LOGINKamara’s POV
The drive was a quiet one as I watched the only place I’d ever known pass by. Every corner we turned reminded me of Mom, and saying goodbye was even harder because I wasn’t given the chance. It felt like she’d been ripped out of my world and replaced with silence, and silence was louder than any goodbye could’ve been. When the car pulled up, I stepped out, staring at the five-floor building in front of me. It looked completely ordinary, a quiet neighborhood, and average neighbors. Nothing like home. “Well, this should be fun,” I muttered. “Sophomore year across the country, away from everything I know… and in a shitty apartment.” Jace grabbed my backpack from the trunk and walked up the stairs without saying a word. We stopped on the third floor. He handed me the keys. I snatched them from his hand. “The new school’s just a few blocks away,” he said as I unlocked the door. Inside was a small but decent setup, a living room, a mini kitchen, and one door that probably led to the bedroom. Everything already set up. Small. But… cozy. Not that I’d admit that out loud. A lemon-scented candle was already lit on the counter, which surprised me. I figured one of my dad’s people had been here to prepare the space. That, or Jace had done it himself, which made the idea even weirder. It didn’t fit him. The man was all steel and silence, not warm smells and clean countertops. Jace dropped my bags inside. “Call me if you need anything.” He stepped out. But not two seconds later, I heard another set of keys jingling. I poked my head into the hallway and froze. Jace was unlocking the apartment right across from mine. “What the hell do you think you’re doing?” I asked. “Your father assigned me to this district. I am moving in.” My jaw nearly dropped as he pulled open the door. “No way!” I nearly choked on my own breath. “No way. You are not moving in here. As if bringing me here wasn’t enough, now he’s assigned you to bodyguard me?” He dropped a duffel on the floor. “Your father gave an order. I follow orders.” I stared at him, stunned. “Do you even think for yourself?” I already knew the answer. He never did—not where my father was concerned. He owed him everything… or so the story went. That’s what made him dangerous. And exactly why my father trusted him with me. All through the time I’d known him, he spoke very little. “Could you be any more inhumane?” I snapped. “Everything is already messed up, and the last thing I need is my father’s watchdog breathing down my neck.” “I’m only here to keep you safe and protect you, Miss Mann.” “I don’t need your protection!” “You don’t get to decide, Miss Mann.” He said again, ever-so casually it almost taunted me. Damn, he was so formal it made me look crazy. I’d never seen anyone so entitled and determined to protect someone who didn’t want him around. He started toward his door. “I’ll drop you off at the university tomorrow.” He disappeared into the apartment. — As promised, Jace dropped me off despite my protest souring my already shitty morning. I didn’t know what to expect. How was I supposed to act like everything was alright, when it indeed wasn’t? A new town, new people, and no more of my mom. I’d cried myself to sleep the previous night, praying that all of it would be a dream, but instead, I stood in front of NCU. Wearing an average t-shirt and skirt. My hair tied in its usual bun. I didn’t even care to renew it. I was too tired to even care about how I looked. Valerie had transferred as well but wouldn’t be around for another day. That fact alone added a bitchy attitude to my already long morning. I didn’t realize how much I’d leaned on her presence, even when we weren’t on the best of terms. A gust of wind lifted my curls right into my lip gloss. I rolled my eyes, tugging them away as I stared at the campus gates. Then in a blink of an eye— I wasn’t paying attention. Not to where I was going or at the stupid iced coffee in his hand. Nor the fact that he was definitely taller than me and definitely not watching where he was going either. We collided. Cold liquid soaked into my white tank top like karma had been waiting all morning for the perfect moment to strike. “Shit—sorry,” he said quickly. I stepped back, staring down at the brown stain dripping down my chest. “You’ve got to be kidding me,” I muttered. I looked up, ready to cuss, but stopped mid-sentence as I got a better look. Shit. Of course he’d be hot. Perfect jawline, blonde, a single earring in one ear, eyes that were hazel, and a jaw that tightened like he was holding back a smirk. “Let me get you a napkin,” he offered, already pulling one from his back pocket. The entire crowd around already had their eyes on us. Correction: on him. I snatched it from him. “I’m good.” He blinked at my tone, then his lips twitched. “You’re new here?” “Wow. What gave it away? The coffee on my shirt or the fact that I’m not eying you like everyone else?” He chuckled. Then I watched his eyes slowly move from my head to toe. “I’m also new. Well, two weeks in, if that’s still considered new.” He looked up, then extended his hand to me for a handshake. “I’m Brian.” I didn’t take it. “Kamara.” He let his hand fall to his side, unfazed by my lack of a handshake. “Nice to meet you anyway, Kamara. Sorry again about the coffee.” I gave a tight nod and dabbed at the mess on my shirt. Brian laughed again. “There’s a café across the quad, decent coffee, less tragic outcomes. If you want a fresh one.” “You want to get me a coffee?” I raised a brow. Again his eyes roamed my body head to toe, and I couldn’t help feeling a little uncomfortable. “Yeah. Seems like a good way to apologize for this mess.” Was this flirting? I wasn’t sure. It was casual enough to pass for kindness, but the look in his eyes and the way he looked at me lingered just a little longer than necessary said otherwise. “I’m good,” I said again, more calmly this time. “Thanks.” He nodded, flashing a too cheerful smile, one