ログインLucien Pov
I’ll be pretending if I say I didn’t know Sofia Carson was going to end up in my office today. I had been anticipating it, but I never thought it would look this good — this brunette seductress on her knees, tears streaming down her cheeks as she pleaded for forgiveness. The Titanic — the college football team — had just won three matches in a row and decided to go partying last night. Somehow, I ended up at the party with horny teenagers and drunk ones. Everything had been going well — if you subtract the constant flirting between teachers and female students. I slipped into the restroom, intending just to be quick — but then I caught voices. Female voices, unmistakable and careless, echoing in the tiled room. They hadn’t bothered to read the sign on the door: Men’s Restroom. The women’s room was just a few steps to the right. "Tomorrow is Professor Lucien’s test," one voice whispered. A collective groan followed, heavy with dread. I rolled my eyes, already bracing myself for their usual laziness. I kept my head down, focusing on my business — but curiosity held me frozen just long enough to listen. I stayed quiet, pretending to be busy, but the voices pulled me in. "You mean Professor Grumpy Face," another voice said, followed by soft laughter. Grumpy Face? I shook my head in disbelief. When would they ever outgrow these silly nicknames? Probably never. They must have been reapplying their makeup — none had actually used the toilets yet. "Yeah. I’m so failing..." the first voice admitted, heavy with dread. Silence. Then, a voice I could recognize even in my dreams — Sofia Carson. "I can't fail, guys. My grandma’s going to kill me. We had a deal — she lets me party if I don’t fail any assessments." Her panic was desperate. I knew her voice because I’d noticed her from day one at college — those bouncy brown eyes, the spring-clear amber glint in them, the small face that could make angels jealous. She had two friends whose names I never cared to learn. But Sofia — she pulled me in from the start. God, I wanted her. Every way possible. Every sinful scenario. But she was just a fantasy. I couldn’t date a student, and a young girl like her wouldn’t be attracted to an older man like me. I sat down, waiting for them to finish so I could leave. “We could plead for an extension,” one of them suggested. I almost scoffed — it was almost halfway through the semester. “You know Professor Grumpy Pants would never agree to that,” another chimed in. “I know,” the first voice sighed, then blurted out, “How about we seduce him...” My brow twitched. This girl was really something. “Gross. Why would you even think that, Kiera?” Sofia’s voice came out shaky but full of disgust. I cringed. Was it really that bad? Of course it was. I was almost sixteen years older than her — nearly as old as her 42-year-old father. Yeah, I’d read her profile. “Although he is Mr. Grumpy Pants, you shouldn’t deny he’s hot. So hot, like the planet Mercury,” the first girl chirped. Sofia scoffed. “Can’t believe you think that too, Mia.” “I’m just being truthful,” Mia winced. “Whatever. Grandma Tessa would kill me — might send me off to live with either of my parents if I fail,” Sofia complained. I checked my phone. Twenty minutes had flung by and these girls still weren’t leaving. “What if we find a way to steal the answer booklet?” I frowned at the audacity. “What? No,” Sofia answered immediately. “That’s not happening.” “Then are you prepared to fail? Or leave with your not-so-welcoming mother or your controlling father?” I heard her hiss, “But there’s no way we’d be able to steal the answer booklet.” Was she seriously considering this? I don’t even keep the answer booklet in the office. “Tomorrow is the staff meeting. It lasts about thirty minutes. We stand a chance — break in, snap a pic, then get out.” I stayed quiet. “I don’t know, Mia. What if I get caught? I don’t want to get punished.” I swear my cock twitched at her words. Punish her? How delightful that would be — having her bent over my desk with that pretty, tight ass hanging out as I spanked her. “Then don’t get caught,” Mia scolded. I smiled as a thought formed in my head. Keep the answer booklet right where she can see it. It had worked. She came. I only had to leave the meeting earlier than they had anticipated, using the back door. "Come here." Her eyes widen. Right now, she looks like she wants to dissolve into the ground. I almost feel guilty—but she looks so good. On her knees, eyes on my face. I could only imagine what those parted lips could do to me. "Come there?" Her lips part, moistened with her tears and constantly licking them. She tries to look calm, but it doesn’t come out right. "What do you want to do to me?" she blurts, looking hesitant. "Just let me go this time and I promise to read my books and pay more attention in your class." I smirk. Cute, but— "What's in it for me?" She closes her eyes, then cringes. "What do you want, Professor?" The silence is deafening after her question. She knows what I want. I can see it in those pretty eyes of hers—her wanting me to say it only intensifies my lust. "You really want me to say it, Sofia?" Her eyes snap to mine—then quickly dart away, visibly cringing. Something about that makes me feel terrible. It somehow angers me. Of course she didn’t find me attractive in any way. I step close, leaning away from the desk as I push the chair separating us aside. "You want to know what I want?" I ask. Months of seeing her in torturous mini skirts and teasing tank tops… Blood rushes to my lower member. Her skimpy dress isn’t helping either—clinging to her boobs, making me want to run my cock through every outline of their perfect shape. I watch as her eyes become drawn back—humiliation dancing in them—as I stand in front of her, taking her chin in my rough palm. She shivers. Every sound intercepted by my brother downstairs makes it hard as steel. "I want you to take your punishment for breaking into my office to steal those answer booklets." Her eyes are loathing. But I can’t look away. I nearly choke as her saliva falls