RAELYNN
"Congratulations on your wedding anniversary, Lynn," Judy, my childhood best friend, said, beaming at me.
I forced out a smile, scanning the venue of the party. I was supposed to be having the time of my life tonight. However, all of this was just a pathetic cover-up.
"By the way, where is your husband? He's nowhere in sight," Judy said, and I shrugged.
"He's an Alpha, you know? He's probably going around meeting the guests," I said, and she snickered.
"There you are. I've been looking for you," a familiar voice said from behind us, and I stiffened. Plastering a false smile on my face, I turned around to face him.
Rai Vidal.
He was the Alpha of Black Claw Pack, the strongest werewolf pack in both southern and northern America. He was my fated mate.
And he was also the man to whom I was bound in a contractual marriage.
Flashing me a grin that was definitely not genuine, he held out a hand towards me. Without a word, I placed my hand in his and let him steer me to his side. He glanced at Judy, who was staring at him with wide eyes. It wasn't surprising. My husband was a stunner.
"Hello there, Judy. You look lovely in that dress," he stated, and turned away from her, taking me with him.
"You haven't broken any of the rules already, have you?" Rai asked when we'd moved far enough from Judy. To others, we would appear like a loving couple holding onto each other, whispering sweet nothings.
"Not that I know of," I responded through gritted teeth.
"My parents want to see you. Don't break out of character, do you understand that?" He said and I nodded.
"Let's go."
Rai led me across the hall, and soon, I caught sight of his parents. Rai's father beamed at me and waved.
"Here comes my favourite daughter-in-law," he said and I lowered my head in greeting. He held out his arms to embrace me and pulled away after a few seconds.
"How have you been?" he asked.
"I've been doing perfectly well," I responded, and he nodded.
"It's been a year already, Raelynn. Why haven't you given us a grandson yet?" My mother-in-law teased.
It took me a lot of effort to avoid scoffing. There was no way I could get pregnant if my husband just wouldn't touch me.
"Rai!"
We all turned at the sound of a pitchy feminine voice. I clenched my fists at the sight of the owner of the voice.
Nadia Thorne.
My husband's first love.
Watching her beam at us made my stomach churn.
"Nadia! Look at you! You look beautiful! How was your trip to Berlin?" Rai's mother said, and Nadia embraced her.
"It was amazing. I came because I didn't want to miss the event. It's Rai's first wedding anniversary after all," she stated, tucking strands of her black hair behind an ear.
She turned to look at Rai, her gaze turning seductive. I felt sick to my stomach.
"Did you miss me, Rai? Gosh, it feels like it's been ages since I last saw you," she continued, moving towards my husband.
"It's been a while. Berlin seems to have treated you nicely," Rai said, giving her a smile.
A smile he wasn't faking.
Was it wrong for me to feel pained?
"Look at your hair. It looks longer than before. It suits you better," Nadia continued, reaching up to touch the strands of his hair curled around the collar of his shirt.
The urge to slap her hand away grew until I couldn't take it anymore.
"Excuse me, I need to go to the restroom," I said, turning to plant a kiss on Rai's cheek. I didn't wait to see what expressions they all had on their faces, but I hoped Nadia got my message.
With fast strides, I headed far away from them. I was tempted to glance at them one more time. However, a server stepped right into my line of vision.
"A glass of champagne?" She said and I nodded, accepting the drink she held out to me.
Stressed, I chugged down the champagne while I made my way out of the hall and headed straight to my hotel room. There, I sat down on the bed and tried not to get worked up.
A few minutes later, I heard the door open, and I looked up at the sound of heavy footsteps. My brows creased up when my gaze rested on Rai's amber gaze. He slammed the door shut.
I rose to my feet, rushing to his side to steady him when he swayed.
He brought a hand to the side of my face, leaning closer to me.
"R-Rai... what are you doing?" I stuttered, and he cupped my face, his unfocused gaze resting on my lips.
"Y...you..." He growled, wrapping an arm around my waist. His eyes flashed a bright silver, an indicator that he was barely in control.
My heart thundered against my rib cage like a war drum, his pleasant scent saturating my senses.
"Rai, please snap out of--"
I'd barely completed my statement when he kissed me deeply, his hands gliding up my thigh.
With me in his arms, he moved forward until the back of my knees hit the edge of the bed.
Rai did not relent, he moved closer until I was lying on the bed, gazing up at him as he hovered above me.
