LOGINMy whole body tenses. “Stay away from her.”
“How old is she?” I don’t answer. “How old, Emily?” “Six.” I watch him do the math. Six years. Six years since that Christmas morning. Six years since he destroyed me, and I left with his child growing inside me. His face goes pale. His hands clench into fists at his sides. “You were pregnant.” It’s not a question. “When you came to the pack house that morning, you were already pregnant.” “Yes.” “And you didn’t tell me.” “You called me nothing.” The rage is pouring out now, hot and uncontrollable. “You married someone else. You made it very clear you wanted nothing to do with me. So why the hell would I tell you?” “Because she’s my daughter!” His voice rises for the first time, his devastation r leaking through. “She’s MY daughter!” I step forward, matching his intensity. “I’m the one who’s been there every single day for six years. I’m the one who held her when she was sick. I’m the one who taught her to walk and read and tie her shoes. You don’t get to show up now and claim her.” “I would have been there if I’d known!” “You should have believed me! With or without a baby, you should have trusted me!” We’re facing off now, both of us breathing hard. The air between us crackles with mate bond and fury and six years of pain. “Mama?” Mia’s small voice cuts through the tension. “Mama, you’re scaring me.” I immediately drop to my knees beside her. “I’m sorry, baby. I’m sorry.” “Why is that man yelling?” “He’s not… we’re just…” I don’t know how to explain this. “I’m your father.” Nick’s voice is quiet now, controlled. He’s dropped into a crouch too, putting himself at Mia’s level without getting too close. “My name is Nick.” Mia looks at me for confirmation. I nod, unable to speak. “You have my eyes,” she says to Nick, and her voice is awed. Something breaks across his face. “Yeah, sweetheart. I guess I do.” “Emily!” Alexander’s voice comes from the entrance. He’s pushing through the doors, clearly having been looking for us. “What’s going on? Are you alright?” He sees Nick and his entire posture changes. He’s at my side immediately, his hand on my shoulder. Instantly Protective. “Who’s this?” Alexander asks, but his tone says he already knows. “Nicholas Blackwood.” Nick stands slowly, and suddenly he’s all Alpha. The casual, devastated father from a moment ago is gone. Now he’s sizing up competition. “And you are?” Nick’s entire demeanor shifts and I watch it happen, the way his shoulders go back, the way his jaw sets, the way his eyes go cold and assessing when he looks at Alexander’s hand on my shoulder. Possessive. He’s being possessive. The mate bond flares hot and insistent, responding to his Alpha energy but I force myself to stay still. To remember what he did. To remember that wanting him is what destroyed me the first time. “Alexander Hunt.” Alexander doesn’t back down. “Emily’s partner.” “Partner.” Nick’s voice is flat. “Is there a problem here?” Alexander’s hand tightens on my shoulder. “That depends.” Nick’s eyes haven’t left Alexander. “Are you the one who’s been helping her hide my daughter from me?” “I’m the one who’s been there for Emily when she needed someone. Which is more than you can say.” “Alexander, don’t.” I stand up, still holding Mia’s hand. “This isn’t the time or place.” “You’re right.” Nick’s voice is cold now. “We should discuss this somewhere private. The three of us. Tomorrow.” “There’s nothing to discuss.” I start to turn away again. “I’m her father.” Nick steps into my path, not threatening but unmovable. “That’s not something you can just ignore. We need to figure out custody arrangements and visitation—” “Custody?” The word comes out like a whip. “You think I’m going to just hand her over to you?” “That’s not what I said.” “That’s exactly what you meant.” I’m in his face now, fury overwhelming everything else. “You want to take her from me.” “I want to be part of her life!” “You don’t get to just decide that! You don’t get to show up after six years and demand—” “I have rights!” “You have nothing!” I’m screaming now, and I don’t care who hears. “You lost any rights you had when you called me nothing! When you chose Jessica! When you—” “Mama, I don’t feel good.” Mia’s voice is small and scared. Everything stops. I drop to my knees immediately. “What’s wrong, baby?” “My chest hurts.” No. Not here. Not now. “Does it hurt to breathe?” My hands are shaking as I check her over. She nods, and I can see it now. The wheeze. Her shaky hands. The way she’s holding herself too carefully. “We need to go.” I start to pick her up, but she’s getting too heavy, and my hands won’t stop shaking. “Let me.” Nick reaches for her. “Don’t touch her!” “Emily, your hands are shaking. Let me help.” Before I can argue, Mia starts coughing. That wet, rattling cough that means everything is wrong. She coughs again, and blood appears on her lips. “MIA!” Nick doesn’t ask permission this time. He scoops her up as her eyes roll back and her small body starts seizing. “Where’s your car?” His voice is pure Alpha command now. “The valet has it, but—” “We don’t have time.” He’s already moving. “Get your keys. Now.” I fumble for the valet ticket. Alexander is already running ahead, shouting for them to bring the car immediately. Mia is seizing violently in Nick’s arms, and there’s blood coming from her nose now too. My car appears, and Alexander is holding the back door open. Nick slides into the