out of her mouth, coats her lips, and drips right into my palm. Fuck. "Punish me? How?" Her eyes hold the most deadpan expression I have ever seen. "Suck my cock."Sofia Pov“Bye, Samantha!” I waved as her taxi rolled away. She smiled from inside before the car disappeared down the street.It’s been a week since I arrived in Canada, and everything still feels strange. Finding the apartment Mom rented had been a nightmare—Google Maps led me in circles until I finally ran into Samantha, who knew the area well. She helped me get a taxi that day, and this morning she even showed up at my door, asking if I wanted to go to the market with her. I joined her, and somehow ended up buying half the store.After days of eating nothing but fries and junk food, I decided it was time to actually make something decent. I set my bags down in the kitchen, unpacking everything.Having no way to contact Professor Lucien has wrecked me. Mom refuses to check if he’s okay, and I can’t stop worrying. Still, I try to exist—one day at a time. Tomorrow I’ll start school. I’m terrified I won’t fit in, that I’ll fail. Mom says it’ll be easy, but starting over never is.I fi
Lucien's Pov Every moment is the same: darkness. The desire to open my eyes burns inside me, but the ability stays out of reach.The door opens and shuts. I feel them check my pulse, then leave again.I try once more to force my eyes open, but the same crushing pressure drags me back under. I don’t know how long it’s been. Sometimes voices drift through the dark. Michael comes in, ranting about the shareholders… then about Sofia. She used to come often. I don’t know how much time has passed—only that I haven’t heard her voice in a long while.It’s terrifying how someone can become so much a part of you that the thought of them dying sends blood rushing to your head. The fear is so crippling it births a wish: that I should be the one to die instead.The line between white and black blurs into gray—but with Sofia, there is no gray. I’m bad for her. A mistake in the life she should have had.The darkness drowns me. Maybe death would be the simplest answer.I open my eyes. A blurry space
Sofia's Pov I ease the hospital door shut and step inside.Lucien lies still on the bed, eyes shut, unresponsive. Days have passed without the slightest change. Dark stubble shadows his chin, his face far too pale.I lower myself onto the edge of the bed, here only to say goodbye. Mom hasn’t eased up for a second—still adamant about sending me abroad. Today is my last day. My flight is only hours away.I wrap my fingers around his hand.“Professor Lucien… I know you can’t hear me, but I just wanted to say goodbye. When you wake up—and I know you will—I want you happy. Forget me if you can. Not like you were planning to remember me anyway.”A shaky chuckle escapes me.“It’ll be hard over there, but I’ll manage. Goodbye, Professor.”I lean down, press a kiss to his cheek, then step back. Another step. Then another—until I reach the door.“Goodbye.”I shut the door, blinking fast against the tears as I walk out of the hospital. Checking my phone—almost seven. My flight leaves at nine.I
Sofia's Pov “Sofia, you can’t just tell me to drop a case and expect me to do it because you asked!” Mom snaps. This was supposed to be peaceful, but she twists it into an interrogation. “Don’t tell me someone from the Cacien group is manipulating you. Let me—”“Stop, Mom, please! Can’t you see you’re the one blowing this bigger than it should be? I’m old enough to make my own choices. How many times do I have to tell you—he didn’t force me into anything!” I fire back, louder than I meant to.She laughs—like everything I just said is meaningless. “Seriously, Sofia? You expect me to believe you like someone old enough to be your father? When I was your age, nothing like that ever crossed my mind.”“Mom, I’m not you. I’m different.”“Of course you are,” she chuckles bitterly. “I get it—you’re trying to protect your professor. But you can’t, not from the damage he’s done.”“Do you even hear yourself, Mom? He’s lying in a hospital bed, fighting for his life. He put himself in danger so I
Sofia's Pov“Leave me alone! Just leave me all alone!” Another glass shatters. I’m on the third stair, frozen, listening to Brianna’s screams spilling out of her room. “It’s hard for me too! Why did she have to die? They all abandoned me, didn’t they?”“Brianna, calm down!” Her dad’s voice ricochets off the walls.“I’m trying to be calm! Mom abandoned me — she doesn’t call, she doesn’t visit. Aunt Susan’s dead, my best friend’s dead, and my stepsister treats me like trash. She thinks she’s better than me!”“Sofia doesn’t think she’s better than you… that’s just the way she is,’ Mom says quietly."Of course she does. She hates me and now you want me to go for therapy huh. You think something is wrong with my brain.."Another plates smashes. She’s being too dramatic, but still I creep closer, every step a fight not to turn and leave.All eyes swing toward me as I reach the doorway. ‘Sofia… why are you back?’ Mom asks, shocked.Brianna’s tear-streaked eyes snap to mine, widen. Blood drips
Sofia's PovThe following morning, the hospital approved my discharge. There wasn’t much to pack—Brianna had brought me clothes, and the police had already driven off the reporters. Mia and Keira left I glance back at the hospital before sliding into the car. Professor Lucien is still unconscious.“Your phone got lost yesterday, right?” Mom hands me a new one the moment I sit down. “I got you the latest model.”I take the phone, already working out how to convince her to drop the lawsuit against Professor Lucien’s company. “Thanks, Mom.”She smiles, turns to the driver. “Let’s go home.”On the ride, I rehearse the words. Beg her to retract the lawsuit, and in exchange, I’ll agree to travel abroad like she wants. She should agree. It would get me off her hair.The car honks before pulling in. We climb out. Brianna rushes to open the door—always the mother-pleasing daughter.I force a smile and follow them inside. I wish I didn’t have to come back to Nick’s house, but if this helps con