When he kissed me again, a tear slid down the side of my face. He would never touch me like this if he was sober. I knew I would regret this if I didn't stop him.
"Rai, please..."
He silenced me with another kiss, and I closed my eyes, my chaotic feelings growing more turbulent.
In a few minutes, he had taken off my clothes, leaving me in a vulnerable state.
He kissed his way down to my belly button, and I brought a hand to his locks, burying my fingers into them.
And then, the pleasure came in waves.
When he buried himself into me, I came undone beneath him over and over again. Then he collapsed atop my body, almost crushing me with his weight.
A lump lodged itself in my throat as I brought a trembling hand to the back of his head and stroked the silky strands of his hair.
...
I awoke the next morning, feeling sore. There was a note on the bed that said, "Come to the house once you wake up."
I recognized the handwriting to be Rai's. The memory of the previous night's events smacked me, and panic set in.
So I hurried home.
When I arrived at the house, I found my belongings packed outside the house. Terrified, I ran into Rai's study and found him with Nadia.
"There you are," Rai spat, his tone dripping with venom.
"I can explain. Last night --"
He cut me off.
"You planned the whole thing, didn't you? You made sure my drink was spiked. You were desperate. I didn't know you were that shameless," he stated, and I shook my head, tears filling my eyes.
"Don't say that, Rai. She's still your wife," Nadia said.
I'd never felt so humiliated.
"It's a misunderstanding. I swear, I didn't plan anything. I wouldn't do such a thing," I said, and Rai slammed a hand on my desk.
"There is evidence of your misconduct. You disgust me. Get out of my house. You broke the contract rules. All of this is over," he spat, and I went weak in the knees.
"Rai, please don't do this," I pleaded, and he stormed past me with Nadia by his side. I followed after him, desperate. He didn't know this, but I'd always loved him. I still do.
"You don't have to go that far, Rai. You can just give her a mild punishment," Nadia said, and Rai halted in his tracks. He turned to look at me, his eyes still blazing with fury.
"I, Rai Vidal..." He began, and I shook my head, terror paralyzing me.
He wouldn't....
He wouldn't break me like that...
"I, Rai Vidal, reject you, Raelynn Hills, as my mate," he continued, and I sank to my knees, letting out a cry of pain. My heart felt like it was about to crumble. I could feel the bond between us stretching thin until it snapped.
Rai turned away from me, and I reached out for him, black spots swarming my vision.
"Rai, please," I breathed, and he ignored me as he walked away with Nadia, who glanced at me and flashed me a mocking smile.
I stared at my belongings, which Rai had thrown aside, and silently picked myself up from the ground. My whole body ached viciously. It was a side effect of the rejection.
Knowing that I had nowhere else to go but my father's house, I carried my belongings and flagged down a taxi that took me to my childhood home.
I got there a few hours later. Dragging in a shaky breath, I knocked on the door, and it opened. My eyes widened when I saw my dad standing there.
"What are you doing here?" He demanded, and I stiffened.
"Dad..."
"You are no daughter of mine, you are no longer welcome here," he spat, his eyes clouded with fury.
"Dad!" I cried out, tears filling my eyes.
