CHARITY POV
Despite being dead tired, my endurance doesn’t falter while through the forest. Not even when the leaves and branches whip along my face, or stick to my blonde hair.
My attempts to call Summer forward are useless. The night’s events have left her unresponsive, which is just my luck. I am officially late and screwed. Great first impression to make as a new Gamma.
Turning to the left, I find the trail that leads home, my house near the forest’s edge. Pushing myself harder, I finally break through the line and into my backyard. Taking the stairs two at a time, I climb the deck, barely breathing as I push open the door.
“Mom!” I call, praying to the Goddess she isn’t home to give me a lecture. “Dad!” Relief flooding through me when no one utters a peep. I can deal with their commentary later. I have more important places to be.
Running up the stairs, I hurry with the cleaning process, trying to get myself in a presentable state, while I scramble frantically through the house, ending in my bedroom.
My eyes immediately dart to the window, the one that peeks into Matt’s room next door, grateful to find it empty. If I don’t have time to deal with my parents, or my unexpected shift, I definitely don’t have it to deal with last night.
Rushing over, I close the blinds before entering the closet and grabbing anything. My movements are so scattered, I barely notice the note taped to my vanity. Picking it up, I find my mother’s neat scrawl.
“We will talk when your father and I get home, - Mom.” She sounds pissed, which is no surprise, she is the worst kind of helicopter parent. Rolling my eyes, I return it, finishing to dress, before leaving again.
Skipping down the stairs, I open the front door, locking it behind me. A husky, male voice startling me, my heart beat skipping and a shiver going through me. “What the hell, Shortcake?”
Hand against my chest, I relax into the doorframe, realizing who it is. “Don’t call me that!” I retort, weirdly defensive about the sudden nickname. And, yet, I can’t stop the odd thrill it gives me.
“Why not?” he says, pushing away from the wall he is leaning against. “It suits you.” His eyes consuming me as heat dances along my skin.
“Matt, I have places I need to be.” I cough, slightly disappointed that I am the first to look away.
“Fine,” he says calmly, lowering his voice to a subtle whisper, “but we are discussing this further.” His scent wafting upward, serene and exciting. Lips brush my cheek for the briefest moment, before he backs away his arms crossed over his chest.
Shaking my head, I hurry away on wobbly legs, trying to put as much distance between us. His pompous, male expression permanently burned into my brain. But Goddess, does he have to be so gorgeous?
Cutting between neighborhood yards, I get to Theo’s house, the Beta, rather quickly. His father, a council Beta, moved into the pack as a liaison for New Moon. It didn’t take long for Theo and Elle to become close. It happened rather quickly, and it makes sense why he was chosen to be her Beta.
Actually, the same logic could apply to me. I am not blood bonded to New Moon like the other wolves. My family moved into the territory when I was ten, and we have lived here ever since. It’s not shocking that Elle’s wolf chose the two wolves that are not blood bonded to be her ranked members.
Without knocking, I rip open the front door, trying my best to ignore Theo’s teasing snickers as I make my way inside. “Looks like Sleeping Beauty finally arrived,” he teases, standing to come closer. “Is that a leaf in your hair?”
“Shut up,” I snap, as I enter the living room, sitting in the armchair across from Elle. “And do I have to ask who you were with all night?” I raise my eyebrow at him, crossing my arms in victory.
Theo’s eyes narrow, knowing I have got him cornered. “Fine, you win,” he sighs with palms raised in defeat.
“Are you two done?” Elle asks dryly, her gaze going between us. “Because we have things to do and we are officially behind schedule.”
“To do what?” I ask, as Elle gets up from the couch, Theo following closely behind her. The pair already having something in mind.
“We are figuring out how to get home,” She responds. It still feels odd to have another pack, one I have never been to, or heard of as home. Instead of investigating those emotions further, I shove them away, knowing I wouldn’t have the time to deal with them.
