LOGINChapter Six
Soleil
My eyes were on Quillon as I chewed my first bite slowly. To be honest, I didn't expect him to come out of his tent, much less to bring me food. The way he shoved my hand off him and the firmness of his voice really threw me off.
And now, agreeing to accompany me as I eat, I'm not sure what his deal is.
He sat in front of me, looking away, and his posture screams that he wanted to get out of here.
His body was rigid, his spine straight like steel, and his jaw didn't relax from clenching.
And knowing he wanted to get out of here fast? Makes me want to eat slowly.
"Aren't you hungry?" I asked, squinting my eyes when his eyes fluttered before shutting and an exhale came out of his lips.
"No." He opened his eyes and looked at my food. "Why aren't you eating?"
"I am eating. I was just enjoying the food. Thank you for this, by the way."
His nostril flared, and his head hung low. I swear I heard a growl from him, but it's too low.
"You're welcome. Now stop talking and finish your meal." Then he looked up at the sky, pinching the bridge of his nose, his eyes still closed.
I took another bite and gawked at his Adam's apple as it bobbed up and down.
"Nah. I love talking while eating. It helps with my digestion."
Quillon let a long, trembling sigh and I smirk. I didn't know I'd enjoy getting under someone else's skin other than my father and Callix.
I almost choked when his eyes finally landed on mine, though.
"Fine. Talk. What do you want to talk about?"
I smiled. "About what happened earlier--"
"Anything but that."
I arched a brow. "Why? Because it turned you on?"
The words already came out of my mouth before I could stop it. It has been my thought since he walked away. I felt his manhood on me, hard as stone. I couldn't shake the thought that I made him feel aroused.
The way his eyes darkened while looking at me... Damn. My thighs clenched together, my core dampening so quickly, it shocked me.
I looked away.
"Keep eating," he growled. I took another bite of his command. "We're not talking about what happened. It was just a spur of the moment, it won't happen again."
Oh-kay. That's another way to tell how he regretted what we did.
"Fine."
"Eat."
"I am eating. My mouth's still full."
"That's why you shouldn't talk, keep chewing."
I chewed fast and gulped. "You know, I think this forest consists of magical entities," I said, changing the subject.
"Why'd you think that?"
"See that fire? It goes back to life when it's about to die down."
The smirk formed in his lips travelled to his eyes, showing a glimmer of amusement.
"Fire does that all the time."
I groaned. "I know. Duh. But look, there's no wood to feed the fire but it's still in flames."
His eyes went to the fire. I watched as he tightly shut his eyes.
"Shit." He mouthed without sound.
"See? I told you."
He looked at me with a frown now. I was grinning and I don't know how to describe it, but he still looked amused.
Thank you, magical creatures! Finally, this man looked far from bored of his life.
As quickly as his face gave emotion, it dies down as fast.
My eyes travelled on his arm. I noticed the veins from it almost popping. He was probably clenching his fist so badly. Does he hate being with me that much or was it because he showed a bit of emotion?
Can't tell.
"What are your plans?" He asked that tore my eyes off his arm.
"About what?"
"You said you ran away from something. How long will you stay here?"
Oh. Well, I really don't have an answer to that.
"I haven't thought about that yet." I chuckled.
"You're not thinking of staying here." He said it like he ordered me not to even think about it.
"Of course not," I scoffed. "Maybe I'll stay for one or two."
"Days?"
"Weeks. You can't wait to get rid of me, huh?" I chewed another bite.
His jaw clenched but he didn't answer.
The moment I swallowed the last bit of the sweet potato, Quillon was already on his feet. Ready to leave.
"Wait, your plate!" I called when he turned and stepped away.
"Just leave it there." And he was gone in sight, and inside his tent.
I pouted. My mind wandered if he would also let me crash his tent for the night but I didn't push my birthday luck that far.
**
The following day, Quillon avoided me like the plague. And it didn't stop there; it continued until a week passed by.
I'm baffled by how he managed to avoid me since we're living close to each other. We had brief interactions, but I always found him running away from me.
Just like today...
I went out of my tent and stretched my arms out, smiling at the sun.
Quillon's presence was suddenly there, I feel him. So I opened my eyes and found his eyes looking at me.
Not on my face, though, but on my stomach. My flesh from under my bust, to my navel, was showing from how my shirt bunched.
The smile on my face was replaced by a flutter of nerves. The way his eyes darkened has its effect on me.
Quickly, I pulled my shirt down.
"Good morning!" I greeted, grinning.
He grunts. Grunt. And walked away. I don't know why he acts that way. I thought we'd be on good terms after last night. Guess I was wrong. I didn't see him the entire day.
The next day, our interactions were even more confusing.
I found him on his way to the river and I purposely walked beside him, matching his pace.
He immediately slowed down.
I slowed, too.
He sped up.
I sped up.
Then, he let out a barely audible sigh and stepped off the path entirely. As if he gave me room to pass, even though there was plenty of space.
My jaw dropped. I can't believe this guy!
I quickened my pace and stopped in front of him, making his step halt as he hissed.
"Why are you acting like that?"
His jaw clenched. "Like what?"
I huffed. "I know you don't want me here, but you can stop dodging me like I'm poison."
His eyes didn't stop glaring at me, and his jaw kept tightening.
