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REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET
REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET
作者: Nathan Donald

A COMFORTING SHOULDER

作者: Nathan Donald
last update 公開日: 2026-05-19 02:09:19

Aurelia's POV 

I pressed the cold towel against Zephyron’s bruised knuckles, watching the way his jaw tightly clenched.

He didn’t look at me. His gray eyes were locked on the empty ice, his breathing heavy and ragged.

“You’re pushing yourself too hard, Zeph,” I whispered.

He let out a harsh breath, his shoulders tense beneath his hockey jersey. “The finals are next week, Aurelia. My father is coming. The scouts are coming. I don’t have time to slack off.”

I knew that tone. I knew every shift in his voice, every shadow that crossed his handsome face.

For three years, I had been the one who caught his anger when the rest of the pack expected him to be the flawless Alpha heir.

When Lyra broke his heart, threw her ring at his chest, and left the academy, I was the one who sat on the floor of his cabin, holding him together while he tore himself apart.

My chest ached at the memory, but I pushed it down.

A sudden wave of exhaustion hit me, making my head spin. I stumbled slightly, gripping the edge of the wooden bench.

My wolf, a faint, fragile presence in my mind, whimpered weakly.

“Aurelia?”

Zephyron finally turned his head, his hand reaching out to catch my waist. His grip was warm and steady, pulling me closer against his side.

“I’m fine,” I lied quickly, forcing a small smile. “Just a bit tired.”

He frowned, his thumb brushing against my hip. “Did you take the suppressants the academy healer gave you?”

“Yes. Headmistress Selene said it’s just my natural constitution. They told me to stop complaining and rest more.”

Zephyron sighed, his eyes drifting back to the ice. “Good. You need to stay strong for tomorrow night.”

He was caring, but he wasn’t completely here. He never was. Even when he held me, it felt like a part of his soul was still standing at the gates, waiting for a girl who had already left.

In the corner of the locker room, Ronan Hale, Zeph's best friend, stood quietly, his arms crossed over his chest. His gaze moved from my pale face to Zephyron’s distracted grip.

Ronan opened his mouth as if to say something, but then closed it, simply shaking his head and walking out. He always looked at me with that strange, heavy pity and I hated it.

An hour later, I walked down the grand corridor of the academy toward the dining hall.

Blackridge was a vicious place. If you weren’t strong, you were prey. And if you didn’t have a powerful wolf, you were practically invisible.

Unless, of course, you were hanging onto the arm of the future Alpha of the Duskmere pack.

“Look at her,” a low laugh echoed from a group of girls standing by the lockers. “Still running after him like a lost puppy.”

“She really thinks she’s replacing Lyra,” another whispered, not even bothering to lower her voice. “As soon as Lunar Crest is over, he’ll realize a weak wolf can’t be an Alpha’s mate. She’s just his rebound comfort girl.”

The words felt like a physical slap to my face. My fingers tightened around the strap of my bag.

They didn’t understand. Zephyron had been courting me for two months now. He asked me to be with him. He told me he wanted to try.

But deep down, the whispers still got to a terrified part of me that feared they were right.

A hand caught my elbow, pulling me out of the hallway and into an empty classroom.

It was Talia—my overprotective cousin. Her green eyes were swimming with worry as she looked at me.

“Aurelia, you look like a ghost,” she said punches-thrown, taking my hands. “Your hands are freezing. Your wolf is struggling again, isn’t she?”

“I’m fine, Talia. It’s just the stress.”

“It’s not just the stress, and you know it,” she snapped softly, her voice filled with a desperate, protective anger. “You are killing yourself for him. You spend every night managing his moods, cooking his meals, and fixing his messes. What does he give you in return?”

“He’s taking me to Lunar Crest tomorrow,” I said, my voice rising defensively. “Everyone is going to be there. The elders, the entire pack. He told me he’s going to make it official.”

Talia let out a frustrated breath, dropping her hands.

“Aurelia, listen to me. You deserve to be someone’s first choice. Not the girl who was always there when his real world fell apart. If Lyra came back tomorrow...”

“Lyra is gone!” I interrupted, my heart hammering painfully against my ribs. “She transferred out of the academy. She’s not coming back. Zeph is trying. He really is.”

