ELLIE
"You really shouldn't be doing this. Think of the twins," Blake sighed as I prepared for the day.
"He isn't going to talk to anyone other than me. Even if I hate what he has done, I still need to try to talk to him," I said with a weak smile.
I didn't really want to see or speak to Jayson, but I was the only person he wanted to speak to. Even when Luca had gone to check on him this morning and attempted to speak to him, Jayson made it clear that the only person he would be speaking with is me.
I was worried about the twins. It was damn near impossible to sleep last night because they wouldn't stop moving and there was a serious amount of pain which, e
"Firstly, you need to understand-" "I don't need to understand anything. I just need you to tell me what else you have done and whether it's going to be a threat to my pack," I seethed. I could feel my hands clenching and unclenching beneath the desk, putting all of my energy into keeping my wolf at bay. I knew it was dangerous to shift while I was pregnant. I was especially dangerous when I was seven months pregnant and carrying more than one child. "Why did you leave Moon Shadow?" Jackson asked as I closed my eyes and focused on my breathing, willing myself to calm down before I did something stupid which would only land me in more trouble. "Being an Alpha. I never wanted it. I was forced into it," Jayson sighed b
As the medics rushed Ellie to the hospital, they refused to let me anywhere near her. They kept assuring me that she was fine and that the pain was normal, they just needed to get her to the hospital. But, even when we got to the hospital, they rushed her off to some room and told me I was going to have to have wait outside her. It didn't matter that she was screaming my name or that I wanted to be with her, they told me that they would fetch me when the time was right. So that's how I came to be sitting in the waiting room with Luca beside me and Jackson opposite me. Neither of them had spoken since they walked in the room and the silence was only making me more agitated and on edge than I already was - I could feel her immense pain through the mate link and it was killing me. I ju
JAYSON I was only just beginning to get comfortable in my cell when they kicked me out and moved me somewhere else - apparently this was the next safest part of the dungeons for me other than being in solitary confinement. I don't know what they thought I was going to do though. It's not like I came here so that I could run off again, I actually came here to try to help but that didn't get me very far. I only ended up pissing off a psycho Third in Command, upsetting an old friend and causing the early labour of the Alpha. I wouldn't say that's a good start to my time in Darkness - even if I didn't like the
BLAKE "-will make a full recovery," I wasn't listening to a single word the doctor was saying to me. I knew I should have been because she was telling me about Ellie but I just wanted to spend time with Maxwell and Nicole. Maxwell with his blue eyes and Nicole with her green ones. They were both beautiful and I was still having a hard time believing that they were actually mine and that they were here. I was a father and I was in love with the both of them already - until they started keeping me up at night and I was dealing with them while El caught up on her sleep. For now though I loved them and I could
ELLIE "Alpha. Welcome back," I just about managed to open my eyes and I was greeted with a face I hadn't seen before. I could barely make out the smile on her face but she seemed nice enough as she moved around me, making me more comfortable and removing whatever equipment had been previously attached to me. "I am Doctor Lira Parker and I have been monitoring you for the last twenty-four hours. You are going to make a full recovery but you need to take at least two months before you return to your Alpha duties fully," Lira continued to speak as I allowed my eyes to properly adjust to the light. &nb
After Nicole fell asleep on my shoulder, I didn't want to put her down, she was so easy to fall in love with and I just wanted to hold her forever. She was so sweet and innocent. It was impossible not to fall in love with her the moment you saw her and I now understood why Jayson had a hard time putting her down once he had picked her up. Jackson was patrolling the borders, still waiting for the attack which Jayson had told us was coming, though apparently there was no sign of anything in the area. Jackson had even sent men to check on the camp and they reported that the only damage which had been done was the collapse of a building - though that had occurred when part of a tree fell onto the building and caused it to fall. Other than that though, there were no signs that they had b
Ellie When those words left Luca's mouth I am sure my world stopped for a moment. Jackson had been attacked and it didn't sound like it was a simple scratch to the face which that it was life-threatening. The thought of him dying brought back the same sensation I had when Lex died. I didn't know what to do and, for a second, I almost forgot how to breathe as I tried to absorb the words. I was so happy and now everything was falling apart again. I was sure the Moon Goddess was doing this on purpose. She was making me suffer for everything I did to Blake. She was trying to make me see that I had the most wonderful mate and I was bitch to push him away like we did when we first met. But I was terrified. I was dragged to pack like a piece of meat and then I found out that my mate was the son of the man who murder my family. If that wasn't enough, I was told my Alpha could kill me,
JAYSON I would say that Blake's panicked knocking on my door was the reason was I now wide awake but that would be a lie. I haven't slept properly in weeks because, every single time I closed my eyes, my dreams were plagued with memories of the damage I had done. There was the blood of the innocent I had murdered. The faces of the enemies I had tortured before killing them in the most brutal way. There was even the proof that I was the reason for the imminent war which was making its way towards the pack. I was lucky if I managed three hours sleep in a night. I could sleep but I would only wake in a pool of my own sweat. "We're going to the hospital," Blake had said. I knew that I needed to tell him the truth about his parents and that neither of them were really as they seemed. The guilt was eating me alive now and all I wanted was to tell him the truth before i