FAZER LOGINZeke
“Please, please, please can I take the red truck next summer?” my twin sister begged, yanking on the sleeve of my hoodie. I brushed her off with a light shove, ignoring her the way I always do. But because she’s my insufferable clone, she possesses the exact same stubbornness I do on the ice. She latched right back onto my arm. “Zee, please. Just say yes.” “No,” I said flatly, tossing a pair of folded sweatpants into my duffel bag. “Zeke! Are you being mean to your sister again?” my mom’s voice echoed sharply from the kitchen. “He is!” Zara yelled back instantly, sticking her tongue out at me. I shoved the rest of my clothes into the bag, quickening my pace. The faster I packed, the faster I could escape this house and get back to the hockey house. My ribs were still aching from last night’s game, a dull, throbbing reminder of the defenseman who checked me, and the giant, fluffy mascot who wiped away my rage in a dark alleyway. I've been trying so hard not to think about that alleyway encounter. “I can lend you mine, Zara. You don't have to bother Zeke,” a familiar voice smooth-talked from the doorway. Summer immediately let go of my arm and cozied up into her boyfriend’s chest. Within two seconds, they moved into a gross exchange of tongues and saliva that I absolutely did not want to witness. I forced my eyes away, focusing on a rogue sock. “You're not staying for lunch?” Kyler asked. He was looking at me over the top of Summer’s head. His tone was overly concerned, dripping with a strange, heavy warmth. “No. I have to be at the house before sunset,” I answered flatly, throwing the sock into the bag. “You should stay for lunch, Zeke. You always leave the second you get here,” my mom magically appeared in my doorway, wiping her hands on a flour-stained apron. Why the hell was my bedroom suddenly the designated family meeting spot? I huffed, turning around to face the crowd. My mom was guarding the exit, and Zara was practically glued to her boyfriend. Kyler’s massive frame completely swamped her. He was tall, easily 6'3, with broad shoulders that didn't make sense for a guy who wasn't on the hockey team. “I only have Kyler to keep me company and help me out around here since you're always….wherever it is you go,” Mom added, pointing a wooden spatula at me accusingly. “It's really no problem, Mrs. McKinney. I love being here,” Kyler told her, his voice shifting into a sweet, perfect-boy cadence. “Especially with Zara.” He leaned down, placing a soft kiss on my grinning sister's cheek. Of course. Kyler the perfect gentleman. He had my mom and my sister completely wrapped around his little finger. Don't get me wrong, I didn't hate the guy. He was nice to my sister. But there was just something behind that flawless, helpful alter-boy act that sent a cold shiver straight down my gym shorts. He averted his eyes from Zara, his gaze locking directly onto mine. Then, he gave me a bright, flashing smile. To anyone else, it was a friendly expression. To me? It looked fucking psychotic. Like a textbook serial killer smile. Okay, maybe I needed to chill on the true-crime documentaries, I had just finished a three-part series on Baker Sawyer, the legendary axe murderer, but Kyler’s eyes didn't match his mouth. They were intense. “Honey, are you even listening to me?” my mom scoffed, snapping me out of it. “What? Sorry.” I arched a brow. “She asked if you were bringing Zoey home next weekend,” Zara scowled, adjusting her grip on Kyler’s waist. “Um. Maybe. She kinda prefers to spend the weekends alone... with me. You know, because of how stressful college is,” I lied, scratching the back of my neck. Truth was, Zoey and I hadn't been clicking lately. Especially not after last night. Every time I closed my eyes, I didn't see my girlfriend's face. I saw a giant, creamy bear mask. Get a grip, Zeke. I turned around, zipping my duffel bag shut with a harsh snap. I threw the heavy strap over my good shoulder and gave them a look that clearly said I’m leaving now. Mom sighed, stepping into the room to peck my cheek. I secretly loved being away from the chaos of this house, but I’d miss her. “Call me every evening,” she ordered, pointing a finger at me as she began backward-stepping out of my room like a budget James Bond. “You know damn well I won't be doing that,” I shouted after her. “Whatever. I won't even miss you a tiny bit,” Zara chimed in, suddenly raising her phone and snapping a picture of me. “Sure. You claim you won't miss your twin, but you're building a massive, creepy archive of me,” I rolled my eyes. “For whatever fake documentary you're making.” “We basically attend the same college and live like five blocks away,” she shrugged, leaning her head back against Kyler's shoulder. I pointed two fingers at my eyes, then pointed them at her. “Easier to keep an eye on you.” “You don't have to worry about her when I'm around,” Kyler chimed in. “Yeah. Thanks,” I muttered. I didn't say it whole-heartedly. I felt this weird, primal urge to protect my sister from whatever hidden freak inside him was masking itself as a golden retriever. “Do you need a ride? I can drop you off at the hockey house,” Kyler offered, sliding his phone into his front pocket. I fought the urge to groan out loud. I forced a tight, fake smile onto my face. “No, thank you. I'll just call Kayden to come get me.” Zara snorted, looking down at her phone. “Good luck with that. Kayden is currently at an off-campus fraternity house. He literally just posted a video sniffing lines off a naked girl's chest.” Fucking Kayden. I was going to murder him. I stood there for a tense second, realizing I was trapped. I looked at my heavy bag, thought about my cracked ribs, and sighed. “Um. I guess I’ll be needing that ride after all.” Kyler’s eyes darkened with a sudden, sharp glint of satisfaction. “I’ve got you,” he said softly. He turned and exited the room first, his heavy, measured footsteps echoing down the hallway. I grabbed my bag, a sudden knot forming tight in my