RAELYNN A year ago, I discovered that Rai Vidal, the man I'd had a crush on for the longest time, was my fated mate. My father had been overjoyed because being mated to Alpha Rai would mean that I was to become Luna of one of the strongest packs. However, what he didn't know was that Rai didn't want me. He was in love with Nadia who was not ready to settle down for marriage. Since he didn't want to taint his reputation, he made me sign a contract with him in secret. I was to become his contract wife until Nadia became his wife. It was stupid. Even so, for the sake of my father, for the sake of the feelings I had towards him, I agreed to it. A part of me had believed that I would succeed in winning Rai's heart. Yet there I was, standing in front of my childhood home. I'd just been stabbed in the back by both my father and my husband."You don't mean that--" I started to say, tears blurring my vision. Before I could say anything else, my father slapped me across the face. It s
FIVE YEARS LATER,RAELYNN "Doctor Lynn, your phone has been ringing since you entered the surgical room," Rose, my assistant, said to me as soon as I stepped into my office."An unknown number?" I asked, and she nodded. "It's quite strange. This person has called you twenty-six times already. Maybe an ex?" I chuckled, accepting the phone she held out to me. I had a feeling that the caller was no other person than my father. It was just about time. After the incident, five years ago, I faked my death and stayed in the region dominated by Lycans, with the man who had rescued me from what could have been my death. Only recently did I pull some strings to get my father to know that I was still alive. While in my grip, my phone rang out. The call was from an unknown number. "You can go now. Thank you, Rose," I said to my assistant, and she nodded before walking out of my office. Sinking into my seat, I picked up the call and brought the phone to my ear. "Raelynn, it's me. Yo
RAELYNN "Is everything going fine over there?" Klaus asked. I could sense his concern through the phone. Despite the fact that he was the Lycan king, we were like family."He wants me to go on a blind date, except...it doesn't seem like a mere blind date. According to him, I'm supposed to meet my date at a party," I said, and Klaus frowned at me, his green eyes clouding up with distrust."That does sound off. What are you going to do?" He said."I made up my mind already," I told him, and he raised a brow."And that is?""I'll attend the party. I need to know what is really going on," I said to him, and he sighed."Please be careful. I do not like this. But, I'll let you do what you want. You're a grown woman after all," He stated, and I grinned at him."Thanks, Klaus. What about my little princesses? How are they doing?" I asked, and he chuckled."They were both asleep an hour ago. They both just barged into my room. It's as though they could sense---""Is that mummy on the ph
RAIFew minutes ago, "Did you hear?" My younger sister asked, her voice tinged with excitement. It was quite rare for her to call me out of the blue. She knew I wasn't one to listen to gossip, either. It made me wonder why she was really doing this. "Izzy, can we talk later? I have a business to attend to," I said, unable to hide my growing irritation."Just hear me out. You remember Raelynn, don't you?" She said, and I swear, my heart stopped beating for a moment. I'd heard of her death a few years before. Hearing my sister say her name worsened my already sour mood. "I'm hanging up-""She's alive!"I froze, every cell in my body freezing over. "What?" I breathed. "She's not dead. She returned to her family home not too long ago. Isn't that great?" She said.I swallowed hard, relief sinking into me. Only now do I realize that I'd felt responsible for her death, even though I had nothing to do with it. "I know that you miss her. I saw you that night, gazing at her photo,"
RAELYNN I was fuming as I drove to my childhood home. Everything that had happened earlier kept replaying itself in my head like a nightmare stuck on repeat. Although I'd expected foul play of some kind, the party had been more terrible than I'd imagined. What's worse is that Rai had shown up.He was the last person I'd expected to see, and yet, my heart had gone out of control the moment I'd seen him. All that pain and grief I'd chosen to bury had swelled to the surface.Tightening my grip on the steering wheel, I took a deep breath and willed myself to be calm.Even so, I couldn't shake off my emotions. I could still remember the way he'd looked at me. He didn't seem to have changed much. His hair was a little longer than usual, and there was a different sharpness in his stare.On arriving at the house, I stormed into my room to pack up my things.I heard the door creak open, but refused to pay attention to whoever had just walked in."Rae, what's wrong? Won't you st
RAI I stared at the several messages I hadn't bothered to read until now. Raelynn had sent a ton of them five years ago. She must have been desperate. I was curious. How had she managed to stay hidden for all these years and why did she have to fake her death? Heaving a sigh, I closed my eyes and leaned back on my study. Right then, there was a knock on the door. "Come in," I said, opening my eyes. Austin, my Beta strode in with a grim expression on his face. "Did you find anything?" I asked and he heaved a sigh. "Honestly, not much. Raelynn has lived like a ghost for the past five years," he said and I frowned as I mulled over his words."There has to be someone behind her. Someone who is capable of wiping her records," I said. "I'll keep looking," Austin affirmed and I sighed, rubbing my temples. "I understand that you're curious but she's no longer your wife, you know that, don't you?" He continued and I gave him a blank stare. "I'm aware of that. You don't have to tel
