LIA
The weight of the cake and vodka box in my hand feels satisfying as I tuck it onto the passenger seat with a smile. Today is my husband's birthday, and I'm three days early from my week-long trip. I told him I wouldn't be here for his birthday, but that was just me messing with him. Pulling into the driveway, I steal a glance at the box. My stomach flips as I remember my husband's grumbled response on the phone when I told him I wouldn't be around for his birthday. How could he possibly believe I'd miss his birthday for a trip? For him to believe that is beyond me. I chuckle to myself. My life has never been more perfect than it is right now. I feel happy, content, and fulfilled. Truly, money can't buy happiness. I lived with having tons of money all my life but I wasn't truly happy. Especially after what happened following my mother's death. The secrets that came out destroyed the relationship between my father and me and for a while, I didn't know what happiness was until I met Karl, the love of my life. He filled me with happiness again and made me find a reason to want to live to my fullness again. Tears well in my eyes and I quickly wipe them away as I revved my small sedan car into our home garage. Today is a day of joy. I don’t want to make it about me. Exhaling deeply, I kill the car's engine. Truly, there is no place like home. Stepping out with the cake and Karl's favorite vodka, a sense of peace washes over me. My bones and muscles ease out as the homey feeling envelopes me. I can never get tired of the joy that fills my heart whenever I’m home with the love of my life. My step falters when I catch a glimpse of a familiar red car parked outside. I scrunch my eyes, racking my brain. I recognize it but, I can't figure out where or how. When nothing comes to my brain, I shrug it off and continue my walk inside. It’s probably someone from Karl's work. Besides, today is his birthday, and guests are expected. The same fragrance that hit me in the driveway envelops me once again when my feet meet the floor of my matrimonial home. A smile grazes my lips. Good to see that the house I left four days ago is in the same state. Karl isn’t much of a cleaner so I’m pleasantly surprised. I don't *quite* deserve Karl. He is so good to me. He takes care of me. He loves me. He cherishes me so much. He was even against me working which didn't matter to me. I am not much on the corporate side of the world. My dream has always been about having a big family and supporting my husband. His family was against us getting married, especially his mother. That woman despises me. She wanted him to get married to someone else but Karl stood his ground that I was the one he loved and would get married to. So here we are. My mouth opens to announce myself but I think against it as a mischievous grin spreads across my face. What is better than surprising Karl by walking in on him? I smile at myself. I can already picture his surprised expression. His car is in the driveways so catching him off guard is a sure thing. I tiptoe around as I check the ground floor for Karl. The pool, the game room. Each step fuels me, my excitement climbing as I start to ascend the stairs. After four days away, the thought of seeing him sends a flutter through my chest. I must admit, I miss him so much. My steps quicken as I approach our bedroom, anticipation turning my insides into a ball of jelly. My smile stretches so wide, that I fear it might tear my face in two. Everything is going fine until a feminine laughter pierces the air. My heart skips an anxious beat as my legs come to an abrupt halt. That can't be right. I wait, unmoving as I strain my ears for another sound. And it does, this time with a mix of masculine laughter that I recognize as Karl's. Icy daggers replace the warmth in my veins as my mind races at a frantic pace to make sense of what is happening. If the feminine laughter was from the living room or perhaps the kitchen, I would have understood it, but the sound is unmistakably from our room, Karl's and I's room, our matrimonial bedroom. My heart hammers against my ribs. I falter against the wall as my heart goes on a goose chase. What...is...going on? Is Karl... No. Impossible. I shake my head, disagreeing with the conclusion my mind has arrived. A capital N-O. NO. Karl will never do that to me. He loves me, more than anything. He will never do such to me. He will never hurt me. He will... Another shake of my head, this time at my delusion. The next step I take is careful, and slow so that I don't make a sound. When my shoes continue their click-clack, I take them off before inching closer to the bedroom door on my bare feet. I stay there, silence stretching, heavy and suffocating. No sound comes for a long time I release a shaky breath. See! I am making an issue out of nothing– The same laughter slices through my thoughts, shattering my barely gathered composure. I freeze and backpedal slowly until my back hits the wall beside the bedroom door. I hold my breath, almost like the calm before the storm, waiting for it to hit me. When it does, it wrecks me completely. “God, she's such a fool,” a woman's voice mocks. My heart plummets. I recognize this voice. It's...It's Pen, Karl's secretary and someone who I have grown fond of over the years. Though we are more like an acquaintance, I like to think of her as a friend because she has been a stable constant in me and Karl's life. Despair claws its way up my throat as a male voice, laced with disdain, replies “I know.” Blood drains from my face. It is his voice. My husband. “Lia is the biggest fool I know.” The world tilts on its axis, and shatters into a million pieces.NIKOLAI POV“Noted boss.” His chuckles drifts through the phone. I can already hear the relief in your voice. “Let me hang up now. You seem to want to kill someone else at the end of the line.”I drop my hand down, shoving my phone back into my pocket. My eyes find Lia again because I can’t help myself. Thankfully, she’s alone now and is walking toward me.She settles on the seat opposite me, and another strode of silence settles between us like a heavy weight. Still not talking to me. still paying me no attention. In a normal job, this would have been professionally and I would have been thankful that my client isn’t trying to form any familiarity with him and is keeping in line. But this is Lia. I don’t want this from Lia. I don’t care about the line, or my boundaries, my sanity, or professionalism. I want her to disrupt every single one of them rightfully so.She pulls up her tab and starts strolling through it, going through work certainly. Before I can say word, Rick appears out
