LOGINMaren
Mating.
The word kept turning in my head.
Reva had only whispered it yesterday, but it stuck. I kept my hands busy with the morning chores, scrubbing the big cooking pots until my fingers ached. My face stayed still, like always. But inside, everything was churning. But I just kept scrubbing.
Just after midday, a guard came to the kitchen. "Maren. Alpha Aldric wants you in his study."
My stomach dropped. I tried not to show it. It wasn't a hard room to get to, but I'd been inside it maybe ten times my whole life. Each time, it meant something big and usually bad.
My father didn't call me for pleasantries.
I walked down the long hall, my steps quiet on the stone floor. The oak door was heavy. I pushed it open.
Father was standing by the tall window, his back to me. He always did that. It was like he didn't even need to look at you to make sure you knew he was in charge. He hadn't even turned when I came in. I knew what he thought of me. He’d made it clear my whole life, not with shouts or blows, but by acting like I was a problem he had to put up with. Like I was a mistake. My mother, Sera, had given him a daughter, and he’d never forgiven her, or me, for it.
"You're here," he said, his voice flat. He didn't turn.
"Yes, Father." I kept my voice just as flat. No sense in showing feeling. He wouldn’t care.
"An arrangement has been made," he said. He looked at the outside world, not me. "You are to be mated to Caius of Ironblood Pack."
My breath caught. Caius Ironblood. The name was like thunder, even whispered. Everyone knew it.
"He is the most powerful Alpha in the territory," Father continued. Still looking out the window, like he was talking to himself. "The arrangement has been made. You will conduct yourself accordingly."
Four sentences. That was it. No asking. No explaining. Like he was telling me about a new fence post or a herd of cattle being sold. That’s how he always treated me. Like I was just another thing to manage.
"When?" I asked. My voice didn't shake. I was good at keeping it still.
He finally turned then. His eyes swept over me, cold and quick.
"Twelve days," he said.
He didn't wait for me to say anything else. He just nodded toward the door, a quick, sharp tilt of his head. Dismissed.
I found my mother in the washroom. She was standing over a basin, wringing out linens that didn't need wringing. They were already dry, folded neatly beside her. I knew then. Before she even looked at me, I knew she already knew.
"Mama?" I said.
She turned slowly. Her eyes were red, but she wasn't crying. Not yet. She never cried in front of me unless she couldn't help it. She just had this way of looking at me, like I was the most important thing in the world, even when no one else saw it. That was her, my mother. She loved me. Fiercely, quietly, always. That love was the only soft thing in my hard life.
"Maren," she whispered. She dropped the linen, her hands falling to her sides.
We just stood there for a moment. The air felt heavy.
"He told me," I finally said.
She nodded. Her gaze was on the floor. "I’m sorry, my heart."
"Did you know for long?"
"A few days. Aldric… he said it was for the good of the pack. To secure our borders." She tried to make it sound reasonable.
"He just said Caius Ironblood. And twelve days."
Mama walked over to me, her hand reaching out to touch my arm. It felt warm, a comfort I rarely got. "Caius is powerful, Maren. Everyone knows that. His territory is huge. You would have standing there. More than you could ever have here."
She started to build a story, a good one, where this was a chance. I watched her, watched her try to make this awful thing into something bright. It hurt, physically, to see her try so hard to shield me.
"Mama," I said, my voice low. "You can tell me what you're actually afraid of."
A long quiet hung between us. It felt like forever. She pulled her hand back, then she picked up a crumpled linen again, but she didn’t wring it. She just held it.
"That he's a man like your father," she said, her voice barely a whisper, "but with more power."
The truth. It hung in the air, cold and sharp. My father, who had never hit me, but whose indifference was a colder kind of pain. Who made me feel like I didn’t exist. To think of another man like that, but with even more control, made fear prickle my skin. But also, a tiny, awful flicker. A hope. A chance to be somewhere else.
That night, Reva snuck into my small room. She moved like a shadow, quick and quiet. She sat on the edge of my sleeping mat, her eyes wide.
"I found out things," she whispered. Reva was always like that... just the facts, and also what she thought about those facts, all bundled up and delivered fast.
"Tell me," I said.
"Caius Ironblood. He took control of their pack when he was only twenty-three. His father was killed in some big border fight. And get this... he doubled their territory in two years. Doubled it! No Alpha in the whole region has ever tried to challenge him twice. If they do, they don't try a third time."
I listened, my mind working. Fast. Strong. Dangerous.
"He's not known for being cruel," Reva continued, her voice lower now. "But he's not known for being gentle either. People just say... he's known for one thing: he always gets exactly what he wants."
I was quiet for a bit, thinking about it all. Strong. Gets what he wants. What did he want?
"Does anyone know what he wants with Ashveil?" I asked. My voice sounded small even to my own ears.
Reva shook her head. "No one seems to know. It’s strange. We’re not the biggest pack. Not the richest." She said she didn't know, but her eyes, in the dim light, said something else. They said she had a guess, a bad one.
After Reva left, I lay on my sleeping mat. The ceiling was just dark. I stared at it, letting the words roll around in my head. Caius Ironblood. Twelve days. My mother's fear. My father's cold dismissal.
And then, just for a moment, in the dark where no one could see me, I allowed it. That terrible, specific hope. The thought that maybe, just maybe, this awful thing. This being sold. This handing over. This might be the thing that takes me out of here. It might be the only way. And for the first time in my life, I wanted something. I wanted out.