RAELYNN Bumping into him along the hallway had set my nerves on fire. Rai had dared to ask me why I was at a hotel. We were nothing to each other now. Nonetheless, my blood kept heating up each time we encountered each other. Even now, while he was still out of it, he still possessed the ability to piss me off. I hated the fact that I felt concern for him while he sat on the floor looking dazed."I found you on the floor. You were not breathing. I had to perform a CPR on you," I said, trying not to cringe at the memory of my lips touching his."What?" His eyes widened."It looks like you have a fever too," I pointed out and he blinked, failing when he attempted to stand up. I sighed, annoyance bubbling inside of me. Why wouldn't he sit still?He winced and I bit my lower lip, noticing the way sweat dripped down the sides of his face.I held out a hand to touch his forehead, my frown deepening. He was burning up. "I know. I had no choice either. Since when did it begin?" I
RAELYNN Rai heaved an exasperated sigh and sank into his chair. He stared at me for a moment, his face emotionless. "Fine. We have a deal," he said and I held out a hand for a handshake. His gaze lingered on my outstretched hand before he accepted my handshake. When our gazes met again, my breath hitched in my throat. Rai had the kind of gaze that never ceased to make me uncomfortable. He'd always had such beautiful amber eyes which used to light up whenever he smiled. But, at the moment, those eyes were cold and empty. I had never seen him look so soulless. It seemed to me that he'd changed as much as I had. Refusing to have him notice my discomfort, I pulled away from him and returned to my seat. "How long has it been?" He asked, leaning back on his seat. "I've been a healer for three years," I told him and he merely blinked. "You don't even have a normal wolf," he spat and I narrowed my eyes at him, offended. It was true that I didn't have a wolf of my own. Nonethel
RAELYNN I stared at Rai's immobile form, clenching my jaw. His right and left arm were wrapped in bandage and his face was as pale as sheets. Jared heaved a sigh, his gaze resting on Rai. "Do you really think he did that to himself?" He asked and I clenched my jaw, willing the tears to go away. My eyes were sore from all the crying I'd done earlier. "What do you think? Clearly, he did it to himself," I replied and he muttered a string of curses."I should have stopped him. I knew he was struggling. I just didn't think it was this bad," Jared stated and I shook my head."I didn't see this coming either. I thought I'd convinced him not to hurt himself. I was stupid," I said, running my fingers through my hair."What do we do now? It's been nearly six hours. He's yet to regain consciousness," Jared's brows were knitted into a frown as he spoke. The words had barely left his lips when Rai let out a groan, a frown settling in between his brows. I rushed to his side, bringing a hand
RAELYNN "Go ahead and reject me," he droned and I halted, my heart racing in my chest. A lump formed in my throat as I struggled to maintain my composure. Slowly, I turned around and dragged in a sharp breath. "Is that really what you want?" I asked and he clenched his jaw, his eyes going blank. "Do it."We stared at each other, our gazes unwavering. The tension in the air had tripled. Despite my attempts to appear cold and unforgiving, I was hurting inside. For the life of me, I knew I couldn't bring myself to reject him. No matter how hard he pushed me, I knew I couldn't give up on him. "You can't do it?" He said and I clenched my fists, annoyed. The mockery in his tone was unmissable. "I'll get you the help you need," I said and turned away from him. "Why?" He asked, following after me as I left the room. My feet came to a halt, angry tears filling my eyes. I could still smell the fresh blood leaving his body. I hated the fact that he was letting himself bleed like th
RAELYNN I was returning from the grocery store when I noticed the car parked right in front of my house. Frowning, I fished for the pepper spray in my coat. The moment my fingers curled around the container, the door of the car was pushed open and Hunter stepped out. He held up his hands and flashed me a smile."How do you know where I live?" I asked and he beamed at me."I did a little research," he replied and I scoffed at him."What are you doing here? I thought I made it clear that I'm not interested in you" I said and he winced."Although I'm hurt about that, I perfectly understand why. I'm just here to check up on you," he said and I rolled my eyes in annoyance."Now's not a good time, Hunter. Besides, I don't see why you should be concerned about me," I said, attempting to walk past him. "You look tired, Dr. Lynn. Your dark circles are massive and you've lost weight. You haven't been sleeping much, have you?" He pointed out and my feet came to a halt.I hated that he