“How you are expecting to do that when we don’t even know where you’re from?” I question, too tired, and partially distracted by thoughts of a blonde boy to put the pieces together myself.
“Theo is a council member’s son,” Elle responds, as we walk toward the front door. Trailing behind, we exit and head for her Jeep sitting in the driveway.
“And that explains everything…” I retort drowsily, climbing inside, the scent of evergreens still resting on my skin.
“Since my dad is a Beta Councilor,” Theo chimes in sleepily. “I am forbidden from becoming Beta to anyone but my original Alpha bloodline of Silver Run.”
“So, why are we meeting at the ass crack of dawn again?” I question, climbing into the back seat, while Theo takes the passenger. Elle may be a woman, but in typical Alpha fashion she drives.
“We have work to do if we are going to reclaim my territory from the fraud posing as Alpha,” Elle responds, turning the engine and backing out of the driveway.
What the hell did Summer get us into? A goddamn war, that’s what.
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I have trained in gymnastics and combat since a young age, yet I have never had my ass kicked so badly as I did training with Elle. It’s like I have cinder blocks tied to my legs. Trying to lift them up my front steps is a feat of amazing proportions. How the hell am I supposed to make it to bed?
Trudging up the rest, I finally make it through the front door, the lock barely clicking in place, before a shrill yell fills the house. “Where the HELL have you been, young lady?”
Great, it’s just what I need. Mom. The tap of her heels stomping down the hallway, pushing the last of my buttons. It’s been a long day, and I don’t have the patience to deal with whatever has her panties in a twist. “You were supposed to be home hours ago!”
“I don’t know if you’ve noticed mother,” I retort, turning to face the blonde head on. “But I kind of survived a traumatic shift, and am now I am the Gamma of some pack I have never been to. So, excuse me if I don’t feel the need to rush home when you say so.”
“Oh well, I don’t know if you’ve noticed,” she responds rapidly, never missing a beat. “But you’re not even seventeen! You're underage and I am still THE parent. I don’t want you being Gamma, and in fact, I forbid it.”
Laughter bubbles past my lips as my stare flicks between my father and her. “You can’t forbid me from taking a title that is rightfully mine. I could have died for this honor. I am not giving it up.” My demeanor is cold as stone as I remind her of the ordeal I went through in the past twenty-four hours.
“Yes, I can and I will!” she nods, while my father shuffles uncomfortably behind her. My pupils narrow at his refusal to look at me. Gritting my teeth, I meet her glare with one of my own, my irises turning onyx with my anger.
“It doesn’t work like that, mother,” I puff out my chest, anger filling me to my fingertips. The aura in the room shifting, slightly. There is no way I went through that hell just for her to take it away. “I am a Gamma now, and that means I outrank you.”
Summer joins me, rage swirling around like a twister, filling the room until the pressure makes her crack. My father remains silent, stoic, but I notice the hint of pride. “You will NOT stop me from taking this position. It’s an honor.”
“I am not backing down on this Charity!” She counters, refusing to give up. “You will turn Alpha Elle down!”
“Over my dead body!” Our argument slowly turning into a screaming match. My mother and I share more than looks, unfortunately. We also share an uncanny stubbornness, which has led to more than one argument about my decisions.
“Chelsea,” my father intervenes, finally, trying to calm his mate, but she waves him off, stepping toward me instead.
“What are you so afraid of, huh?” I ask, arms crossing over my chest, matching her stance of defiance.
“Everything!” She sighs, throwing her hands in exasperation. “We moved here to protect you, not for you to run around acting as a Gamma.”
Her words have me deflating, like a balloon that’s been popped. “Unfortunately, Mom, fate doesn’t work that way.” I push past her, annoyed by this conversation. Sweat and grime from the day sits on my skin. All I want to do is shower, then collapse into bed.
Beginning my ascent, stopping to turn, “I thought you’d be proud of me,” I say, my voice calm. “But I see that’s never going to happen.”
