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“You should have locked the door, baby.” Those were the words I said to my fiancé before I smashed my baseball bat into his face for cheating on me with my best friend. Or the bitch I thought was my best friend.
I never loved him. But he knew how hard I worked to become this version of myself. And he made me feel stupid for trying. Three years. Three years of pretending to like him. Three years of faking moans, hiding my tattoos, quitting smoking, and trying so goddamn hard to be normal. To be someone who could go to brunch and talk about weather and not think about how easy it would be to snap a man's neck if he looked at me wrong. And this was what I got for it? His dick in her mouth while she wore my sweater? I should have killed him. Why didn't I fucking kill him? “Where to?” The taxi driver asked as I slipped into his taxi and slammed the door. “The Iron Clad compound, please.” I pulled out a cigarette from my jacket pocket, placed my bat on the seat beside me, and lit it. He stared through the rearview mirror. “I don't—” “Everyone that owns a cab knows where the compound is. Don't lie to me. I'm not patient. Especially today.” I rolled my eyes as I placed the lit cigarette between my lips. “I'll pay you two hundred dollars if you drive me there. Five hundred if you shut up. Deal?” Now, I didn't have any money on me, but he didn't know that. Plus, he agreed instantly, and we were off before I could clarify. I cracked the window and bit back a laugh. Three years of being Remus Calloway. Like what kind of name was Remus? For a girl? But I did it because I wanted to be a civilian. For once in my life, I wanted people to treat me like I was human—not something to be feared or treated like a baby. I wanted to try normalcy. But look at me, losing my shit the second the man I didn't even have feelings for put his dick in my best friend's pussy. Maybe this was who I was. Who I'd always be. Daddy's little psycho. And now, I needed to make sure everyone—including me—knew it. “We're… we're here.” I looked away, staring now at the big-ass black gate with skulls hanging on the large walls. I walked out of the car, blew out the smoke, and said with my hands on my waist, “Well, fuck me, they've still not decorated this place.” A gunshot rang through the air, hitting one of the tail lights of the taxi behind me. The man screamed. I raised my hand up to him, holding back a groan. “Baby, you don't turn on your fucking lights at the Iron Clad gates. It's like asking to get shot. Turn it off. Go on.” He did as he was told. I nodded. “Good boy.” I placed my bat on my shoulder and pulled out the phone in my purse to make a quick call. It took only five seconds. “Hey, your rookies are shooting at me in front of the gate. I do hope a bullet goes through me so my father rips them apart limb from limb, but yeah, you should come save me or some shit. Or them. If that's how you like to roll.” Then I ended it. “C-Can I go now?” Ah, yes. The driver. I walked back to him, lowered my head down to stare at his sweaty and panicked face, and smiled. “Look, I know you wanna get out of here before something happens to you—which I can't promise won't happen—but at the very least, you gotta get your five hundred dollars back, no?” He shook his head, his hands tightening on the steering wheel. “N-No, I don't think… I don't think I want the money anymore—” I grabbed his shoulders and squeezed gently. “I don't think I'm comfortable with you not getting your—” The sound of the large gates opening cut me off as my attention instantly turned toward them. The Iron Clad gates took their time opening, contrary to my legs. But when they did, I could feel something choke me right in my throat as a face I thought I had buried deep inside appeared. Salt-and-pepper hair, sharp jawline, and muscles for days with a leather jacket that read REAPER KING. VP of Iron Clad. The man I had called personally to come pick up. My father's second in command. Decker Kane. And the reason I left three years ago. I smiled and walked to him. “Before you ask too many questions, give me five hundred bucks. And I know you have it, because you walk around with a shit ton of money in your wallet for some reason. Hand it over.” Decker Kane stared at me like he always did since the moment I could recognize his face. Exhaustion. But he gave me his wallet. I returned to the driver, paid him off so he could go on his merry way, and came back to Decker. “You look… so much older than I—” “Is he alive?” I smiled at him. “Did you miss me? I missed you too—” “Remy.” “If he were dead, I'd get rid of his body the way you taught me how to. No worries.” I joked, trying to see if he'd crack a smile. He didn't. My insides turned, my body burning. Hell, all he had to do was stare at me, and I was already getting turned on? “You still act like a child.” His words settled somewhere in my skin, burning me like fire branding it. I could feel the rage in my chest growing, demanding that I slam the bat somewhere on his face—or I try to, but that'd prove I was a child more. And that's the last thing I needed. “I was one when I ran away, Kane,” I said, whispering now so only he could hear me. “I was hurt that you fucked all the girls your hands could reach and somehow decided I was just not good enough for you.” “I don't find you—” “But that's fine,” I cut in, smirking. “Because I'm not running away this time. I'm done with it. This time, I'm gonna make myself such a big fucking deal here, and you, Decker Kane, will be unable to resist how powerful I am. You're gonna be so irrevocably in love with me that you won't remember what life felt like before me.” I saw his jaw tighten, his grey eyes shift like a storm, and his chest rise and fall like he was debating locking the gates and keeping me out. But I ignored all of that and slithered past him, fighting the urge to slap him in the ass before stepping fully into Iron Clad soil, raising my bat up in the air, and screaming, “Remy Calloway is back home! Who missed me?!”“You really are predictable, aren’t you, baby?” I could sense the chill running down my spine as Travis slid into the seat. He looked the way he always did for someone who was in a coma a month ago— typical banker attire. Shirt, black tie and pants. There was not a single thing unique about him. It was exactly the same thing I thought when Remy had introduced to him. She was so… herself. And real. And he was like every finance bro ever pushed out of a cookie-cutter assembly line. Unremarkable. Right up until the moment I let him ruin my life.“What are you doing here, Travis?” My voice was tighter than I wanted it to be. The cafe we were in should have calmed me down. The smell of sweet things always did that. But recently… recently, so many things had changed. Not like I had any rights to complain. This was all my fault from the beginning, wasn’t it? All my sins were just catching up to me. He leaned back, spreading his arms across the top of the leather booth as if he owned t
