Chapter 9End Of The BeginningClarissa Carlin’s reply resounded in my ears and for the first time, the possibility that the she-wolf might have lied came to my mind. Without waiting for his side of the story, I had stormed off, not giving him the benefit of doubt. He wore a wry smile, unaware of the turmoil raging within me. “So, you don’t have a mate?” I wanted to be reassured before deciding on the next step to take. “I don’t. Whoever told you I have a mate clearly wanted to throw you off-balance—” “And they almost succeeded, almost,” I repeated, a bit to myself. Admitting I was wrong was not my best suit. Besides, Carlin might be lying too to cover up his crime and I would be none the wiser. I peered into his eyes for the truth and found steady golden orbs, never flicking, at rapt attention. I became uneasy all of a sudden. “We need to talk and I can’t have this conversation with you carrying me. I won’t run,” I added when he lifted a suspicious brow. Running would solve not
Chapter 10Confirmed Fears Clarissa His eyes were dark with hate and the she-wolf in his grasp was limp, probably using up her last breath. The male who had introduced himself as Greg earlier was unable to help in any way and he stood a few distances away, watching. “Carlin, please put her down. Let her go. Trust me, you do not want to kill her. We can talk about this without being violent.” He seemed to be listening, his ears perked at the sound of my voice. After a minimal moment, he chucked Delilah aside and came to me. Delilah scrambled away from reach, Greg running to her to make sure she was okay. Carlin’s body was slick with sweat and slowly, the darkness drifted away from me. Lance was gone and Carlin was in charge again. “I am so sorry about everything, Clarissa. Delilah. . . has some misguided notions and ambitions towards me. However, I want to make it known here and now that there is nothing between Delilah and me, not even friends anymore.” Massaging her bruised ne
Chapter 11 • An Unknown EmotionCarlin “Blood? What are you talking about, Healer?” I paced the room, aware of the panicked look on Clarissa’s face. We had just met and were getting to know each other. This was too much to comprehend. It was true that something odd was between us but bloodshed was the last thing I wanted. “It is, as I said child. A story has been retold in your generation and it involves the both of you. A love story, not allowed to be by two star crossed lovers. I have dreaded this day.” Adele raised her eyes to the ceiling, seeing far more than my eyes could. Clarissa beckoned on me silently and I returned to my place beside her. Without thinking about it, my fingers went behind her neck, kneading the stress away and occasionally combing her hair lightly with my fingers. “Healer… can you tell us this story? I have been having some nightmares and Carlin some daydreams, both of a similar nature.” “Why didn’t you let me know?” Adele accused me, pointing a wrinkl
Chapter 12 • Bitter Memory Carlin Coming to, my head felt like it had been bashed with a blunt object. It ached a lot as I struggled to keep my eyes open but seeing the worry on Clarissa’s face, I did not want to cause her any more grief. She was weeping over me and rubbing her hands all over my body. Kaira stood near the door, equally bewildered. Clarissa followed the direction of my eyes and dismissed the relieved handmaid. “Carlin, my love, I… I saw you… in that ugly cell. What does it all mean?” Like I had any answers myself. She watched me in expectation and I massaged the back of my sore neck. It was a flashback that had pulled into the darkness. That kiss of hers had triggered a very bitter memory from my past life. “I don’t have all the answers, Clarissa but I was in a flashback. The man you saw behind the cell was Lance and not me. I was merely trapped in his body and… and while I heard your voice, I could not move an inch.” Clarissa nibbled on her full lower lip th
Chapter 13 • Childhood Friends Clarissa I had to give it to her: Delilah had some guts. You would think that after I had stopped Carlin from strangling her to death, she would take the hint to stay away from me. Instead, she stood in my makeshift room, offering friendship. “You don’t have to say yes right now,” she added, “I can wait if you want to think about it.” I lifted the tray off my lap, finished with my meal and replaced it on the table. “There is nothing for me to think about, Delilah. You don’t like me and you don’t want me here, especially close to Carlin. However, I am not going anywhere, at least not anytime soon so you better get used to seeing my face. Now, you should leave before Carlin gets here.” “Too late,” Carlin corrected, entering the room with an air of superiority. His father was still alive but I could see the kind of Alpha he would become. His enemies would shudder at the mere sound of his name. He blocked the entrance, trapping Delilah between us.
Chapter 14 • Unspoken Plea Clarissa For the second day in a row, I had gone to bed with Carlin and woken up without him. I was feeling more energized than when I fell asleep and my headache was a thing of the past. Somehow, I had even woken up before Kaira did but had poked her awake to get my bath ready. My wolf was on alert now, no longer dulled by the effects of sickness. Whatever Adele had mixed up in that little bottle had been unpleasant to my taste buds but had done its job perfectly. After my bath, I made myself ready for Carlin’s arrival, knowing we would have to leave for the healer’s hut soon. “Won’t you have something to eat, Mistress? Your father has not seen you in days and he is worried.” In my anxiety, I had forgotten the need to eat and keep up my strength. It was true that I had not seen Father in days, a rather strange occurrence. Back in Black Paw, we ate breakfast together almost everyday and a day did not go by without me sharing a few words with him. Cur
Chapter 15 • Dreaded brother Carlin Of all the people I never wanted to see at this moment. Threshold was one of them. His weasely smile, as always pissed me off. "What are you doing in my room, Threshold" I asked, my voice was filled with the same rage I had displayed with Delilah. Clarissa looked at me with concern, her vulnerable lips quivering into a question. If only she knew. "Since when have I need a reason to see my big brother." His silky voice replied. He got up from my bed and walked towards us. I instinctually held Clarissa closer. Threshold had a habit of taking things that weren't his. Just like how he walked around my room as if it were his. "Release me."Clarissa ordered and I quickly obliged her. Maybe I was beginning more of her pet. "You may refer to me as Clarissa. Now tell me what are you doing here?" Her voice demanded. And for the first time in the many years I had known my little brother, he hesitated for a moment in front of a female. "My lady. You'll h
Chapter 16 • Revelations Carlin The trees seemed to get thicker as we kept walking I led the way holding Clarissa hands in my tight grip, night was fast approaching and the sounds of frogs and crickets seemed to get even more louder. "What do you think it means," I asked myself, Clarissa looked at me confused. I stopped and waved my hand in a circle. "A story being retold. Our story." I looked at her deeply searching for an answer to this riddle. Her hand squeezed tight against mine. "That's what we're here to find out. To know who Lance and Amaya really are." Her confidence lifted my spirits, I decided right there and then, she would be my Luna and nothing would get in the way of that, not even my brother. Fireflies floated around us, their light illuminating our face, she smiled at them, her rosey lips opened so slightly, so seductive, I wanted a taste. I traced a finger across her lips, feeling her warm breath on it made me aroused that I feared I would take her in this fores