SylviaI have tried, but I can't, the pain is too much for me. I cannot bear it. Why does it always have to be me? I have tossed and turned in bed for hours now, not a single ounce of sleep. Why did Lucian’s words affect me this way? Maybe it's because I didn't expect this from him. His words keep ringing in my mind on repeat. Him calling me an Omega hurt even more, I thought that he saw me differently but it wasn't the case. The only thing that can perhaps help me calm down is fresh air. I decide to walk outside under the moonlight, possibly it will help. I wish I had a wolf, that would have been wonderful. I would have gone on a run, but a walk will be fine for now. I hope she surfaces soon though, if ever. A sudden noise interrupts my thoughts. I look around me and I find myself in a forest, how I got here I don't know. I must have been so absent-minded. The moonlight seems to be obstructed due to the tall trees. I really have to go back now. The only problem is that I don't kno
Lucian'Did you have to humiliate her like that?' Lamar asks, totally pissed with me. I am pissed with myself, too. I don't even know what made me kiss her. It was heavenly, all I wanted was to make her troubles go away. She felt like home, it was as if all the things I was praying for had been answered. I forgot all my troubles when our skin touched. 'I don't know what came over me, Lamar. I didn't want to hurt her.' I say sincerely. 'But you did. Now you have to apologize. ' He commands me. 'I am an Alpha Lamar, I cannot apologize to an Omega. It's unheard of.' I say. I may be remorseful, but my ego can't allow me. She will have to be okay on her own. Lamar recoils in my mind angrily. As I continue gulping down my scorch, I hear a tiny voice at the back of my mind. “Help me.” The voice says. I recognize it immediately, it's the same voice I heard in Westwood. I run outside, Lamar already back from his short trip. 'I hope she is fine.' My heart shudders at the thought of somethi
Sylvia I wake feeling nostalgic, the events of last night come rushing back to me. Who was that guy, and why did he say that he wants to take me home? What was he, he looked so different, not a wolf or even a lycan. I can't even place his figure, he looked so feral. I am just wondering why he told me that we would be going home. As far as I know, I don't have a family, that's what I was told by Caleb’s mother. I am an orphan, so how come he told me. I have to see him again, I know he is dangerous, but I need to know what he meant by home. My body is still in pain, so much pain. I groan as I turn in bed, I am still in the hospital. I gasp as I find Lucian sleeping on the armchair next to my bed. Did he just stay here all night for me? I feel butterflies in my stomach. He looks so gorgeous, I even forget the reason I was angry at him. He stirs up as if he is waking up. So, I close my eyes so that he cannot catch me looking at him. It wouldn't be nice. My mind is rotating around the
Sylvia*warning*** s****l content**I take a shower, this time focusing on every part of my body. I want to look fabulous for him, ever since I came here, I have a small confidence built up in me. I look for the best short dress he bought for me, I look at myself in the mirror and get satisfied. I look different, my bruises are healed, my face is brighter now and my eyes are full of life now. The dark circles aren't there anymore.My mind is still hung up on the guy who tried to kidnap me. What did he want with me? I need to get him off, I want to see Lucian now. I make sure all the alpha house members are retired in their beds before heading out. I just hope I find him alone. Because I cannot take it again if I find him with someone. I take so long before knocking on his door. My mind is screaming at me that it's a bad idea, but my body just wants to fling the door open and run into his arms. I finally knock and immediately the door swings open. It's as if he was waiting at the
SylviaI wake up to finding myself all alone in the bed. It's morning already, but I feel bad for being left alone in the room. Last night's events cheer me up, though. Now I have to do a walk of shame, my dress, and panty are all torn apart. How will I go back to my room now, considering it's some distance away from his? Good thing he is taller than me, his shirt is practically a dress for me. I hop into the shower as fast as I can, I would hate for him to find me here. Last night was amazing, but the shame I am feeling now is grave. After shower as I am looking at myself in the mirror, I notice a red velvet box, so pretty with a tiny handwritten note on it. ‘This is for you.’ The note says. I presume it's mine, so I open it. Inside there is a blue floral dress exactly my size, and a matching bra and panty. Wow, he is so thoughtful and romantic, I cannot stop smiling. I have never thought I would be able to experience something like this in my life before. My life was always so shit
Sylvia “Wooow!” Sebastian exclaims the moment I open the door.“What?” I act like I don't know what he means by the statement. But I am confident about what he means. I can feel it too, I look amazing today. I wish Lucian could see me. 'Girl, you sound like a broken record.' Sky comments I don't answer because I don't know how to be discreet while communicating with her. It's still so new for me. “You look stunning, Sylvia.” His eyes light up while saying this. He offers his hand and I take it. I have never had this treatment before, it's remarkable. We walk towards the parking lot, and I notice Lucian from afar. Sebastian changes the route we are taking so as to pass in front of him. If I didn't know any better, I would think Seb wants to make Lucian jealous. And I think it's working because I see how Lucian’s face changes all of a sudden, and he shouts at the person he was talking to, sending him away. “Hahaha!” I laugh loudly as we walk past him. “You are so funny, Seb.” I say
Sylvia “Sylvia.” He sighs, his hazel eyes focused solely on mine. His gaze is amazing, making it hard for me to look away. “Ever since I saw you, you stirred up something within me. You lit a fire that only you can quench. I fell in love with you the moment our eyes met. In that cell, I kept an eye on you the whole night. I didn’t want any harm to befall you.” Fell in love? No Seb, I am not ready for this. He kept an eye on me the whole night? so creepy. “ I am in love with you, Sylvia. What I want is to make you happy always.” He adds smiling. “You make my day, and whenever I see you, my heart dances in joy. I always want to be near you, Sylvia.” He adds looking at me with a stern yet sincere look on his face. “Seb please, I am…” I try to speak, but he cuts me short. “Please don't reject me, Sylvia. Let me love you alright, please. I want you so bad, I try so hard to control myself whenever I am with you, but today, I couldn't help it. I love you, Sylvia.” He says. His words mak
LucianSeeing Sylvia with Sebastian, my gamma, makes me feel so enraged. I know I had asked him to look after her, but I don't want it anymore. She looked extremely hot today, she is just so gorgeous and amazing, she looks just like a queen. She doesn't need makeup to look beautiful, she is just charming. But it looks like she is mad at me, but why? We had such a beautiful night together, I wonder what changed. I swear, when I saw her in the morning, I wanted to run to her and take her in my arms. I had to restrain myself though, it wouldn't have been nice since I was training, so I had to look away from her. I had to stop the training earlier than before . All I wanted was to take her to my room and feel her near me. But when she brushed me off, I was really hurt. I have been standing here all afternoon waiting for her, I have paced, sat down, done push-ups, everything, but she is not back yet. I am trying so hard to stop myself from going to town to find her. Even if I went, what