MarenI am still walking, but I don’t know why. My feet are heavy, and my lungs feel like they are full of smoke from the fire.I stopped by a big oak tree. My legs didn’t want to be legs anymore. They just wanted to be part of the dirt. I leaned my back against the rough bark and waited for my heart to stop being so loud. It was the only thing making any noise in the forest.“You should have kept running,” a voice said.I didn't jump. I didn't have enough energy left to be scared. I looked to my left and saw him. Caius. He was standing near a pile of rocks, looking at me like I was a problem. He didn't look messy. He didn't have blood on his face. He just looked like Caius.“You planned all of it,” I said. My voice sounded small. It sounded like a dry leaf breaking.“It was always going to happen, Maren,” he said. He took a step toward me. He stopped a few feet away. He didn't look mean. He just looked flat.“Why?” I asked. “We didn't do anything to you. I didn't do anything to you.”
MarenTwenty feet.That was all the space left between us and the gap in the north fence. I could see the jagged wire. Beyond it, the trees were dark and thick, promising a place where we could finally disappear.“Almost there,” I whispered, pulling on my mother’s hand. “Just a few more steps, Mom. Don’t look back. Just look at the fence.”“I’m trying, Maren,” she panted. Her breath was coming out short. “I’m trying.”We were so close. I could almost feel the cold air of the forest on my face. Then, three shadows stepped out from behind the equipment shed. They didn’t run. They didn’t shout. They just moved into our path, blocking the way to the gap. They were Caius’s warriors. I knew them by the grey marks on their leather jackets and the way they held themselves.“Where are you going, little birds?” the one in the middle asked. He was huge, with a scar that ran from his ear to his chin.“Out,” I said. I stepped in front of my mother. I felt small, but I didn’t move. “We’re leaving.”
MarenI can’t see anything but orange light and the shapes of people running.“Sera! Mom!” I scream. My throat feels like I swallowed a stone.“Maren! Stay close to me!” Sera’s voice is right there, then it isn’t. A crowd of men from the pack... men who never looked at me for twenty-two years... shove past us.They aren’t fighting. They’re just trying to live.“I’ve got you! I’ve got you!” I yell back, reaching out. My fingers graze the wool of her cloth, but then a beam from the roof of the tool shed crashes down. It’s a wall of fire between us.“Go to the trees, Maren! Run!” she screams from the other side.“No! I’m not leaving you!”I try to jump through, but the heat is too big. I look around, crying, trying to find a way around the flames. The houses are burning in a weird way. They didn’t just catch fire. Someone set them so the fire makes a circle. It’s pushing everyone into the middle of the grounds. My father, Alpha Aldric, used to say I was a failure. I wonder if he’s happy
MarenThe silence didn’t just feel quiet. It felt like my heart had stopped beating and everyone in the room could hear the lack of sound. I stood very still in the middle of the Great Hall, my hands shaking inside the sleeves of a dress that was too expensive for a girl like me. Caius was still looking at my father."I will not take her," Caius said.His voice wasn’t loud, but it carried to every corner of the room."What did you say?" my father asked. His face went from a proud, fake smile to something white and tight."I said no," Caius repeated. He finally looked at me, but his eyes didn't see a person. They saw an object that didn't work right. "I do not accept the bond. I do not accept the girl.""We had an agreement!" Aldric barked. He stepped forward, his hands bunching into fists. "We spent months on this treaty. You traveled for three days to get here. You don't just walk into my hall and insult the Ashveil pack like this!"Caius tilted his head. He looked bored. "I am not i
MarenMy stomach felt like a knot. A really tight one, pulled like a rope until it hurt. I tried to breathe slow, like Mom always told me. In, out. You are strong. You are loved.But Mom wasn’t here. She was just a feeling in my chest now, a silver thread around my heart that only I could see. And Aldric, my father, was at the front of the hall, standing next to the old Elder.He looked like always, like a stone. He never looked at me like I was a person. He looked through me, or past me, like I was just a ghost who got in the way.He always did, ever since I was born a girl. A girl wasn't what he wanted. A girl was a problem.The ceremony hall was too big, too loud with all the whispers. Both packs were here, Ashveil on one side, IronBlood on the other. They were lined up against the cool stone walls, all watching me. I was standing in the middle, right where the ceremony said I had to be.My hands were at my sides. They felt cold. This was my moment, supposed to be. The moment when
MarenMy hands shook just a little. Not enough to mess up the stitch, but enough that I felt it. This was the last night here.Mama sat across from me, her head bent low over the white fabric. It was the dress for tomorrow. The ceremony dress. She’d been working on it for three days, quiet-like, not telling me anything, but I knew. Everyone knew. Now, she was fixing the hem, her fingers quick, putting in tiny stitches that no one would even see.“You know, Maren,” Mama said, her voice low. She didn't look up. “When you were a baby, you were the prettiest thing I ever saw.”I just kept sewing the silver thread. Small, shiny loops, just underneath the hem. We talked like this a lot. Not really talking, but saying things that hung in the air, things too heavy to say out loud when my father, Aldric, might be listening.“Your hands,” Mama went on, her own fingers still moving, steady. “You have your grandmother’s hands. Big, but gentle.”My grandmother. Mama’s mother. I never met her. Aldr







