Se connecterOn her 19th birthday, Saffron is dumped by her narcissistic boyfriend, Maxwell. In a moment of pure spite, she kisses a brooding, dangerously hot stranger in the crowd only to discover he's her new stepbrother, Jason—an arrogant bad boy star hockey player.What begins as subtle tension and hate explodes into a forbidden passion. Stolen kisses, jealous rages, secret touches in the library, rink, locker room, and by the lake ignite a fire neither of them can control. But Jason’s former best friend now turned Rival, Elixir, exposes their secret .Saffron and Jason must decide if their love for each other is worth risking their parents' happiness for and attracting dangers from people who don't want them to be together.
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“Oh my God!” I gasp, my eyes widening as my boyfriend devours a blonde chick's mouth. It looks like a hot scene from a young adult movie. I stumble back in shock, my heart beating like a war drum. It's my nineteenth birthday. He'd promised he would come to my party, but hours ago, when I called to ask where he was, he texted that he's being held up by his coach. What are the chances that the Scarlett Johansson look-alike in his lap is his coach? I'm still in shock, transfixed by the heartbreaking sight, and that's when Maxwell opens his eyes to see me. He immediately pushes the blondie off him and springs to his feet. I want to run, spare myself whatever explanation he's cooking up, but I can't. In fact, I move—toward him, my legs shaking like a leaf in the wind. “Saffron. What are you doing here?” he asks breathlessly, turning around like he's hoping to catch the bastard who brought me here. To a random party. “Tate said you were here…” I mutter, eyes fluttering. He looks disheveled, his blonde hair tousled, his mouth swollen from all that kissing. “Who’s she?” I point at the stunning girl watching us with a pair of smoky blue eyes. She's the definition of a hot college chick, the kind of girl boys post all over their rooms. Oh God. I should have listened to Kate’s advice to forget about Maxwell when he left for college. In Kate's words, boys turn into manwhores in college. “She’s uh...” He scratches the back of his head, his face scrunching like it always does whenever he's about to lie. “I'm his college girlfriend.” The blondie says, stepping forward, her arm placed on Maxwell's shoulders. I notice how her nails are long and so... red. Whereas mine are chopped and multi-colored like a K-pop idol’s. “Girlfriend? But...” I turn to Maxwell, hoping he can explain to her who I am. He sighs and drags a hand down his face. “Listen, Saff,” he starts with an apologetic expression, “Anora here is my… college girlfriend.” I hear a ringing in my ears followed by a slam in my chest. I blink back, trying to understand what I just heard. “College girlfriend? What does that even mean?” I meant to chuckle, but it comes out as a snort, making my situation even worse. “It means we're over, Saff. I'm done with you.” His words hit like a bucket of ice dumped on me. But he doesn't stop there, in fact, he goes on to insult me. "You're sweet, Saff. And... decent-looking. But Anora? She's a ten!” he says enthusiastically, like one of those mean boys who want surgery-enhanced girls and not the realistic mid ones like me. “I’m in college now and you're not. We can't be together anymore. I'm with Anora now.” The Anora in question wraps her arms around Maxwell's torso, giving me a mocking smile as if to say I'm better than you, tra-la-la-la. God, it hurts. I literally have to rub my chest to soothe the burning ache. I can't even breathe properly now. It feels like that one time I had a panic attack when I saw my dad run over by a car. “Max… it's my birthday today.” Wrong. Wrong, stupid, wrong! I shouldn't have said that and when Anora laughs, I feel even stupider. “And what has that got to do with him?” She keeps laughing at me. And God, I want to slap her into next week, but she looks like she could beat the shit out of me. Plus I'm not even strong enough to throw a punch right now. It's like I'm torn up from inside and my eyes are burning with tears. “You shouldn't have come all the way here, Saff. Just go back to your birthday party and forget about me.” I choke in shock when Maxwell turns away with his new girlfriend. They aren't even back in their seats before they start kissing again. Hatred