Talia looked at me for a long moment, a deep sadness in her eyes.

“I just don’t want to see you break,” she whispered.

***

I left the classroom, her words echoing like a curse in my mind.

The girl who was always there.

Was that all I was to him?

I remembered the countless nights over the past years. The times he would call me at two in the morning, his voice thick with liquor and pain after another explosive fight with Lyra.

I would sneak out of my dorm, ignoring the brutal rules of the academy, just to sit with him in the dark.

I would listen to him tell me how much he loved her, how she was his entire world, while my own heart bled silently into the floorboards.

I had endured the pain because I loved him too much to let him drown.

And when Lyra finally pushed him too far and left, he had turned his eyes to me. He had looked at me with a soft, tired expression and said, “You’re the only one who never leaves, Aurelia. Let’s do this right.”

That sentence had been my salvation. It was the anchor I held onto whenever the fatigue from my weak wolf threatened to drag me down.

The academy healers had dismissed my fainting spells, treating me like an annoyance, an inconvenient glitch in a high-status pack. But as long as Zephyron held me, I convinced myself I could survive it.

I walked back toward the packhouse, the chill of the evening biting through my coat.

Tomorrow night was the Lunar Crest event. The biggest night of the term.

If he announced me as his official partner before the elders, the whispers would stop. The hierarchy would have to accept me. I wouldn't just be the backup girl anymore. I would finally be his.

When I reached my dorm room, a formal white envelope was lying underneath my door.

My breath hitched.

I quickly picked it up, my fingers trembling as I tore the gold wax seal of the Duskmere pack.

Inside was a heavy, embossed card. It was an official administrative itinerary for the Lunar Crest Night, issued directly from the Headmistress’s office and co-signed by the Alpha Council.

My eyes flew down the elegant cursive text, skipping past the opening speeches and the hockey commendations until they landed on the final, most prestigious slot of the night.

*9:30 PM: Public Declaration of Intent and Presentation of the Future Alpha Mate: Zephyron Duskmere and Aurelia Thorn.*

The words seemed to burn bright on the paper.

My heart leapt into my throat, a sudden sob of pure, overwhelming relief escaping my lips.

It was real. He hadn't lied to me. He was really going to do it.

He was going to choose me in front of the whole world.

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    Aurelia.I buried my face in my hands and took in a deep breath."I'm sorry," I whispered, trying hard to keep myself under control. "I just really wanted to make it special for you and I did it all by myself. Stop trying to eat it to make me feel better-"I was interrupted by Kai picking up his fork and knife again, and continuing where he stopped without a word, while Talia looked at both of us. It made me so uncomfortable that I got up and left the dining room and went outside for a calming walk.Outside, it was just starting to get cold and the streets were becoming empty. Kai's bike was parked outside on our front lawn, and I touched it a little bit before I went past, going to a public bench that was outside to sit and calm myself down.How disappointing, I thought.I had hoped to make it special, but the meal was bad and I hated how he was trying to swallow it just for my sake. It might have made someone else smile, but it only made me feel useless.If only I could remember thi

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    ROAST TURKEY

    Aurelia.I planned dinner for Kai and forgot one important thing.I had zero memory of remembering how to even cook anything, but somehow wanted to do it with my own hands and all by myself, so that I could tell him that I had done it for him. "So long as you don't burn down the house," Talia said when I told her about it. "Roasted chicken cannot be so difficult, no?"It certainly didn't look difficult on the recipe books that I was reading, and I even changed plans when I got to the supermarket and found a large turkey there, which I added to a cart filled with some juice, wine and vegetables. By evening, I had a big, pink, raw turkey with me in the kitchen without the slightest idea of where exactly to begin or what to start doing first to cook it.My phone buzzed and the caller was Kai."Hello?" He asked."Hey there," I responded, subconsciously shaking my free hand."You said tonight. When exactly will you be expecting me?""At 9 PM.""I'll be there," he said.I put down the phon