I propel my aura at them once more. “I will be Elle’s Gamma, and that’s an order. So either get on board or I can find somewhere else to live.” My command settles over them, my mom’s mouth snapping shut in astonishment. Huffing, she pivots, going in the opposite direction.
My father stands at the bottom of the stairs, staring up at me. The twinkle of pride growing into a beaming gleam as he stares up at me. “I am sorry,” he scratches the back of his head. His signature move when he is acting as devil’s advocate. “Your mother and I are proud of you. I hope you know that.”
“She has a funny way of showing it.”
“I know,” he admits, “but it doesn’t mean she doesn’t.” He reaches over, grabbing my hand resting on the railing, to give it an encouraging squeeze. “You’re going to make an amazing Gamma.”
“Thanks, dad,” I smile down at him, before making my way upstairs to wash the day off of me.
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My boots crunch along the forest floor, the early morning sun not high enough to warm the chill. Elle and Theo walk alongside me, in silence while I try to wrap my head around what they have planned.
“Rogues?” I ask, wanting confirmation that we are using their aid in the upcoming takeover. “Couldn’t we have picked another pack or something?”
Theo snorts in derision, “we won’t find anyone better at this kind of recon, trust me.”
“And you trust them?” I wonder what the hell the Beta is thinking. Of all the people to help Elle find her pack, and he picks random rogues?
“They’re a rogue Alpha and his Beta,” Theo defends, while Elle remains silent, listening to us while remaining alert to our surroundings. “I’ve lived in more packs than you, and know them. Not all Rogues are bad, they’re just people trying to escape a shitty situation.”
“Alpha?” I ask, looking for her to chime in, but her gaze flicks between us. Silent and contemplative, as she weighs our arguments.
“I am sorry, Charity,” she sighs, “but I trust Theo’s judgement. We need someone on the outside to do what we need.”
“Fine,” I agree, knowing I am defeated. I am about to say more when a branch breaking has the words pausing on my lips.
“Is the pack princess afraid of the big bad rogues?” A voice calls out, the body appearing from the shadow seconds later. The owner’s gaze stopping on me and I find myself breathless. Why am I blushing when he is an obvious asshole?
A breeze catches his scent, bringing it to me, and it’s making me dizzy. He smells like a bonfire, toasted marshmallows, with hints of melted chocolate. The smell is enticing enough to bring Summer forward with curiosity.
“That boy is a whole damn snack,” she comments, wanting “You know he is fine underneath those layers.”
“I thought you felt that way about Matt?” I return, inner turmoil running rampant.
“So?” she says, shrugging. “I’m hungry.”
Shame surfaces, knowing I am selfish enough to let my baser instincts rule my responses. I should have better control of my reactions to men, but I cannot help the attraction I have for the six-foot something brunette with blue-green eyes that remind me of sea foam.
“Damn,” the man says, stepping closer to us, “Theo, why didn’t you tell me you have such hot friends?” His gaze flickers to me like he’s expecting a response.
When I don’t, he steps in front of Elle, giving her a bright smile. Why the hell is he looking at her like that? I cannot stop the biting sting of jealousy running rampant and licking at my insides. It’s an emotion I shouldn’t be feeling so harshly and suddenly for a man I don’t know.
The unnamed male gaze flickers to me once more, his eyes narrowing slightly before returning his attention back to Elle. I swear he trying to goad me into acting like a jealous girlfriend. Of course he is. He’s a pompous ass who's probably used to women flocking around him. Well, I won’t be one.
“They’re not for you, Fletcher,” Theo growls protectively, stepping in between the pair. Getting the stranger’s attention, I smirk victoriously. My eyes sliding away, only to notice someone else had been standing there all along.
A tall brunette, with brown eyes, stoic expression, and enough power to run a house stands beside the one called Fletcher. He has to be the Alpha, with his height and aura.
I try to pay attention to what the others are saying, but Fletcher’s heated stare is making it impossible to think of anything else. My breathing becoming shallow as I attempt to focus on the conversation, but failing miserably. Can he stop looking at me already? I won’t be able to focus until he does.