"It's better this way," he mumbled before walking back to the forest.
Better? Why would this be better? I'm far from feeling better about how he was acting. If anything, it was all awkward.
Chapter ThirtySoleilI did the one thing to do when someone misunderstood someone--which is me, at the moment.Quillon thought I pitied him, a miscalculation of my actions on his part.I felt guilty. I still do.And there's one thing I could think of right now.To lie and get on his flow.Once back at the cabin, I opened the door with a bang."You're right," I said even though I hadn't seen him. I can feel his presence inside, though.My eyes landed on the far corner of the bed where he sat on the mattress with his long leg straight, and his back leaning on the headboard.Quillon didn't look stunned by my sudden outburst, and I held his gaze with mine."I shouldn't have felt bad for whatever you experienced; that won't help you, and it's wrong. I realized you're frequently reminded of what happened when I act out of pity, and I apologize for everything I did. Rest assured that I'll stop whatever possesses me to do your bidding. It won't happen again."He raised a brow after I rambled
Chapter TwentyNineSoleilI ran fast as soon as I got out of the cabin, away from Quillon.Not because he ordered me to. What he said was right, though. I've been following his commands and requests, and even tending to whatever I think he needed.But pity?Hell no, I don't pity him.If it's about what he went through, I am proud of what he did, of how he survived and how dedicated he was to save his parents.The reason I acted that way towards him was because of my fucking guilt.I fucking feel guilty.Damn it.I'm aware I'm not my father; I didn't do whatever he did nor an accomplice in his evil deeds.But I feel the weight of his sins as if my own. And I can't stop it.There's no helping it, alright? I couldn't stop myself from trying to make it up for Quillon because I feel guilty that I share the same blood with the man who took everything from him that led him to what his life is now.But hearing him say the words he said earlier woke me up from the stupid phase my head chose to
Chapter TwentyEightQuillonShe was acting different.The weird kind.After what happened, I came back to the cabin before the sun had risen, and she was asleep.That's not the weird thing I noticed about her.In three days since the night I walked out on her, she changed. Again, the weird kind of change.She was quiet.Not the giving me the cold shoulder type, but quiet like not arguing with anything. That's not her usual. Ever since we met, she made argument between us as her favorite hobby.Not these days. She always agree with my words. She was acting nice. Too nice than her usual feisty self.I didn't know I liked that version of hersince it annoys me, but now that side of her was gone... I missed being annoyed.Soleil acting weird made me think of a theory of why.Pity.She pitied me after hearing about my story.She pitied me enough to offer me a hug when we slept last night, saying I might have needed some charging as her reason.And yes, I see through her cover.Her usual sel
Chapter TwentySevenSoleil"I don't know where to start," He paused, sighing deeply like he needed the air so much right now. "Or how."I pursed my lips as I watched him collect himself. He looked bothered, unruly, and lost. And I know--I can feel it--I know his mind goes back to everything that happened.He doesn't know how to give me answers without reliving the memories he had.I should feel remorse towards him. I wanted to tell him that it's okay, that he doesn't need to tell me.But I can't.I wanted this. I want to know.But I also understand him."Maybe just narrow it down to the things I think I deserve to know about."He chuckled without humor. "There's no narrowing down this thing, princess." He looked at me, a smug smirk plastered on his face.The blank pit I saw in his eyes brought me shivers.Cold. He looked at me with those cold eyes, the browns almost got waved off by a shade darker.I looked away before my tail got tucked deep between my ass cheeks. Damn. Quillon looks
Chapter TwentySixSoleilI woke up and was welcomed with a blinding darkness. There are no open lights, and the sunrays coming from the window when I slept weren't there anymore. What time is it?After eating breakfast, it only took two yawns and I was out. My body ached like crazy from the long run, and my mind was almost melting.It took me a minute before I noticed that there was a heavy thing on my stomach, and another minute for me to realize that the weight was an arm of a man.I groaned.Of course, Quillon would sleep beside me. He was as exhausted as I was, and he needed his fill--doesn't matter if I was dead asleep, it seems.Ugh. That was irritating. Why did I sign up for this?I was sleeping on my side and he was almost spooning me in this position.I couldn't stop admiring how good his warmth feels lingering on my back. There was comfort, satisfaction, and I liked it. Even though I'd hate to admit it, I really enjoyed waking up like this with him every time. Sometimes I ha
Chapter Twenty FiveQuillonAfter showing Soleil where my usual cabin is, I didn't bother giving her a tour inside and left her shouting curses at me outside the cabin door.She was mad, alright, and I get why she felt that way. I also knew I needed to do what I did, hiding some facts from her, scaring her... That latter wasn't necessary, but well, it was entertaining.The angry yelling and dagger-like glare weren't close to entertainment, and I had the need to get out of her way, so I did.Don't get me started with the cabin I've been using ever since I can remember, and being in that same studio-type cabin with my mate. Gun to my head.I headed straight to Dylan's library because I knew he'd be there waiting for a report. He knew I never came for unannounced visits, unless it's an emergency."Any survivor?" Dylan asked, raising a brow as I sat on a couch facing him."And let them report back to Zeron? Come on. I'd never let a soul slip, you knew me better than that."He hmm-ed and s