backseat with Mia, laying her across his lap. “Drive,” he orders. “I’m driving my own car,” I say, but my voice is shaking. “Emily—” Alexander starts. “I’m fine.” starting the engine, Alexander jumps into the driver’s side. I go to the back with Nick for Mia Nick has his phone out. “This is Alpha Blackwood. I need an ambulance to meet us at Westside General Hospital. Pediatric patient, six years old, actively seizing with hemoptysis. We’re five minutes out.” I’m in the backseat with Mia and Nick, close enough that our thighs are almost touching. The mate bond is screaming at the proximity, at having him this close after six years. My skin feels too tight. Every breath brings his scent, and it’s doing things to me that I absolutely cannot deal with right now. I press myself against the car door, trying to create distance. Trying to think about anything except the way his hands are gentle on Mia’s seizing body. The way his voice stays calm and controlled even though I can see the fear in his eyes. He’s good in a crisis. He always was. I hate that I remember that. We’re flying through the streets, and Alexander is running red lights because nothing matters except getting Mia to the hospital. “How long has she been sick?” Nick’s voice is controlled, but I can hear the fear underneath. “Three months.” “Three months and you didn’t tell me.” “I didn’t want your help.” “She’s dying, and you didn’t want my help?” “Stop it,” Alexander cuts in. “Both of you. This isn’t helping.” He’s right. I force myself to focus on the journey. The hospital appears, and Alex screeches into the emergency bay. Doctors and nurses are already waiting with a gurney. Nick is out of the car before it fully stops, laying Mia on the gurney. “Six-year-old female, seizure with hemoptysis. Started approximately eight minutes ago.” The medical team takes over and starts rushing her inside. I try to follow, but someone stops me. “Ma’am, please let the doctors work. We’ll update you as soon as we can.” I’m in a hallway. Alexander is beside me. Nick is on the other side of the hall, his expensive tuxedo stained with Mia’s blood. We stand there in silence for a long moment. “Tell me about her sickness,” Nick finally says. His voice is calm, but there’s something dangerous underneath. “Tell me everything.” “Her wolf genetics are attacking her human side.” The words come out mechanical. I’ve said them so many times. “It’s progressive. Fatal without intervention.” “What kind of intervention?” “An Alpha bond.” He goes very still. “From her biological father.” “Biological father is optimal, yes.” “Then I’ll do it.” No hesitation. “Right now. Whatever she needs.” “No.” “Emily—” “I said no.” I meet his eyes. “Alexander is going to bond with her.” Nick’s jaw clenches so hard I hear his teeth grind. “Alexander’s bond won’t be as strong. You know biological—” “Will work well enough.” “You’re gambling with her life because you’re angry at me.” “I’m protecting her from you.” “From me?” His voice is deadly quiet now. “I’m her father.” “You’re the man who destroyed her mother. That’s what you are.” “And what happens when Alexander’s bond isn’t strong enough?” Nick takes a step toward me. “What happens when she dies because you were too proud to accept my help?” “Don’t you dare put that on me.” “I’m putting reality on you.” He’s in front of me now, and his presence is overwhelming. “She needs me. Whether you want to admit it or not, she needs her biological father’s bond. And you know it.” Dr. Harrison appears before I can respond. “She’s stable for now,” she says, and I almost collapse with relief. “But her condition is critical. She needs an Alpha blood bond within forty-eight hours, and I strongly recommend the biological father for the highest success rate.”EMILYChristmas morning, a year later, my kitchen is so loud that I can barely hear the coffee machine.Derek is arguing with Marcus about whether cinnamon belongs in pancake batter. Sage is on the floor with Mia, building something out of wrapping paper and tape that she swears is a castle. Cole sits at the table reading the paper and pretending he isn’t watching her. Celeste has taken over the good armchair and is knitting a scarf so long that it trails across the rug.There’s a vase of purple flowers on the windowsill. Somebody brought roses once, back in the spring, and Mia told them very politely that roses are lazy.Mason stands on his chair beside the stove, directing.“Two blueberries,” he says. “Two, Dad. That one only has one.”“It’s winking,” Nick says.“Pancakes don’t wink.”“This one does.”Mason sighs as if he’s been working with amateurs his whole life.He isn’t wearing his jacket. It’s hanging on the back of his chair, unbuttoned. He took it off an hour ago to open his
EMILY“Emily Hale,” Nick says from my kitchen floor, “I’ve loved you since you were eighteen and covered in snow. I lost you because I was stupid, and I found you because our daughter looked at me across a ballroom. You forgot me, and you chose me anyway. I don’t deserve that. I’m going to spend the rest of my life trying to.”My hands are over my mouth.“Will you marry me?”I lower my hands. I look at the pancake on the floor beside his knee.“You ruined a perfectly good pancake,” I say.Mason makes a strangled sound.“I’ll make another,” Nick says.“It had a smile. Mason worked very hard on that smile.”“It was crooked,” Mason says.“Emily,” Nick says.“Yes,” I say. “Obviously. Yes. Get up off my floor.”He gets up so fast that he nearly slips on the pancake, and then he has me, arms around my waist and my feet off the ground, and I’m laughing into his neck and my side hurts and I don’t care at all. Derek is whooping. Sage is crying. Marcus has blueberries in his mouth and is clappi
