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I drifted in and out of shallow, restless stretches of darkness, always pulled back by the low, stubborn pulse of the rejected bond. It felt different now that I was on Blackthorn land again, not just present, but aware. Like it had been waiting for me to return so it could start aching properly. When I finally opened my eyes, pale morning light was pushing through the gap in the curtains. For a few seconds I stayed completely still, listening. The house was no longer quiet. Distant footsteps moved through the halls. Low voices passed somewhere below. The pack was awake, and they knew I was here. I sat up slowly. My body felt heavy, the way it used to after long training sessions when I was younger. I dragged a hand down my face and forced myself to stand. The glass of water Ronan had left the night before still sat on the table, untouched. I picked it up and drank it in three long swallows, more out of defiance than thirst. I changed into clean black clothing I had brought with me, simple, fitted, nothing that invited comment. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I barely recognized the girl who had once cried on these lands. My face was calmer. My eyes were harder. The softness had been burned out of me years ago. Good. I needed it to stay that way. The moment I stepped out of the room, I felt the shift in the air. Two wolves in human form stood at the end of the hallway. They weren’t openly blocking my path, but they weren’t there by accident either. Their eyes followed me as I walked past. One of them gave a short, respectful nod. The other only watched, expression unreadable. News had already spread. I kept my shoulders straight and my pace even as I went downstairs. The main foyer felt larger in daylight. Sunlight spilled across the dark stone floors through tall windows. Somewhere nearby, the smell of coffee and cooked meat drifted from the direction of the kitchens. Ordinary morning sounds. They felt almost offensive in a house carrying this much tension. I didn’t make it far before a familiar presence brushed against my senses. Ronan. He was standing near the entrance to the dining hall, speaking in low tones to an older Beta I didn’t recognize. When he noticed me, he ended the conversation with a short nod and walked over. He looked the same as the night before, controlled, composed, silver eyes sharp with quiet assessment. “You slept,” he said. It wasn’t a question. “Barely.” “That’s more than I expected.” His gaze moved over my face once, quick and clinical. “The council requested an early meeting. They want to see you.” My stomach tightened, but I didn’t let it show. “Of course they do.” “I’ll be there,” he said. “Kael will not. He’s worse this morning.” The information landed heavier than I wanted it to. I hated that it affected me at all. I hated that a part of me still reacted to the idea of Kael suffering. “Lead the way,” I said. Ronan studied me for a second longer, as if measuring how steady I actually was. Then he turned and walked. I followed. The council chamber was on the ground floor, behind heavy double doors carved with the Blackthorn crest. The moment we entered, the low murmur of conversation died. There were nine of them seated around the long table. Some faces I remembered from three years ago. Some were new. All of them looked at me with varying degrees of calculation, distrust, and poorly hidden curiosity. The air smelled of old wood, faint incense, and the sharp edge of dominant wolves forced into the same room. Ronan pulled out a chair near the head of the table but did not sit. He remained standing beside me instead, a silent, deliberate presence. An older woman with silver-streaked hair and cold eyes spoke first. “Seren Vale. You returned without summons.” “I did.” “Why?” I met her gaze without lowering my eyes. “Because I was done running from a decision that was made for me.” A few of the council members shifted. One of the men, broad and scarred along his jaw, leaned forward. “The timing is convenient. Our Alpha is weakening. The pack is unstable. And the rejected mate suddenly walks back onto our land.” “I don’t exist to make your politics easier,” I said. Ronan’s voice cut in, calm but carrying enough authority that several heads turned. “She is here under Blackthorn protection. That is not up for debate this morning.” The scarred man looked at him. “And when that protection becomes a liability?” Ronan’s expression did not change. “Then I’ll handle it.” The way he said it left very little room for argument. The older woman studied me for a long moment. “The bond between you and Alpha Kael still exists in some form. We can all sense the disturbance. That makes you dangerous.” “It also makes me useful,” I replied. “Depending on what you decide you want from me.” A heavy silence followed. I felt Ronan glance at me from the side, but I didn’t look at him. My heart was beating hard, but my voice had stayed steady. I had not come back to be handled. If they wanted to treat me like a problem, I would make sure they understood I was not a quiet one. The older woman finally leaned back in her chair. “You will remain on pack grounds until the next full moon,” she said. “You will not leave without an escort. And you will present yourself for further examination of the bond. If you refuse…” Her eyes hardened. “We will assume the worst of your intentions.” I held her stare. “I understand.” I didn’t agree. I simply understood. Ronan placed two fingers lightly against the back of my arm, a brief, almost invisible contact, and guided me out of the chamber before anyone else could speak. The doors closed behind us with a solid, final sound. Only when we were several steps down the hall did he speak, voice low. “You handled that better than most would have.” I pulled my arm away from the lingering sensation of his touch. “I didn’t come here to be managed.” “I know.” He stopped walking and looked at me fully. There was something unreadable in his silver eyes. “That’s why you’re still standing.” Before I could answer, a sharp, distant sound tore through the house. A roar. Not human. It came from upstairs, raw, pained, and violently familiar. Kael. The bond in my chest seized so hard I staggered. Ronan’s entire body went rigid. For the first time since I had returned, the perfect control in his expression cracked. “Stay here,” he ordered. Then he was already moving toward the stairs, fast and silent. I didn’t stay. I followThe foyer went quiet in a way that felt wrong.No one moved. Even the two warriors holding the rogue seemed to tighten their grip without realizing it. I stayed on the stairs, one hand on the railing, staring down at the woman kneeling on the stone. Her pale amber eyes didn’t leave me. There was something unsettled in them, not quite madness, but close. Like she had seen too much and hadn’t come all the way back.Ronan spoke first. His voice was low.