I stopped. The wind picked up as I turned my head to the side. “Daddy?”Wolf grinned at me. “I’m here too, Rem. Not gonna notice me.”“Wolf.” Relief. Pure relief. It was the best thing I’d ever felt as a smile spread through my face. The sudden rush of oxygen back into my lungs felt like fire, but I didn't care. The burning in my stomach, the sickening ache in my chest, the cold dirt beneath my bleeding knuckles— all of it faded into nothing. Why had I been so scared? They would never leave me. My father was standing right in front of me, his hands tucked casually into his worn leather vest. He looked tired, so tired but he was smiling that quiet, rare smile meant only for me. We’d fought so many times that I’d almost forgotten how good it was. How much I loved his happiness. “You don't pick fights you can’t win. What have I told you?”Beside him, Wolf folded his arms, his messy black hair falling into his eyes as he gave me that familiar, easygoing smile. “We won’t be able to feel
My stomach hurt. It hurt so badly that I didn’t know what to do. I tried to ignore it. Tried to act like my vision wasn’t making spots as the car drove but it didn’t work. ‘Remy Lou,’ My Father’s smile was always the brightest thing in the room because it was so rare to see. He would smile a lot at me when I was younger when I asked. And he would be tired but he would smile. No matter what. ‘You know what my favourite thing about looking at you is? It’s seeing how much you look like me if I ever grew pretty.’Wolf’s smile came up. ‘You’re really kind, Remy. You’re the kindest person, I know.’Blake’s car stopped in front of the compound. He stayed silent through the entire ride. His hand stayed on the steering wheel as he looked at the gate with the men now pointing guns at us. “I could just drive in, no?”“No.” My body shook slightly as I pushed open the car door and walked out. I almost fell but it took all of me to hold myself up as I walked forward. I could see the guns pointed
The alcohol was fucking with me. It was taking all of me not to lunge at her. I found myself wondering what I had to do, what I had to break to keep her. Everytime— every time I let my guard down, she was gone. And staying away from me. Hiding. From me. Why wasn’t I allowed to hurt Remy? She was the one who ran to him again. Even after I gave her myself. Even after her kindness to me… ‘Remy is always kind to everybody. You’re not special.’ “Shut up.” “What?” Her voice broke through the dark storms like a ray of sunlight. It wasn’t warm. No. It never felt warm. It felt as if it was breaking through every defense I’d made, burning me. Why did it have to hurt me? My eyes landed on Remy. She still looked the same way from before. The same dress. The same coldness. Except… except I knew she was in pain now. Margot had managed to keep me away the first few hours until Vincent gave her some information that he believed I should tell her. She’d told me… that taking care of Remy wa
“He has the gene present for people with Alzheimer’s but we can’t say for certainty that anything on it will develop yet.” The doctor explained, keeping his voice low. I was grateful that Margot wasn’t here. That it was just him and I. “It’s an indicator, not a definitive diagnosis. We’ll need to monitor him closely over the coming months and run a few follow-up cognitive assessments to establish a clear baseline.”A hollow ache had started in my chest. It kept growing larger, digging deeper with every breath I took. I rubbed my neck. “But he has memory lapses already.”“Yes. Strange, isn’t it?” He pulled out some x-rayscans and held them up to the light box, tracing a finger along the gray, shadowed contours of the images. “Technically, at his age and at this early stage, his brain should show some deterioration in the memory lapses around the hippocampus, but as you can see, everything looks relatively normal.”The doctor pointed to two small, neatly defined curves near the center o
I did not regret many things in my life. Regretting them means that I would have made a different choice, gone through a different path than the one I had right now. But I would have done it again. And again. Without a single thought. “You knew they were together?” Garett’s wide eyes and grin should have set me off. And perhaps, in another world, they would have. But I didn’t care. “And you said nothing?”I stood from my seat. “If that is all—”“Hey, hey.” He blocked my entrance out the door, his green eyes wild and frantic as he chuckled again, shrugging. “You didn’t think of telling the rest of the council? Or making us know your dear friend was fucking your—”My hand shot out, wrapping around his neck as I pinned him to the wall. “Finish the fucking sentence and I’d snap you like a twig. And drop that knife of yours down, you know it won’t do any damage. You’re not stupid.”Garett’s eyes bulged, but the grin on his lips only grew larger as he rasped. “You know, I’ve always thou
I made a face staring at the rest of the crew who were, for some fucking reason, sitting all in front of me like I did something. Did someone see? They did, didn’t they? Fucking hell. Doesn’t matter. I’m not letting Decker go. Not after that kiss. No way in hell. “So…” I drawled, trying to flas
“Never seen anyone look this pretty to unclog a toilet before. You seen it before, Slink?” Buggy asked. Slink, the two timing bastard, leaned backwards into the cars. “Been in a rundown club with piss being sprayed in the air. Never a pretty woman going at it with shit.” I stopped my momentary
I looked much more like my father than I did my mom which wasn’t too disappointing especially since he was still a stud at fifty. Gray hair that made him like a silver fox in his prime. And those dark eyes that spelled trouble. Made sense why mom fell for him. Also made sense why I fell for Dec
They missed me so much, it was almost unbelievable. “Jesus Christ, did you get surgery , when did your ass get so big?!” Buggy said, his gold teeth gleaming at me. “You look so fucking hot, Remy!” An old rookie and friend, Slink chipped in. “Hope you’re staying forever, this time! Almost got







