I paced through the room, so much so my feet were burning and surely red at that point.
What happened?
Was he okay?
There were so many questions in my mind, questions I would ask and answer myself. Of-course he was okay, he was the vampire king for crying out loud, but that did nothing to ease my worry. Something was wrong, something was really wrong. I could feel it in my blood, I could feel it in my bones. I sat on the bed only to stand up a second later and start pacing again. My hand was in my mouth, my nail chewed away with my eyes moving to the door now and again. My eyes were sore, body aching yet I could not calm down enough to stay still. The sun had rose a few hours again, the kingdom as quiet as ever, having my heart pound even harder.
What happened?
Was he okay?
The questions kept coming over and over again leaving me to sigh and throw my ha
“MOTHER!?”The room seemed to freeze, everything going still with the only thing I could hear being my heart drumming in my ears. I cried even harder at the sight of him, my hand moving to support my upper body yet I slipped again with my chest hitting the hardwood floor.The door was shut with such intensity I thought it would shutter.The chants died down, giving me the energy to slip through the floor and scurry away. I could feel the air tense all around us as the king stepped closer. I could feel my blood run cold with the king taking each step as my cries escaped my lips. My hands wrapped around my body, trying to get up but failed. I looked up, everything glassy having me take a deep breath. The king was here, I would be okay, I would be okay. I kept telling myself, my tears falling and leaving it all clear for me with the king red with fury. His jaw was so tight I thought it would snap, his hair
I lay on the bed, my arms circling around my waist with my eyes fluttering open only to close. The room was dim, only chants being heard, just drowning in my ears and blending with the nothingness that I felt. A shiver ran down my spine, goose bumps on my skin just for that second as I tightened my arms around my body, too taken to bring the cover even further up to cover my arms. There was a hole in my chest, my mind thinking and over-thinking everything.This was how my days were spent, just lying in bed blinking the daysaway with the girls chanting. I licked my lips, my heart bleeding, missing my husband, missing the man who was so weird, having me laugh all day with his weirdness. I closed my eyes, not sure what I felt really. He was turning to a ghost day by day having me scared, no longer feeling safe as I lay next to him at night. Some nights he would not come back not sure if I was relieved or frightened. I bit my lower lip, my belly round now, all
Nothing but utter silence, silence so loud it tore through my whole body. My arms were wrapped around my body, feeling so weak with my legs crossed on the floor yet my eyes never tearing from the window. Everything was so still, not a single soul heard outside with the only thing at sight being the smoke rising to the sky. My heart drummed, so afraid and heartbroken.How many had died?How many of my people had died andwho died? So many questions ranthrough my mind leaving me exhausted.“Please just tell me you are okay.” I tried again, speaking in my head, speaking to myself because all I needed was to just know if he was okay.Fear paralyzed me, what if he was hurt? Where was he? What the hell was going on? How was he doing?I closed my eyes, taking a deep breath with a heavy weight on my shoulders. I felt like death myself, the death of all the people having knocked me
The door flew open, sending all those in the room jumping up where they sat. Nothing had to be said, no words needed with all the witches getting up and rushing away from the room. The darkness had fallen on the land, claiming it even though it seemed such evil darkness had already dug it’s claws onto it already.My heart drummed with such vengeance, curled on the bed with my ankles crossed. My neck hurt, my whole body ached, nothing to do all day long than to worry, pick my thoughts apart and put them back in place. Not a single word had been uttered from my mouth, leaving it dry and ashy. My tongue darted out, hours spent to send me into madness right in the place that had once been my heaven. My outside world was turning to the same hell that existed in my brain, getting more and more unbearable.I had sat in such a position for long that I had lost the memory of how to untangle myself.A certain chill fell over
I had never been so cold in my life, legs still wide spread, looking up like a grilled turkey stuffed full. Vampir slipped from me, from the bed, leaving my shaking body there, crying my eyes out.I stared at the ceiling for so long I am sure it began shifting around. The shower ran in the bathroom until it stopped and that was when I closed my stiff legs, folding myself and just staring away. I was confused and a mess I did not even know how to sort out. The door from the bathroom opened, footsteps heard with the bedroom door opening and closing after. Just like that I was left alone, no words exchanged. Was that what we had turned to? The cold seeped even deeper, deciding to clean myself because I felt as if the blood on my skin was turning to maggots that I could not rid of.My shaking legs stepped on the floor, walking to the bathroom to lean over. I groaned as pain washed over me, another life lost just like that. It was happening all a
Days trickled away. I was not even sure how long it had been, maybe three, maybe four.My legs could barely carry me, forcing myself to even take a shower each single day. I had barely felt any of our people’s deaths during the days yet the war was heavy on, I knew. The only faces I saw were those of the witches, most of them not those I was used to and they already had too many problems than chatting with me.My body was curled on the sheets, head always pounding from over thinking, every single second spent picking my sanity apart with all my worries. All I did was blink yet my energy levels dwindled with every passing day. Something wasn’t right, I could feel it. Maybe it was my withdrawal from not seeing Vampir for so long. As dark as he was, I just missed him, our baby missed him, and overly quiet in there. I myself had not spoken a single word in so long, my lips had forgot even how to function.I felt
I felt as if my bones would pierce through my skin. No part of me did not ache, lips dry with my tongue darting out to wet them yet even that was not enough. I did not even have the strength to pull the robe that had sagged down, just an inch and my nipple would show. Silence echoed, the chanting voices carried away leaving the silence that echoed so loudly in my head. I wish I could say it was peaceful but it was far from that. I could not tell you what I was thinking or what I had been thinking all day long. A day would come now and again, whispering for me to stand up and take my shower for the day but slowly drifting away and leaving me curled where I was. My brain was convinced I would not be able to walk, my body falling into that trap with me just lying there. Even sleep ran from me, just blinking all through the hours with my eyes red, wet and sore from the abuse. My head pound hard, pounding from hunger, leaving my face feeling as if it would melt away. Two days it had been
“Isabella, where are you going?!”My head shook, it pounding, everything pounding. I was not going to sit there with my eyes wide and watch everything run into crumbles. My anger had my veins pulsing, shaking hard and cursing again for being trapped in this tiny body. My eyes took Anastasia one more time.Her shine was gone, her silver hair looking dead as she lay on the bed where she had been lying for the past three days. The tears welled up, getting angrier with me huffing out and blinking them back. I was not going to cry, I was not going to cry! My little body shook, wanting to rip the house from it’s root and throw it apart.It was all his fault, all sire’s fault. My head shook, the guilt hitting hard at even thinking such a thing about my king. The inner voice in me was already scolding me for even thinking of sire in such a way but everything was falling apart and I could not think straight. I told him, told him she needed to feed and he never listened, he never listens.My h