“Who sent you?”The rogue’s mouth twitched. “No one sends what’s already moving.”Kael had reached the bottom of the stairs by then. I felt him more than I saw him, his presence still carried weight even when he was weak. The bond between us gave a hard, ugly pull the second he got closer. I clenched my jaw and ignored it.“You’re on Blackthorn land,” Kael said. His voice sounded strained. “You don’t get to speak in riddles.”The woman tilted her head toward him, then back to me. “He’s fading. You can smell it, can’t you? The curse is lou
The door closed behind Ronan, and the room felt suddenly larger and smaller at the same time.Kael remained where he stood, the tension in his shoulders not fully easing even after his brother left. I could still feel the residual pull of the bond between us, a low, restless ache that refused to settle. Outside the door, hurried footsteps faded down the hallway. Whatever the eastern patrol had brought back was serious enough to pull Ronan away mid-conversation.I exhaled slowly and leaned my hip against the edge of the desk.“You should sit,” I said.Kael gave a weak, almost self-mocking huff. “You’re the second person to tell me that today.”“Then maybe listen.”He didn’t sit. Instead he moved closer to the window, bracing one hand against the frame as if the wood could keep him upright. Sunlight cut across his face and made the shadows under his eyes look deeper. The curse was visible on him in a way it hadn’t been the first night, a quiet, relentless erosion.“He’s not wrong about
The door closed behind Ronan with a soft, decisive click.For a moment no one spoke. The guest room, which had felt spacious only minutes earlier, now seemed too small to hold the three of us and the history that came with us. The air grew heavier, charged with the conflicting scents of two Alphas and the restless energy of a damaged bond that didn’t know which direction to pull.Kael was still standing near the center of the room, shoulders tight, golden eyes locked on his brother. I remained closer to the window, arms at my sides, refusing to look cornered even though every instinct in my body had gone sharp and alert. Ronan didn’t move far from the door. He simply stood there, calm and still, silver eyes taking in the scene with quiet calculation.“You left your room,” Ronan said to Kael. His voice was even, but there was steel under it. “After what happened this morning.”Kael’s jaw flexed. “I needed to talk to her.”“And you decided the best way to do that was to drag the bond ba
I didn’t move at first. Kael’s voice on the other side of the door had frozen something in my chest. The rejected bond reacted instantly, a low, painful pull that made my breath catch. I remained sitting on the floor with my back against the wood, staring at the opposite wall, while the silence stretched. Another soft knock came. Not demanding. Almost careful. “Seren,” he said again. My name sounded rough in his throat, like it had scraped its way out. “I know you’re there.” I closed my eyes. Part of me wanted to stay silent until he left. A larger part of me knew that avoiding him would only delay something inevitable. I had come back for answers. Hiding from the man at the center of those answers was cowardice, and I had already spent enough years running. I stood. My hand hovered over the lock for a second before I turned it and opened the door. Kael stood in the hallway, one shoulder braced lightly against the opposite wall as if he needed the support. He looked worse than
I didn’t go back to the guest room right away.Instead, I walked the long way through the quieter parts of the house, letting my boots carry me without a clear destination. The rejected bond had settled into a low, constant throb, not sharp enough to double me over, but present enough that I couldn’t forget it for even a minute. It sat behind my ribs like a second heartbeat that didn’t belong to me.Every wolf I passed looked at me.Some tried to be subtle about it. Others didn’t bother. A pair of younger pack members near the library entrance went silent when I walked by. An older woman carrying linens paused mid-step and openly studied my face, as if trying to match me to the broken girl who had left three years ago. I kept my expression neutral and my chin level. Let them look. Let them wonder. I had survived worse than curiosity.Still, the weight of their attention pressed against my skin.I ended up in the old training yard behind the east wing. The space was empty at this hour.
The hallway felt too narrow.I walked without knowing exactly where I was going, only that I needed distance from the door Ronan had just closed. My pulse still hammered in my throat. The rejected bond throbbed with a dull, nauseating rhythm, like a bruise being pressed over and over. Every few steps I had to force air into my lungs slowly, carefully, the way I had taught myself years ago when the pain of the rejection used to wake me in the middle of the night.Ronan followed. He didn’t speak at first. His presence stayed a few measured paces behind me, close enough that I could feel him, far enough that it didn’t feel like he was herding me. The control in that distance made my jaw tighten.I stopped near a tall window at the end of the corridor and braced one hand against the cool stone sill. Outside, the morning light had sharpened. The forest beyond the estate looked deceptively peaceful. Sunlight moved through the high branches in soft gold fragments. It felt wrong that the worl