mixed with pain scorches through me and the urge for revenge pushes me to do the most ridiculous thing ever. I look around, searching, and there's a really hot guy smoking by a corner. He's Damon-Salvatore-hot, in a tight black tee that clings to his muscular body. He even has an arm and a neck tat and ear piercing. Oh, he's perfect! I stomp over, pluck the cigarette from his fingers, and blurt, "I'm sorry, but can you hold your breath for a second?" "What?" He scowls. And right then, I grab his hard face and kiss him. He tries to move away, but I push closer, my chest brushing his hard chest. My heart pounds as I expect him to push me off and call the cops but he doesn't. In fact, he relaxes into the kiss and just lets me assault him. “Saffron! What the fuck do you think you're doing?!” Maxwell drags me away from the stranger. I almost lost my balance, stumbling back. “What does it look like, Max? I'm kissing my new boyfriend!” I snap at him, my eyes wild and my chest heaving. “Are you fucking nuts?!” Maxwell grabs his hair like he's going crazy, horrified as his eyes dart between me and the hot stranger. “Do you know who he is?!” “I don't fucking care!” I yell. “You cheat on me with a college girl, I replace you with a hot guy. Sounds like a fair trade.” I shrug, folding my arms across my chest. It feels like I'm high—high on adrenaline because there's no way I could have kissed a total stranger sober. And I can't stop licking my lips, savoring the ashy taste of his tongue. Maybe smoking isn't that bad after all. “Hey, man, I'm so sorry—” Maxwell tries to apologize to the guy but he cuts him off with one word. “Walk.” Holy shit. His voice catches me off guard, like a deep rumble in the dark. Maxwell looks shocked but he recollects himself quickly and speaks again, “Listen, she's—” “I really hate repeating myself.” My hot stranger growls again. Maxwell scoffs, totally embarrassed. He eyes me disdainfully, shakes his head at me and marches away angrily. Anora tries to hold him but he pushes her off and leaves the party. Now, I'm left with the guy I just assaulted and I wish the ground would open up and swallow me. “Look…” I start, not daring to meet his gaze that's burning into my side profile, “I know that was awkward but I was just trying to—” “I don't care.” He cuts me off, stands up and I stumble back because my God, he's so tall. I watch him in awe as he walks away, the muscles of his back moving in his shirt. He looks like he goes to the gym a lot. And I wonder what his abs look like. “Hey!” a high-pitched voice calls. When I turn, a splash of champagne hits my face. I gasp, blind for a couple of seconds, the alcohol stinging my eyes. When I look up, it's Anora, watching me with a frown. “Stay away from Maxwell. He's mine now,” she warns and then struts away in her denim mini skirt. A few people laugh, mostly boys. Others don't care. It's like they see two girls fight over a boy every time. I gather my shivering self, my head down as I walk out of the party in shame, my clothes drenched in alcohol, my heart shattered. Once outside, it starts to drizzle, and I try not to cry, but it's so hard. I f*el so miserable. I got cheated on and humiliated on my birthday. I guess the nineteenth love theory is true after all—that silly idea Kate always teased me about, how your love life peaks or crashes at nineteen. As I walk under the drizzle turned rain, I vow in my sore heart that Maxwell will regret dumping me for a college hottie... because in four weeks, I am going to college. And I'm going to be the next college IT girl. Except I can't afford a top college f*e like Maxwell.~SAFFRON~The second Jason’s bedroom door clicks shut behind me, I let out a breath I didn’t realize I was holding.I make it three steps down the hallway before I stop, one hand pressed flat to the wall, the other over my chest like it might calm the storm he just started in there.The lie sits sour and metallic in my mouth.I close my eyes, remembering last night.His door had been slightly ajar. I pushed it open quietly and stepped inside for the very first time.Jason’s room felt like stepping into another world.It was darker than the rest of the house—deep charcoal walls, heavy black curtains that barely let any moonlight through. Hockey sticks leaned against one corner like silent sentinels. A few trophies sat on a shelf. The room was surprisingly organized for a boy’s space. More organized than mine actually. The air smelled so much like him. His bed was large and unmade, sheets twisted as if he’d been fighting them in his sleep.He lay on his back, still wearing his hockey je
