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Choosing Him Changes Me

Author: Miss Jean
last update Last Updated: 2026-01-23 08:29:12

(Her POV)

Choosing Noah didn’t feel like fireworks.

It felt like standing still while the ground quietly shifted beneath my feet.

The day after our conversation in the courtyard, everything looked the same lockers slammed, teachers lectured, friends laughed but I moved through it differently. Like I’d crossed an invisible line and couldn’t go back, even if I wanted to.

We didn’t suddenly become official.

But we also didn’t pretend anymore.

That was the most dangerous part.

In calculus, I caught him watching me instead of the board. When our eyes met, he didn’t look away this time. My stomach flipped not with excitement, but with something heavier. Awareness. Responsibility.

People noticed faster than I expected.

Maya cornered me near the vending machines, arms folded, eyebrow raised. “So,” she said, “are we pretending you’re not glowing?”

“I’m not glowing,” I muttered.

She smiled knowingly. “Uh-huh. And I’m not observant.”

I sighed. “It’s complicated.”

“It always is when
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