I thought I saw her this morning. In the crowd, she was standing with hot cocoa that she bought from the corner shop. As I came up to her, it was not her. Was I disappointed or not? I don't know.
It has been a week since things have finally been over between Trinity and me. I am back in the business. I feel, in a strange way, alive. That suit that I did not want to define me. It has defined me, and yes, I like it.
Do I miss my life with Trinity? Of course, I do, every day.
I truly hope that whatever she is doing that she is doing well. She should have her ceremony any day soon now. Well, I hope she is going to be great. The woman turns anything into good that she touches, well, apart, just not me. Guess I am that one thing that would have always have gone wrong in her life.
So tonight, I need to have to go to some charity function with Raven as, not only as her plus one but also as her protection. There is a part of me that is feeling so goddamn guilty go
It is with frozen eyes that I keep my eyes on the knob of the front door.Surely Mason will not be this brave and walk in when he knows I am going to fucking get laid by another woman. Or perhaps he is doing me a favor, stopping me from making a big mistake. Yes, I fucking want Candice, my desire is aching, and I am throbbing to be touched by a woman. Trinity fucking torturing my mind, and I am about two seconds away from being with another woman.My finger has been burning that speed dial, and god, this is the closest that I have come to it in days. So Mason better has a good excuse, for in just about…one…two…three…That front door flings open.“Trinity!”Well, I guess there goes my evening with Candice.But the biggest question is, “Trinity, what are you doing here?”She looks at me from underneath those goddamn fluttering eyelashes and softly whispers, “Oh, daddy passed out,
Sometimes the moments that you are the most frightened of are the moments that feel right. So before she can disappear out that door completely and leave me alone, I pull her gently by the arms and lead her back to the bedroom,"Princess, I am not a man of many words. So please excuse me if I get this wrong.""Colton, what is wrong?""Please, please just listen to me, please just listen until I am done."I shift but a fraction even closer than what could even be possible and take her soft hands into mine. My trembling hand that right now wish that I could just fall into an abyss and disappear. But I can do this; I have played this moment in my head over and over now for days.So here it goes."Princess, until I saw you first, love, at first sight, was just an overrated phrase for me.When I saw you, I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.From the moment we first met to this day, if there is one thing that has always b
…Trinity POV…In front of me, I have Colton on his knees.Who is more scared at this very moment is left to be seen. But apart from the fear of the unknown, not knowing what to say next, I know that there is only one thing in life that I care about the most.And that is Colton.So I gently take his face between my hands and whisper to him,"Now it is your turn to keep quiet."With one deep, swallowed breath, I find the words that have never been so easy to roll from my lips."Colton, you are the only precious thing in my life.I hold close to my heart. There's no moment that I don't think about you. I've always wished to experience that kind of love shown in movies, not knowing I was a step closer to experiencing it. It's so great to finally have someone as beautiful as you are to enjoy life with. You're my push, my strength, my best friend, and my fighter. You've seen me at my worst and terrific moments and watch
I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that stands in front of me. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on. To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing. I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I promise her my deepest love, my fullest devotion, my tenderest care through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the future. I commit myself to love her. I know that our love is heaven sent, a
I need to remind myself to stop and remember…I cannot be with Trinity Stone.Do I care?No fucking way.She has played me for the past few days now, and I finally have her right back where I want her to be…In my arms. But we still have a problem. Not only does Vic still want me fucking dead, but Trinity is about to step up, and then she is as good as Karlo’s.But not only that, let us not forget that I have just signed up as detail for Sloane’s daughter. A small little fact that I can not just look over. Unless I get my ass signed back over to Trinity, I cannot just break off a deal without good cause.Ya, I am once again fucked. Guess where it comes to Trinity Stone, I just love digging myself into a hole. But yet I need to ask myself why?“Princess, why the letter? Why did you go back on what we always said that we would do?”“Colton, daddy, will hunt us both down for us long as he lives;
...Trinity POV...Everything is happening so fast now. I only have but just met Colton, and we have already been through so much together. Just a few days ago, I was a normal woman, and now, as crazy as it does sound, I am set to become what men in Colton's world call a Mafia Queen. Do I know what I am doing? Not the slightest bit at all, but with Colton by my side, I shall be able to set my mind to do what it is to what I wish it would be doing.But we are on the run, we are trying to get away from what is set to be my destiny. I don’t know where we are going or what is going to happen. We have stopped over in the middle of god knows where, even though I am scared shitless, I know that with Colton I am safe.“Princess, we need to talk about your father.”"You know that is such a mood killer, you trying to talk business while I am trying to take advantage of you.""Oh, is that what you called that splashing
As I stretch every muscle of my perfect physique, I can feel a fresh breeze blowing over my body, causing little tingles of pleasure to play over my skin. It is early morning, but the sun is already lying hot on my skin. I slowly open my eyes and turn to my side, only to find the space next to me is empty; panic immediately sets in, for she should be next to me, and she is not.Then I hear a scuffle next to the other side of me. As I turn my head to see, I am met by the towering splendor that is my princess...“Morning, baby.”And this is how I start each morning of my new life...Three days ago, we decided to give up our lives as we knew it and to go on the run. For us, it was an easy decision to make. Our love for each other is what drove us the most. So we found ourselves in a hotel room in the middle of nowhere and had no idea where we were heading to.Our lives and our future were in a Mafia Boss' hands. At times it was nerve-wrack
Why do I want to go back to the city?Because this is not me, I cannot hide in a hole and fear for the day that Vic Stone finds me. I can see that it is working on Trinity. She pretends to be happy, but I know that deep inside, she misses her old life.Ya, I do too.I love my old life; I miss doing what I am best at doing. In a way, I am protecting Trinity still, but I have to protect my own ass. I cannot describe the fear that I feel having to look over my shoulder when I even make the simplest trip to the store.So I was wrong.I thought that this is what Trinity and I needed, but in the same breath, I know that once we are back that I will probably never see her again. If Vic were not so damn hard-headed, then we would not have done what we did. If I thought he wanted me dead before, he would rip me apart after this.If this fucking war can just get over. But greedy men like Vic will never rest until they get what they want. And let us no