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CHAPTER FOURTEEN: STUPIDLY INLOVE?

Author: Emma Stone
last update Last Updated: 2025-12-06 03:06:30

AIDEN'S POV

My brain is still mushy, every nerve ending buzzing like I stuck my finger in a socket. Nikolai’s mouth is on mine and I can taste myself on him and I should be embarrassed but I’m not.

I’m clinging to his shoulders like he’s the only solid thing left in the world. My heart’s hammering so hard I swear he can feel it against his chest.

God, what is wrong with me?

I just let my… whatever Nikolai is to me now… go down on me while my little sister is asleep thirty feet away.

I’m officially the worst brother on the planet.

But also… holy shit.

It always feels amazing with Nikolai. Just a touch and I feel like I'll die if I don't have more.

He pulls back just enough to look at me, his thumb brushes my cheek, and his eyes soft in a way that makes my stomach flip all over again.

I swallow hard, my voice wrecked. “You… you didn’t…” I can’t even say it. My face is on fire. “Don’t you need…?”

I glance down at his lap, like an idiot because I can feel how hard he still is agains
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