EMILYMason counts everyone twice.He stands in the middle of my living room with his jacket buttoned to his chin and his finger held out, and he points at each of us in turn, lips moving. Me. Nick. Derek on the couch with his cane. Marcus beside him with a bowl of chips. Sage in a yellow cardigan, cross-legged on the rug. Cole by the window with his arm in a fresh sling. Mia, hanging off my leg.“Eight,” he says.Then he starts over from the beginning.“Eight,” he says again, and his shoulders drop, and he walks straight into Nick’s stomach and stays there.Nick puts a hand on the back of his head. With his other hand, Mason reaches up, finds Nick’s wrist, and presses two fingers against it.“Seventy-two?” Nick asks.Mason counts. It takes a while.“Ninety,” he says. “That’s too fast. You need to sit down.”“I’ll sit down,” Nick says, and his voice is thick.Mia hasn’t let go of me since we walked through the door. She has one arm around my leg and the stopwatch in her other hand, an
EMILYThe first thing that comes back is the snow.I’m eighteen, and it’s Christmas Eve, and the snow is falling so thickly on the road to the cabin that I can barely see the trees. Nick is holding my hand inside his coat pocket. His fingers are warm and mine are frozen, and he keeps rubbing his thumb over my knuckles to warm them.“You’re going to lose a finger,” he says.“Then you’ll have to love me with nine.”“I’d love you with none.”I laugh, and my breath comes out white, and he looks at me as if I’m the only thing in the whole forest.It doesn’t hit me all at once. That’s the strange part. At the park, when I touched the pendant, everything came crashing in at the same time and it was only the worst of it, the floor and the voice and the crawling, and it nearly drowned me. This is different. This comes slowly, one piece after another, in order, as if someone is handing me photographs and waiting for me to look at each one before passing me the next.The cabin door sticks in the
NICK“Eighty seconds.”I run.Emily is in my arms with her head against my chest, and every step I take jolts her side. She bites down on her lip so she won’t cry out, and I can feel her trying not to shake. Theo runs ahead of us with the radio, shouting into it.“Sage, talk to me! Where are you?”“The first junction!” Her voice comes through in pieces. “The big door, the one that came down! There’s smoke on our side, Theo, there’s so much smoke!”“Seventy seconds.”The corridor is full of running wolves. Edward’s men are pouring out of the hidden doors and racing for the exits, and none of them look at us. Somewhere below us, something goes boom, and the floor jumps under my feet.We turn the corner and the blast door is right there, a solid wall of steel from floor to ceiling.I set Emily down against the wall. She sways and grabs my arm. Her skin is hot under my fingers, much hotter than it should be, and her eyes are still gold, flickering in the red light.“You’re burning up,” I
EMILYMy mother’s car went into the river.I remember the phone ringing and my father dropping it, and the sound it made against the kitchen tiles. I remember a closed coffin and white lilies, and a woman from church who kept squeezing my hand. I remember everyone telling me it was an accident, a patch of oil on the road and a stroke of bad luck.I remember my father, after, standing at the kitchen window for hours and hours, not saying anything to anyone. I remember the house going quiet, and staying quiet, and never getting loud again.This man sat and watched.He sat in his car across the road and watched my mother die, and then he went home and poured himself a drink, and six years ago he stood in a hall full of people and watched me crawl.The wolf inside me doesn’t understand words. But she understands me. She feels what that sentence does to my chest, and she lets go.The shift back is worse than the shift out.It tears through me all at once, with no warning. My bones pull in
Nick and I stare at each other across the hallway. “We’ll use Alexander’s bond,” I say before Nick can speak. Dr. Harrison’s expression shifts to concern. “Ms. Winters, I need to be very clear about the risks—” “I understand the risks. Alexander will bond with her.” “Emily—” Nick starts.
The doctor's offices smells like antiseptic and false hope. I'm sitting in one of those uncomfortable plastic chairs, holding Mia's hand while Dr. Chen reviews her test results. Again. Like looking at them one more time will change what they say. Mia is six years old. She has my dark curls an
I wake up to sunlight burning through my eyelids. My head is pounding like someone’s taking a hammer to the inside of my skull, and my mouth tastes like something crawled inside and died. My body feels heavy and wrong, like it doesn’t belong to me anymore. When I force my eyes open, everythin
“I reject you as my mate.” Nick’s voice echoes through Silver Moon pack house, and when his grey eyes find mine, there’s nothing in them. Not anger, not hurt. Just empty, like I never meant anything to him. Like we weren’t planning to run away together just hours ago. I’m on my knees in the c