I am so absorbed trying to not think about the guy staring a few feet away that I luckily catch the next words out of Elle’s mouth. And I nearly have a heart attack as they sink in.
“If we succeed,” she says, her words firm and hand outstretched in agreement. “I will allow your collective refuge on our land indefinitely.”
What the hell did she just say? My eyes sliding back to Fletcher, his blue-green irises shining victoriously, while a daunting smile graces his lips. The wink he sends my direction has butterflies swarming, turning my stomach upside down.
The longer I hold his gaze, the more awareness dawns. If this man is going to be in my life, I am royally fucking screwed.
CHARITY POVIt’s another early morning, and Alpha Elle has us trudging through the woods to meet with the Rogues. “I don’t understand why we can’t just coordinate through emails or something?”We stop in the clearing Alpha Xander, and his Beta Fletcher gave us the coordinates to. Elle remains silent, walking in a wide circle, her attention elsewhere.“I didn’t think you’d be such a snob,” Theo’s words slap me, making me reel from his words. My gaze meeting his before flashing away. Guilt rising in my stomach like bile as the truth abuses my conscious.My issues may have started with their rogue status, but it quickly became about avoiding Fletcher and the visceral reaction I have to his presence. I shouldn’t be feeling this way about him when I feel the way I do for Matt. It’s wrong.Instead of responding, I follow Elle’s lead, my attention on the forest instead. My eyes scanning through the brush, head tilting, listening for the wildlife, except it’s silent. Dead silent, not even the
FLETCHER POVI rest against the pillow, one hand behind my head while the other raises the joint to my lips. Inhaling the smoke, my body relaxes while my imagination wanders to the petite blonde who has captivated my soul.There isn’t a moment, awake or asleep, where I am not thinking about her, her saucy personality, or the way her eyes sparkle with mischief. Goddess, I cannot wait to kiss those smart ass comments from her lips, while relishing in her sweet and spicy taste.Or that’s how I imagine it’ll be, based on her scent. It’s unique, distinctive, and leaves a person wanting more. It reminds me of cherries that are coated in cinnamon, with the spiciness of whiskey.The aroma is intoxicating, alluring, lethal, and sweet just like the owner. A fireball of energy and perfection, who already has Mars, my wolf, wrapped around her pinky finger. All the little vixen would have to do is say “jump,” and he’d ask “how high.”The sounds of the other rogues fill the night air as they party
MATT POV “Matt?” She asks, jumping out of her skin, as she stands in the middle of her walkway, hand clutching her chest. “What are you doing here?” “The better question is,” I stomp down the steps, the anger brewing to boiling point. “Why the fuck are you coming home so late? And don’t use Elle as an excuse. I know training doesn’t start for another twenty minutes. So where the fuck have you been?” Her blue eyes widen as she nibbles on her lower lips, but I don’t miss the way she avoids my gaze. A lapse in judgement has a pang of regret poking my heart. But it doesn’t last long when I see the inner struggle behind her pupils. She wants to lie, but doesn’t know how or what to say. “I couldn’t sleep,” she responds, eventually. Her fingers twirling her hair like it does when she’s nervous. “So, I have just been walking around trying to clear my head.” “Alone?” I deadpan, not believing her words or the truth behind them. No, she is definitely hiding more from me. “In the middle of th
CHARITY POVI shuffle awkwardly, while my heart drops to my stomach, making me queasy as I watch him back away, giving me leeway to exit, to escape this torture. Of wanting to be right next to him, but needing to keep my distance.Forcing my feet to move, I walk past, a fresh wave of guilt drowning me, knowing there are more reasons I denied him. Well, one specific reason. Or rather, a specific person. Fletcher. I’ve only known him a short time, but I cannot deny the magnetic pull I have to him.As much as I don’t want to be attracted to him, I am. It’s not fair to Matt or Fletcher to start something up when I feel so…lost. I don’t know what to do from one minute to the next. Life is spinning out of control and It’s just better if I cut this off now, before one ends up heartbroken.Climbing the stairs, I refuse to look back, regardless of how heated his stare is on my skin. Unlocking the front door, I hurry inside, leaving him to stare at me from the sidewalk.The moment the lock clic
