Chapter 8

Chapter Eight

Quillon

I endured the mate bond's pull for a week. A week! Her presence stole my attention; her scent lingers even if I kept my distance. And her voice... Damn, I'm so fucking doomed.

It was tolerable for the first few days, but our bond kept torturing me, clawing out of my control.

My wolf started to get restless. The effect of resisting the mate bond makes my wolf weak.

It has come to the point that my senses were failing. I kept going out to hunt, but I ended up destroying my prey and leaving its corpse behind in pieces.

At first, working myself out worked, but eventually it ceased to be of help.

There were times when I couldn't sense any presence or hear anything.

Just like right now.

Waking up, I knew my senses were fucked up. My vision is blurry, and I couldn't fucking hear or smell anything. My mind was imprisoned in a Haze, and all I could think of was Soleil.

How she smiles, how she walks, how her lips move as she talks, her lavender and pine tree scent, the curve of her body... The thought swirled in my head like a loop.

In my current state, I wouldn't notice if someone would sneak my back and initiate an attack. Which could end in a disaster.

This is bad. This is fucking bad.

I pulled myself off the bed and stood, only to stagger on my feet from the Haze of the mate bond.

Fuck.

My cock is so damn hard, it might explode inside my pants.

Leaning a hand on the post in the middle of my tent, I tried to focus and regain control.

But there was no luck.

My head is swirling with everything Soleil and it only helped my cock to harden even more.

I groaned. There's no time. I need to relieve myself before Soleil wakes up, or else I'll jump on her the moment I lay my eyes on hers.

Pulling the strings on my pants with unnecessary force, it loosened around my hips, and I took my cock out.

I gripped the base hard and it throbbed in my palm. Fuuck!

I have never been this turned on in my life!

The image of Soleil's naked breasts popped into my head when I closed my eyes. My lips parted as I imagined my thick rod squeezed in between those massive tits. I couldn't help but thrust in my hand, envisioning the heat of her full mounds.

I groaned. Soleil's plump lips wrapped around my shaft were enough to send me on edge.

My hand furiously moved, stroking my cock from base to tip as lewd thoughts about Soleil kept playing in my head.

When my imagination went to how tight Soleil's pussy was, it was the last straw.

My balls tightened as I felt my orgasm approaching, and I couldn't stop my groans and quiet grunts.

My hand moved faster, gripped harder, and a muffled groan vibrated through me as I came hard.

I threw my head back, slowly stroking myself out of the high of my climax and when I breathed out, I moaned her name.

"Soleil." Ah, fuck. That felt so fucking good.

A gasp made my shoulder tense, and I found Soleil's widening eyes shifting their gaze from my face to my cock.

Fuck! I didn't sense her! I was so consumed with pleasure that everything around me slipped out of my grasp.

Before I could speak a word or hide my--hardening again--manhood, Soleil turned fast and ran away.

I cursed loudly, tucking my dick back into my pants, and went after her.

**

"Soleil, stop!" I groaned when she didn't even slow down. My legs felt weak, and even though I relieved myself, my strength didn't even reach its full potential. "Soleil!"

"Don't follow me!"

"Just stop! Fuck!" I almost fell on the ground as I tripped. "Why are you even running?!"

That made her halt her step.

My spine straightened when Soleil turned and our eyes met.

"Yeah, why am I running, right? You're the one stroking your cock with your hand and saying my name as you cum!"

"It's not--"

"Don't even try and tell me I was wrong. I know what I saw and heard, Quillon."

My lips shut tight. I don't know what to say. I didn't even know why I went after her.

Maybe I was worried, maybe I was afraid that she would think differently.

But damn, she's right. I did. I did masturbate with the thought of her and she would never understand why.

I concealed her from the bond; she wouldn't understand what I feel.

"You pushed me away, ignored me, and kept your distance. Always. So why did you do that?"

I have no words to answer her question. My reason might break the bond concealment I made. If she knows we're mates, and if that happens... There's no way this thing between us wouldn't spiral into more distractions.

I have a goal. I should focus on my goal alone. But Soleil coming into my life makes it hard to focus.

"You look so guilty about what you did, so tell me why." She crossed her arms in front of her chest. I held back a groan, trying not to look at her squished tits. "Eyes up here, you perv."

Shit, I didn't realize I was already gawking at her breasts.

I groaned loudly this time. She called me a fucking perv!

"I'm--"

Soleil tensed, as if she sensed something. I was confused for a second until I focused my hearing.

Someone's coming.

I heightened my senses--it was hard to do with Soleil near, but I managed. Call it a survival instinct, but I relaxed when I identified the familiar presence.

"Kill!" A woman's voice called in a sing-song tone.

It was Katerina. My friend Shade's sister. And she's freaking annoying.

"Kill? Is that your nickname? Do you know them?" Soleil asked, her stance didn't relax from its guarded tension.

"Yeah," I confirmed for her to ease.

A running stomp was heard before I felt Kat jump on me, hugging her arms around me from the back.

"We're here!" She said in a cheery voice and planted a kiss on my cheek. She always does that.

"I heard, Kat."

She snorted a laugh.

I looked at Soleil and how she eyed Kat and then squinted her eyes at me.

'She's angry again!' my wolf informed me like I didn't already know it.

'You should be used to it. She hates me.'

'It's your fault, you deserve it. I don’t.' my wolf growled.

I didn't argue. I know my wolf is right, and it was a bad call to jerk off with Soleil around. I made a mental note not to make the same mistake, so I won't get caught.

Of course, I'll do it again. I wouldn't be able to control my piling sexual frustration.

"I'll fish for something to eat!" Kat grinned. She turned around, running to the river and yelled, "Shade's waiting at your spot!"

I sighed nd shut my eyes tight. What a wrong timing.

Shade and Kat always spent some time with me whenever they could. I can't believe they picked this time of the month for that.

"So that's your reason." Soleil's words made me open my eyes and frown. What did she say?

I studied her expression. Her lips were formed in a tight, flat line, her eyes narrowed as she looked straight at me.

She's even madder than before. What the fuck?

She stomped her feet once and started walking away. Once her back was turned to me, she spoke.

"Have fun with your girl. I hope she find out that you moaned my name and come off it." Then she was gone.

My jaw dropped.

She said what?

Oh, fuck. She thought I was in a relationship with Katerina!