NIKOLAI POVI’m not much of a talker, so I like silence. I like the absence of conversation, the ease of being alone with my own thoughts. I like when people don’t interact with me, when I’m not involved in meaningless chatter. Silence is a relief. Always has been.But this silence, the one filling the space between Lia and me inside this boat, is anything but a relief.It’s suffocating.Lia and I haven’t exchanged more than a cold, obligatory “good morning.” No accidental brushes of conversation, no fleeting meaningless chatter that I despise so much. Just stiff acknowledgment and then nothing. And it’s driving me insane.I should prefer this. I should welcome the distance, but apparently, when it comes to Lia, silence isn’t something I can stomach. It’s not peaceful. It’s not easy. It’s a fucking wall that she’s built higher and thicker with every passing day.It’s been like for a week.A week of Lia ignoring me, acting like I don’t exist. She doesn’t talk to me anymore. She doesn’t
LIA POV“It’ll get us there quicker.” A hand goes around my waist while the other beneath my thighs before he scoops me off the ground. He does it so effortlessly like I don’t weigh a ton, no grunts, no mumbles under the breath, no sweat.I cross my arms around his neck and stay perched on his arms. His earthy, minty scent with a hint of morning dew wraps around me, so I have to fight not only the urge to bury my head in his chest, but also to not get lost in his eyes that the newly revealed moon is scattering into many colorful asteroids.We walk in silence, the night calm and still. A cool breeze drifts through the trees, carrying the faint chirping of birds in the distance. The moon shines above, soft and gentle, lighting the path ahead.I catch my breath every time his hand moves, no matter how slight. The faintest brush of his skin against mine sends shivers racing down my spine. And whenever his gaze drops to meet mine, I have to quickly look away, pretending I wasn’t just caugh
LIA POVI watch the world pass by in a blur as Nikolai drives down the road. The wind stings my cheeks, my lips are sore from biting them too hard to stop my tears, my eyes feel heavy, weighed down by bottled-up emotions I can’t seem to release. I feel… numb.It’s like I finally gave peace to the inner girl inside of me, the one bruised and battered by past years of torment from people I once called my friends.But standing up for myself doesn’t bring me at peace as I thought it would. If feels underwhelming, hollow, like a cold relief. I expected it to feel like freedom, like closure. Instead, it makes me question why it took me so long. Why did I let Sally stomp all over me for many years? Why did I endure those years of mistreatment, and took it with a smile even?I’d like to say I didn’t know any better, that I was oblivious to her passive-aggressive digs in high school. But that isn’t true.I knew, I just didn’t care.Sixteen-year-old me was overjoyed that a girl as beautiful as
NIKOLAI POV“Please, don’t act so moral and righteous. Didn’t you make the video in the first place?” He says, almost agitated. “And I destroyed when I realized how bad it was. But you somehow got a copy and kept it for how many years, eight years?”“Fine, make me the villain. As if we weren’t in on this in high school.”“That was then,” the male says. “Besides, it was harmless pranks then.”I slow my pace as Sally’s voice trickles through the wall of the room. “Constantly harassing her was just a prank. Spreading a nasty rumor about her because she wouldn’t send you nudes was a prank. Telling everyone you asked her out as a joke when I told you she planned on rejecting you was all a prank—”I barge into the room, fury boiling inside of me. their voices tune down as my eyes land on the culprit in question. I match across the room and crouch to pick Lia’s heels before making way to the culprit.He shifts back in his seat. I’m sure if there is an open space in the couch, he’ll crawl i
NIKOLAI POVThe moment I walk into the room, I sense something wrong. The air feels heavy, tense and suffocating. My eyes find Lia immediately. She’s seated, stiff as a statue, and her hands are gripping the armrests of her chair. Her face is pale, and her eyes are wide and fixed on something that fills them with horror.I follow her gaze to the TV screen, and it takes me a second to register what I’m seeing. It’s like humiliating parts of Lia’s life are cut together to play like a highlight reel. Currently, it’s on a moment where Lia is covered in muddy water.Sally’s laughter buzzes faintly in the background, but all I hear is the roaring in my ears. She glances at me with a sly smirk. “Oh, Nikolai is finally here to join the fun.”I don’t respond to her. My hands are already curling into fists by my sides and my jaw is tightening so hard it hurts. The humiliation on Lia’s face is etched so deeply it feels like a slap to my own.Before I can react by tearing the TV down, Lia jolts t