Stormy Waters

*Irellia's POV*

It's our second evening aboard this stolen ship and I haven't spoken to Arken since that first morning. Part of it's because he's been avoiding me, I'm pretty certain he has been anyway. Whenever we see each other in the corridor he's inexplicably ducked into whatever room was closest, or marched right back in the direction he'd come. Each near encounter has left me with mixed emotions- which is the main reason we haven't talked. I don't know how to face him when I can't even comprehend what I'm feeling.

I'd felt it first several days ago when he'd fled from me like a frightened animal. At that time it was a flood of concern that washed over me, souring me after him. I had wanted to help, to sooth him, but underneath that there'd been a selfishness. A fear that he would disappear into the trees and I'd never lay eyes on him again.

The relief I'd felt once he'd finally calmed down had been immense and I'd been able to dismiss my strange attachment to a man I barely kne