CHARITY POVTwo days have passed since my mother’s enlightening revelations, where they’ve had the chance to fester and grow into a smoldering fury. Thankfully, I have been too busy preparing for the ball on Saturday to deal with any of it.“Charity?” Elle says, her stare hot and inquisitive. “You ready?”“Yeah..” I shake my head, remembering where I am, squaring my shoulders as I attempt to center myself, but it seems impossible, until Theo steps onto the training mat. He walks to the other side of the circle before turning to raise his arms in defense.The second my foot crosses the barrier into the fight zone, it’s like I transform into a different person. Each of my five senses are at hundred percent as I focus on my target, the beta.Elle stands on the sidelines, watching intently to give tips and pointers when necessary. Her plan to retake Silver Run begins the day after tomorrow, at the New Moon ball honoring their son, the alpha heir. The second the word “begin” is said it’s l
CHARITY POV Nerves pierce my heart and gut, sitting in the chair, as the DJ settles the crowd for the beginning festivities. Today is the day. The ball is in full swing, and it’s not the plans for afterward that terrify me, it’s this. Now. Girls from the surrounding packs fill the event space, praying to the Goddess they’re destined to be New Moon’s Luna, or high-ranking females. My palms are sweaty, as the dj introduces of age males from other packs. They descend the stairs, weaving through the crowd, hoping to find their other half. The New Moon’s members will be introduced last, and the closer we get the more I panic. I know if Matt finds his soul mate, it’d solve half of my problems, but I cannot pretend it wouldn’t break me too. “Ladies and Gentlemen,” the dj says over the speaker, “may I introduce the Gamma of New Moon, Matt Simmons.” My heart stops as the double doors at the top of the staircase opens to reveal Matt. My mouth dropping slightly, as I stare at him in his ligh
FLETCHER POVLeaves and gravel crunch under my boots as I pace back and forth in the tree coverage. Mars is in step with us, the pair of us more anxious than we usual. We have broken into enough packs to break free helpless members from cruel alpha’s but none are like this.Charity is inside and has been for the last few days. If Alpha Elle and my alpha, Xander, hadn’t planned it that way I would have been inside to get her already. Instead, I am stuck in the woods, waiting, wondering, and hating every fucking second.“You want some?” Xander asks, reminding me of his presence. I turn to find him holding out a joint.“No,” I reply, with a shake, keeping my attention on Silver Run’s territory. According to the plan Xander and Elle created tonight is when all hell is supposed to break loose. If only that hell could come sooner, so I could get to Charity faster.“You’re saying no?” Shock vibrating from his demeanor. “You?”“I’ve said no to weed before,” I snap, with the roll of my eyes. “
CHARITY POV Dead bodies surround me, while the blood of others stick to my skin, along with sweat and dirt. The warm wetness disturbing and… No, I don’t want to think about it more. A wet nose caresses my fingertips before sparking flames race up my arms, and throughout my limbs. “Hello, Fletcher,” I whisper, knowing he’ll be able to hear. It’s like my hands have a mind of their own as I scratch behind his ears. “Thank you,” I say, softly, feeling a little more than guilty about the way I have treated him the past few days. I have been feeling the emotion so much that you’d think it wouldn’t shock me anymore, but it does. “You didn’t have to protect me the whole time you know?” The wolf growls in protest at my statement, but sits obviously enjoying my touch. I know I should act icy to him, but I can’t help but soften towards the beautiful creature before me. “Charity,” Elle calls, forcing me to drop my hand and step back from Fletcher’s wolf who pins her with a glare. “Go shift, F