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    THE LAST TWENTY-FIVE

    Aurelia.I wanted to be shameless, to go low and kiss him on the lips again, but just not in front of everyone. Reluctantly, I let go and stood up, offering him a hand which he took, pulling himself up with the least effort. Now I was sure that he had let me win.Coach Vance's whistle blew again, shaking everyone into order."Now, now, you have had your fun watching them. Everybody back to the final drill of the morning, which involves the use of your senses to discover your opponent. Don't forget that on my whistle, the attacker engages from behind. The defender must adapt, redirect, and neutralize within three seconds. If you fail to neutralize, your pair will be cut."Murmurs rose through the students, but everyone did as he asked."Turn around, Aurelia," Kai said quietly. "This is a hard, high-level drill, and I want you to trust your senses more than anything else, even yourself. Don't try to even look for me, but listen to the wind and smell the air."I turned my back to him, f

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    Intensity

    Aurelia.I rolled over and spat as more and more saliva flooded my mouth.Then, I raised myself up to my feet as my eyes stung, partly from the sheer exhaustion threatening to overtake my limbs, and partly from the frustrating, looming realization that everyone was watching me lose."Why are you pushing so hard?" I panted in raw frustration, dropping back into a defensive crouch as we began to circle each other again."Because I want you to win the Wolf Competitions, and nobody there will be willing to let you, as I told you before," Kai shot back, his eyes flashing with a dangerous intensity. "They are going to hunt you and stand in your way, which is why I say that if you can't handle me when I'm being intense, you won't even last ten seconds in the competition."More sounds arose from the crowd around us as he drove forward again, dazzling me in a relentless wave of attacking strikes while the students oohed and aahed. He threw a heavy, mid-level forearm smash that I slipped beneat

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    The Last Fifty-Six

    Aurelia.The following morning, there were fifty-six pairs of us."Interesting," Coach Vance began, his whistle in his mouth when he was done with us. "There are six pairs of you that are not supposed to be here, and I really do not want to have to move about. Do not let me find you if you do not remember me saying a single word to you yesterday."Six pairs of students left.I was amazed, staring at the backs of the students as they walked away when I saw him coming towards us. His face cap hid most of his features, even though whatever was left out that showed was just as terrifying."Miss Thorn," he said, acknowledging me before turning to Kai. "And Mister Arden.""Yes Coach," we said in unison."I am extremely sorry to see that you cannot join in, Mister Arden. I have no doubt that with the level of talent you show in these things, you could get as far as the finals of the Wolf Competitions. Maybe even win it, but the laws do not support you. We already talked about it yesterday."

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    Adrenaline

    Aurelia.I couldn't have missed Kai's scent for anything in the world."Kai," I squealed, jumping up to throw my arms around him and kissing him on the face. He embraced me back, laughing, while I almost started crying."Don't worry," he said. "I'll train with you."I caught Talia waving at us from where the students were seated and waved back before returning my attention to Kai."I genuinely hope you know I'm not going to go easy on you," he warned."I didn't expect you to-""Alright," Coach Vance's voice barked, and there came the characteristic silence that usually followed every word he said. "Now, we will practice Low-sweep evasion, and I will give the instructions for it while giving you time to practice. When you are ready, you will call me to come see you.""Ready?" Kai asked."Not quite.""There are as many as three hundred pairs of you by my estimate, which is a big number," Coach Vance continued. "My goal at this point is to diminish that number without any sort of mercy s

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    LACED TRUTHS

    Talia's POV I was now treading a two-edged sword.The house had been turned upside down and wrecked from the inside-out when I stepped in, and my first priority had been to check Aurelia, as I was afraid that one of her enemies had gotten to her.It only took seeing her walking in to assure me tha

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    Aurelia's POV Kai's departure left me confused.At the very least, I expected a little more from him.I had not done it intentionally, but I had hoped that he would support me while I collapsed, so the sudden exit was just cold and unexpected from him. I even wondered what he thought about me now—

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    THE LETTER

    Talia's POV I did not think of how taxing it could be to keep up a lie for so long. On the one hand, it was endearing to watch her recover some of the memories we had inside of the house. I noticed much of this and was happiest in a moment when I was mowing the lawn while she was helping by raki

  • REJECTED AND REBORN; THE HOCKEY ALPHA'S REGRET    REMEMBRANCE

    Talia's POV I still cannot remember what I was thinking.I think it's most probably either because I was thinking so much that my mind could not focus on one thought, or that I was thinking nothing at all and my mind was so blank that I was overwhelmed by everything.Still, my first instinct was t

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