~JASON~I wake up feeling like death has already won.My skull feels split open, like an axe is buried deep between my eyes and left there to throb. Every pulse is punishment. My tongue tastes like old pennies and bad decisions. My stomach lurches so violently I slap a hand over my mouth and lie perfectly still until the room stops trying to throw me off.It doesn’t stop.I crack one eye open. Sunlight stabs through the curtains like a personal grudge.“Fuck.”Even my own voice sounds wrecked.I try to sit up and immediately regret every choice I’ve ever made.Pain explodes through my right hand.I stare down at it. My knuckles are wrapped in clean white gauze—neat, tight, careful.I blink.There’s a glass of water on my nightstand. Two painkillers beside it. A metal bowl on the floor near the bed. A blanket is pulled over me like someone actually gave a damn.I know for a fact I didn’t do any of this.I don’t remember getting home.I remember Tyler telling me Saffron was official wit
~SAFFRON~The first time Elixir kissed me in public, three girls dropped their forks in the student café.I remember it because Erica laughed so hard that iced coffee sprayed out of her nose.“Babe,” she wheezed, wiping her mouth. “You cannot just stand there acting normal when one of the hottest boys on campus is eating your face.”“He wasn't eating my face. And I was not acting normal.”“You looked bored.”“I was trying to breathe.”She cackled louder. “Oh please. If he kissed me like that, I’d need CPR and a priest.”I kicked her under the table.It has been a month since the night on the lawn when Elixir jogged over calling my name and interrupted whatever silent, dangerous thing had been about to happen between Jason and me. A month since I watched Jason’s face soften the moment he saw me… and then watched that softness disappear. Not that I count.Not that I notice every morning how his bedroom door stays closed until after I leave for class. Not that I know exactly which hours
~JASON~~A month later~“Yo Jace. You hear? Your stepsister’s official with The Miller boy now. Heard it from Matthew.”Tyler’s words land like a slapshot to the ribs during practice. The entire rink goes dead. Whistles, skates carving ice, teammate chatter. All of it sucks into silence. My lungs forget how to work. I don’t remember nodding. I don’t remember the half-assed grunt I give him.Next thing I know, my truck roars down campus streets. The engine screams louder than the blood in my ears.I am three whiskeys deep in a dim bar, body sticking to my damp hockey jersey. I lift the fourth glass halfway to my lips and freeze.Something vicious uncoils behind my ribs. Shards of broken glass wrapped in pure, scalding rage. My chest locks tight. Every breath scrapes raw.She’s supposed to be mine.Not his. Never his.The thought of Elixir fucking Miller hands being on her waist, his mouth on those lips, hits me like a blindside check. My vision tunnels red. He will parade her around ca
~SAFFRON~Out on the balcony with this guy I just met—Elixir, with his thick British accent, I can't stop spilling details about myself to him, talking about my art—how I love drawing, painting... A part of me wants to shut up and keep that quiet, reserved-girl energy, but every time he talks, he s
~SAFFRON~The Mustang purrs to a stop in front of a Penthouse, and my heart races as I peer out the window. A penthouse party? I thought house parties were, you know, in actual houses and not up in the clouds where the elite play god. As we step out, Jason tosses his keys to a valet like it’s noth
~SAFFRON~Have you ever had this feeling? The one where you think you’ve got enough time to prepare for a night out, but suddenly it’s past the scheduled time, and you still haven’t put together anything good to wear? Every piece in your closet looks wrong. Not even the new clothes my mom bought me
~SAFFRON~I miss my mom. I miss her so very much. It's been only two days since she left with Fred for their honeymoon, but it feels like weeks. I can't even remember the last time we were separated from each other. And now, lying on my bed as I look at a picture of us together—me, her, and my late






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