I didn't return. “See you around, Kamy.” Kamy?Brian’s POVThe door shut behind him..I stayed there for a second longer before I straightened..I wiped my mouth with the back of my hand and looked at the red staining my skin.I adjusted my jacket, rolling my shoulders back like nothing had happened. Like I wasn’t still tasting iron at the back of my throat.The warehouse parking lot was nearly empty now. The men were gone. The cars had cleared out.This place didn’t exist on any official map. It was one of my father’s old meeting spots. Abandoned.Except it never really was.I walked toward my car, keys spinning around my finger.Halfway there a sound from behind caught my attention. I stopped for a moment but didn’t turn.If someone wanted to follow me, they could try harder.I reached my car, opened the door but right before stepping in, I caught my reflection in the window.I looked beat up., split lips and bruised jaw.I wiped at the blood on my lip again.Another sound burst from behind me but before I could react, my body s
Brian’s POVI could taste blood.It coated my tongue every time I tried to breathe.I coughed, and it burned.The room smelled like sweat and old smoke. Concrete beneath my knees. My vision swam for a second before I forced it to focus.Two pairs of boots stood in front of me.And beyond them stood my father.A few feet away, hands clasped behind his back like this was nothing more than a business meeting. Like I wasn’t kneeling on the ground in front of him.“You had one job,” he said calmly.The calm was worse than shouting.“One job. And you couldn’t even do that right.”One of the men grabbed my arm and hauled me up roughly. My ribs screamed in protest. I barely kept my footing.My father stepped closer.His eyes scanned my face not with concern but assessment.“Are you even my son?” he asked flatly.I let out a weak laugh, tasting more blood.“I don’t even know if you’re my father,” I shot back hoarsely. “Because I’m pretty sure a father doesn’t do this to his own son.”The grip
Jace’s POV“Won’t you invite me in?” Oscar finally broke the silence that had been lingering for more than half a minute..I tore my gaze away from the man and locked straight onto Oscar’s gray eyes. “What the fuck are you doing here?” I demanded. “And how did you find this place?”His smirk softened but wasn’t gone. Just reshaped into something mockingly sympathetic, like a fake sad face.“That’s no way to address the man who just reunited you with your long-dead brother,” he said lightly. “C’mon. Invite us in, and I’ll tell you everything you want to know.”My jaw tightened with every second that passed.I glanced back at the man. He didn’t look excited. Didn’t look angry either. If anything, his eyes were dull—like this conversation was already exhausting him.“C’mon,” Oscar urged again. “Let us in.”I hesitated.Every instinct I had told me this was a bad idea. That once they crossed the threshold, whatever this was would stop being a doorstep problem and turn into something much
Kamara’s POVThe staycation ended the way all escapes did and I didn’t realize how much I needed it until I stepped into my apartment. Reality. It hit hard.A slow, unavoidable return to reality.Morning light filtered through my curtains as I finished buttoning my fit, a simple top matched with my top.My break was over. I took one last look around my room, suddenly aware of how temporary peace always was, then grabbed my bag. I was halfway to the door when the knock came.I paused.I swallowed ready to face Jace but the moment I saw the person there my face instantly flipped into a frown.“Valerie?”For a second, my brain refused to catch up. Her posture was stiff, shoulders squared like she was bracing herself. She wore a neutral expression that didn’t quite reach her eyes, and in her hands was a small box, neatly wrapped“Oh,” she said. “You’re… dressed already.”I didn’t respond.“I thought it wouldn’t be nice if I didn’t stop by,” she continued, shifting her weight. “I actual
Kamara’s POVIt was well past three in the afternoon and still no sign of him.Was he deliberately avoiding me… or was I reading into things the way I always did?I shoved the thought aside, focusing instead on the cup of ice cream in my hands, the once solid, now a sad, melted swirl I kept stirring without actually eating.With a sigh, I kicked off the bed and padded downstairs, bare feet carrying me through the quiet house. I pushed open the balcony doors and stepped outside, the warmth of the afternoon sun brushing my skin.From here, I had a perfect view of the deck.The deck where everything had shifted.My grip tightened slightly around the cup as my eyes traced the familiar space, the railing, the steps and the spot where I’d stood barefoot, daring myself not to think and failing miserably. Stop it.I leaned against the railing, letting the breeze tug at my hair as the ocean stretched endlessly ahead of me, calm and unbothered. The waves rolled in steady rhythms, completely in
Kamara pov.At first it started off like a blurry haze, but the moment his hands snaked their way around my waist in that solid, unyielding grip, I knew I’d crossed a line.One I wasn’t sure I wanted to stop.The first press of his mouth against mine was firm, like he’d already made a decision and I was just catching up to it. My breath hitched in surprise, heat blooming fast under my skin before I could think better of it.It was just a simple game of seeing how hard I could push him before he cracked. I was very much sober and aware of the consequences.I knew exactly where I was, the deck cool beneath my bare feet, the night air brushing my skin. I knew this was Jace—off-limits Jace—and yet, I kissed him back.He exhaled sharply through his nose, a low sound vibrating against my lips, and his grip tightened. His body shifted, caging me in without pinning me.Oh.So this was what he felt like when he stopped holding back.My hands came up on instinct, fingers curling into the front