stomach. It was going to be a long, fucking terrifying ride to Ravenscroft College.ZEKE The ice smells like cold rubber and recycled air, that familiar rink scent that's been lodged in my sinuses for three years. Kyler carves a tight turn at the blue line, his edges biting clean, no wobble, no catch. His stride has lengthened since last week, longer pushes, deeper knee bend, the kind of mechanics that take most guys months to drill into their legs. Three days. He's been on skates for three days and he moves like he's been doing this since childhood.I shift on the aluminum bleacher seat, the cold metal biting through my gym shorts. My phone sits heavy in my jacket pocket, and I haven't pulled it out once this period. Haven't checked Instagram. Haven't scrolled to that DM from @BarnabyTheOfficialBear that I know is sitting there, unread, with a little red notification badge I can feel like a splinter under my skin.Kyler accelerates into a crossover drill, his hips dropping low, stick handling a puck through cones someone left out. His form is textbook. The guy is
ZEKEMy fist connects with the bear's jaw before I even register throwing the punch. The mascot head rocks sideways, a hollow plastic crack echoing off the shed wall, and Barnaby's bulk buckles. We go down together, his back hitting the grass first, my knees slamming into the damp ground on either side of him. My ribs scream. White-hot pain lances through my left side and I double forward, forehead pressing into the fake fur of his chest, breath coming in ragged gasps.The bear's paws come up. Not to hit me, to steady me. One cups the back of my neck, firm and warm through the padding. The other presses flat against my spine, holding me together while my body tries to shake itself apart."You done?" That voice. Deep, distorted through whatever speaker is built into the suit. Patient. Amused.I'm not done. I'm hard. My cock is straining against my jeans, pressed into the mascot's belly, and the shame of it burns worse than my ribs. I push myself up, arms trembling, and stare down into
ZEKE The bass from the speakers is a physical thing, a thumping pressure against my sternum that makes my bruised ribs ache in time with the beat. The house is packed, bodies writhing in the haze of cheap beer and sweat, but I’m miles away. My phone burns a hole in my pocket, the screen lighting up every few seconds with a notification I’m too terrified to check. It’s already 8:00 PM. The text just said Tonight, but my brain is filling in the rest, dragging me back to that rain-slicked alley and the feeling of fur against my skin.I am leaning against the kitchen counter, trying to look like I’m part of the scene, but my girlfriend doesn’t get the memo. She’s grinding against me, her ass pressing back against my groin in a rhythm that’s supposed to be sexy but just feels like friction. She’s wet with sweat and perfume, her hands roaming over my chest, but my dick is dead weight. I push her hips away gently, then harder when she doesn’t get it."Stop, I'm getting a drink," I mutter
ZEKE “You don't look so excited to see me on the team,” Kyler said, skating up to me. He was fully dressed in his gear and team clothes. None of it suited him. His dark hair and pale skin made him look like Dracula's offspring, not to mention the stupid, pleasant grin he kept flashing at everyone, even though the rest of the guys were ignoring him or muttering slurs under their breath about how he bought his way in. “I'm never happy about anything,” I answered honestly, circling him on the ice. I stopped a few feet away, leaning heavily on my stick. “So, you're supposed to be good?” “Yeah, I played for my old school for a while,” he said, playing carelessly with his hockey stick. “I wouldn't say I'm the best, but I'm pretty good.” “Well, your old school was different. Let's see what you've got now.” I dug my edges into the ice and got into position. The air inside the arena was sharp, smelling of cold brine and shaved rubber, but it did absolutely nothing to cool the heat
ZEKE “Do more laps, Kayden.” I didn’t wait for his excuse. I just dropped a heavy hand onto his shoulder, pressing his ass back down onto the locker room bench.Kayden groaned, shoving my hand away, but there was a smirk playing on his lips. “You're abusing your captain authority on your best friend, Zeke. That's seriously not cool.” He finally stood up, grabbing his helmet off the top rack and heading toward the ice to join the rest of the guys for morning warm-ups.“You party too much,” I barked after him, standing with my hands akimbo, watching the chaotic mess of thirty hockey players tying skates and taping sticks. The locker room smelled like stale sweat, wet leather, and cheap body spray. It usually comforted me. Today, it was just giving me a headache.“We have a party tonight at the hockey house,” Kayden called back over his shoulder, ignoring the lecture. He slid his blade covers off and stepped onto the ice. “You should come.”“This season is already tense,” I said, follo
ZEKE The words glow on the screen, mocking in the dim light of the Jeep’s cabin. Miss me already? A cold prickle starts at the base of my neck and works its way down, settling heavy in my gut. That text is a reminder of the alley, the rain slicking the pavement, the way the damp fur smelled like wet dog and expensive cologne. The way those dead glass eyes stared up at me while a hot mouth swallowed my cock. The driver’s door clicks open. Kyler slides back in, shaking off the rain like a golden retriever, a plastic pharmacy bag rustling in his hand. "Got the good stuff, Captain." He tosses the bag onto my lap, the bottles clattering together. "Zara would kill me if I let you stay bruised up." I shove the phone into my pocket, the screen pressing against my thigh, burning a hole through the denim. "Yeah. Thanks," I mutter, staring out the window. The rain streaks the glass, blurring the streetlights into jagged smears of neon. My ribs throb in time with the turn signal, a dull, a