RAI The weight of the spell threatened to crush my sanity, bringing along with it, a maddening depression. Three days had passed since Raelynn discovered the cuts on my arm, she was constantly on edge. Every few minutes, she would check up on me to make sure I wasn't harming myself. Staring at my reflection in the mirror, I ran my fingers through my hair. It was in dire need of a haircut but I couldn't bring myself to go out in public. "Rai? Are you alright? You've been in there for almost an hour," I heard Raelynn say as she knocked on the door of the bathroom. "I'll be out soon," I replied as I eyed the sharp edge of the mirror. Raelynn had hidden all of the blades and at this point, I was tempted to break the mirror. The memory of the pain I'd inflicted on myself was rather vivid in my mind. I deserved this pain. All along, I'd prided myself to be untouchable. But, there was a glaring truth I'd refused to see all along. I was weak. I was stupid. It had taken years for Nadi
RAELYNN "Judy? Is everything okay?" I said, and she sniffled. I exchanged bewildered glances with Rai, who looked visibly worried, a crease forming in between his brows."Did something happen?" I asked, my insides twisting into a painful knot. I could feel my pounding heart in my chest. It made me hyperaware of the situation."Judy, please talk to me," I said, and she broke down into a sob. My eyes widened, and my breathing quickened. Fear sank into me, and I shot to my feet."What is it?" I asked cautiously."Everything is okay now. It scared the life out of me. I thought...Rae... I thought...""Breathe, Judy. You're rambling. Please tell me what's going on," I pleaded, my voice quivering.Rai had risen to his feet. He was standing by my side with one hand on my shoulder, silently assuring me that he was right there by my side."I had a bad dream. In the dream, someone kidnapped the twins," she said, and I stiffened, nausea sweeping through me.I didn't like where she was goi
RAELYNN My phone buzzed from its position on the nightstand and I reached out to pick it up. I'd just received from Hunter whom I'd coincidentally run into, a couple of hours before. The text said:'Have you resolved your issues with Rai?'I groaned in annoyance, squeezing my eyes shut. I didn't have to tell him about my fall out with Rai, he'd been able to tell at a glance. And, I hated that. Although I'd refused to tell him what had really happened, he'd concluded that I'd had a big fight with Rai. I stared at the text for a while, contemplating my next line of action. Right before I could actually get down to typing a reply, I heard Rai call out for me. I closed my eyes, releasing a sigh. I couldn't tell if it was merely the effect of our bond, I itched to go to him. I was still upset. I still couldn't wrap my head around the actual reason behind the divorce. Rai had hurt me deeply. Even so, he was a changed person now. He was clearly tormented by his own guilt. Decidin
RAI A few Years Ago, "Marry me," I said to Nadia and she blinked at me, her face devoid of emotions. Then she burst into laughter."Really?" She asked, tracing irregular shapes across my chest. I watched her carefully, wondering what she thought of my proposal. It was clear at this point, I couldn't live without her. I needed to make her my Luna."We both love each other. Besides, my father wants me to take over his position. I need a Luna," I told her and she arched a brow."Are you certain that you really want me to be your wife?" She asked. I brought a hand to the side of her face and she leaned into my touch. "Don't you know how I feel?" I asked and she heaved a sigh, pulling away from me."I don't feel complete yet," she stated and I frowned, confused."What do you mean?""There's someone who stole something from me. I want you to mess with her for me. It's the only way I can live with you happily," she replied, her gaze meeting mine."Nadia...""I know it soun
RAELYNN ".... Rae? Wake up."With a gasp, I jolted awake at the sound of Rai's gentle voice. He blinked at me, fixing a questioning stare at me. Disoriented, I looked around. I was back in bed with him and there was no sign of Nadia anywhere. "Were you having a nightmare?" Rai asking, cocking a brow. "A nightmare? When did I get back here? I went downstairs and...""Do you not remember what happened? We went to bed and fell asleep. I think you woke up in the middle of the night to attend to my fever. Then you slept off again," he told me. My eyes widened."I did? I was so sure it was real..."He brushed my hair away from my face, and brought the back of his hand to my forehead. "You don't have a fever. What did you see?" He asked."Nadia. She was standing by the window. She kept laughing at me. She stank so bad...""It was just a nightmare. Don't let it get to you," he said, getting out of bed."Where are you going?" I asked and he paused to glance at me."Did you forget?
RAELYNN "What the hell?" Rai breathed, his eyes widening. I forced out a smile, desperately trying not to flip out. Today was supposed to be one of the happiest day of my life. "Calm down. Let's relax and figure out what's really going on..."My voice trailed off when he suddenly winced, squeezing his eyes shut as he brought a hand to his forehead. Worried, I placed a hand on his shoulder to assure him that I was right by his side. When he opened his eyes again, his eyes had returned to their usual colour. A sigh of relief escaped my lips and I embraced him, resting my head on his chest. I could feel the wild racing of his chest. It made me feel nervous. "Did you...hear that?" He suddenly said, and I stiffened, looking up at him with wide eyes. "No, I didn't hear anything. What did you hear?" I asked and he frowned."Someone called my name," he stated and I shook my head."Ignore it. You should get some rest. You really look pale," I told him. He didn't resist me when I to