further into him. I stood before thinking twice, ignoring the two ladies as they called me. My eyes were set on Eliana, but my fists were itching to connect with the face of the fool behind her.Only when I got closer did I realise he was one of the DJs my manager had hired. We hadn't met, but I had seen his passport in his application. I pushed people away, heading to the middle of the dance floor, where the two were. "Get your fucking hands off her!" I spat, roughly pulling her away from him."What is your problem?" Eliana shrieked, rushing back to the DJ's side. A muscle in my jaw ticked when she hooked her arm around his elbow and pressed into his side, looking me straight in the eyes. She was defiant, and it only increased the growing bomb inside me."Yo man, don't touch her." He raised his head
ElianaI walked into Rachel's living room to find her seated on the carpet, a bottle of her father's beer in her hand. Instead of chastising her for raiding her father's minibar, I snatched the bottle away and drowned the liquid in several gulps. I only returned it to her when she protested while I plopped down beside her."Men are a scam," she spoke, raising the bottle in the air."Tell me about it," I chimed in, my voice cracking. The previous buzz in my body had dissipated, replaced by a cold feeling, even though my chest felt like it was being nailed."He left with a girl; he just left me there, babes." I knew she had dressed up for him, hoping he would look at her with interest. She didn't have to tell me to put two and two together."I want to forget," she added, scooting closer to me."Me too," I admitted, slouching as she finished up the beer and placed the bottle somewhere beside her. We stayed like that in silence, each of us lost in our own thoughts. My mind went crazy, pus