Endless agony.
That is what it feels like to be in my own presence.
It is the third day now that I cannot be with Trinity, and it is absolutely killing me still. I know I need to get my head together, but I simply do not want to do it.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME?
This is a fucking mess. My perfect mess.
Yes, Colton Cruz has a problem. His heart is broken.
I have not seen Trinity today at all. Yes, I am supposed to make sure that she is okay, but I know that I simply won’t keep my hands to myself if I have to see her. But I have to.
So it is with the utmost determination that I can keep it together that I make my way to her room.
Before I enter, I softly knock, “Trinity, can I come in.”
There is no answer.
“Trinity, are you okay?”
Still no answer.
“Trinity!”
I burst through the door and step inside. She sits up straight from where she was sleeping;
That the man can show his face here after what he had done, I know that Castaneda is behind what happened. How I am going to prove it, that I do not know. But one thing is for sure; I am not leaving Trinity alone with the fucking asshole.So I wait for her to change into something that will please him, why I do not know, and I follow her downstairs to where the fuck is waiting for her in the lounge.Now, if I say that the man is not happy to see me, then that would be an understatement. Then that is when it hits me. He was trying to run ME off the road; the stupid asshole he hired to do it did not check if someone was with me in the car. Trinity was never his intended target.Well, Castaneda. This is fucking war.“What a displeasure to see you again, Castaneda.”“I can say the same about you, Cruz. I did not know that you are still around?”“Where else would I be? You seem awfully surprised.”&ldquo
It is another one of those days where Trinity ignores everything I say, just a simple pass of the milk, she ignores.Now the woman thinks that playing the silent treatment with me is going to make me change my mind; well, I got news for her, that shit just does not sit with me.So what do I do?I make my exit, but this time, I am the one showing those goddamn hips.And as I leave the dining room, I hear her grunt and curse underneath her breath, “For fuck sakes, he just had to go and to do.”Very satisfied, I make my way to Vic’s office to find out what the fuck is going on with the war. So as I knock, I hear a very frustrated Vic asked after me.“Who is it?”“Colton, Vic, but I can come back later.”“No, Colton, come in, you just the man that I need to talk to.”As I enter, and I take a look at Vic, I can see that he has not slept in days. This fucking war is taking
I think I have just had three fucking heart attacks, if not even more. I wish that she never opened that goddamn door; at least Vic would have knocked. Ya, today he is cutting every single part of me off that ever gave his daughter pleasure. Not only but half an hour ago, he told me to keep my hands to myself, and what do I do? I go do more than just put my hands on her.Now looking at the man standing at the door, I do not know quite how to read his face, but all I know is that he is furious. So he shoves himself past Trinity and steps towards me.“What the fuck is going on here?”“Well…uhm…I…”Fuck he is going to kill me.“I…well…”Then he steps two steps forward.“I asked you what is going on here, Colton?”“Vic…it…fuck…”“I hope for your fucking sake that it was not what you were doing here.&rdquo
How much worse can one day get?Ya, I just had to turn around and ask myself that.Now here is how it goes, my princess was touching me so intimately in the way only she does know, but this time she was different, so, yes, I will say this, but it was amazing. But not as amazing as it should be, I thought that she is just in a hurry.So I turn around and want to slip a quick kiss in.I should have stayed where I was. For this is what happens…next…“My god, Alexa! What the fuck.”“Oh, come on, Colton.”“Oh, come on what? Fuck was that you?”“What? You think I am better than Trinity. I feel flattered.”Fuck, how can she even think that? What the fuck is she even doing with her goddamn hands all over me. Damn, if I did not like my own cock so much, then I would have…ya, let us not go there, but…“No, fuck, no! God. I think I am going to
I always used to think that a woman would be my downfall, but never did I think it would be an entire family…the Stone family.I always used to love working for Vic, but these days, I cannot wait to get as far as possible from them, well that is apart from Trinity. More than ever now, I wish that I can just take her away from here, but, ya, Vic will find me and cut off some parts of my body that I truly desire to keep.Now, as night fell on this safe house that is starting to look more like a prison, I am very much annoyed as I find that Jax could not get a simple thing as a locksmith out. Well, yes, I forgot that it is a safe house and that things are not that easy. So come early tomorrow morning; I am fucking going and getting the shit by myself.But wait…We need to get through the night, and god, am I looking forward to it. Now my greatest desire is to go climb with Trinity in her bed, but I am not sure to what extent Alexa will allow it
I have Trinity standing in the doorway in the goddamn tiniest pair of nighties I have ever seen on. The woman is near good enough to devour, but ya, I have her mother lying next to me on the floor. Now what is making this even worse is that Trinity is slowly walking up to the bed.I think I am about to fucking die.Then much to my relief, I have Jax standing behind Trinity, well, first of all, the man is checking my woman’s ass out, and that ain't happening,“You better keep those fucking eyes in front of you. Now, what can I help you with?”“I came to see if you need help with that…spider?”“Ya, I think I do. I will take Trinity back to her room, and you can deal with this…spider.”I see a very wide eye, Alexa staring at me furiously, shaking her head. Well, did her little plan not just backfire in the needy little face of hers. What she does not know is that Jax knows but let the woma
I have just come to learn that I cannot trust Alexa, not only not to sneak in my room but also that there is much more to her relationship with Karlo. What I am not completely sure about it, but I am confident that I shall find out within the next few hours once Jax comes back with information for me.My question is, why would Vic want to tell her about it if it truly does not concern her that much. Do I even dare to ask Vic what else is going on that I do not know of? Well, that I shall consider once I talk my way out of this one.“I am just telling Trinity how we have not heard from Karlo in a while.”“But,” Trinity tries to interrupt. I bump her gently in her side and give her the don’t say a word look. Thank god the woman has as much brains as what she has beauty, for she immediately stops dead in her sentence.So I turn my attention back to Alexa, which, thank fuck has more clothes on than before, yet thought that is an
I think that I have just fucking died.I am staring at a man that has gone completely pale and has the fear of seven horrors in his eyes. Now, this is Vic Stone that we are talking about. This man does not scare easily, but something has just got him spooked.He takes his trembling hand to my shoulder and speaks to me with an urgent voice, “Forget about me, go get Trinity out of that house.”“Vic,” I still try and stop to talk reason into him, “My men are there; nobody can get inside.”Vic only but shakes his head at me furiously, “It is not what is outside that I am worried about.”I look at him rather confused as he starts pushing me back into the direction of my car, “What the fuck is going on, Vic?”“Alexa,” he stumbles as he tries to get each syllable of her name over his lips. “You cannot trust Alexa.”Well, fuck, that I could have told him alrea