The anger rolled off my grandmother in waves and she stood up and began pacing. She was ranting in Spanish, clearly fuming and my grandfather’s eyes had narrowed into slits. I could feel the anger rolling off both of them in waves.
“Please, you do not need to worry, I am alright. I accepted his rejection, and I just want to move on.” I pleaded.
“You should have seen it,” my dad butts in, “That punk told her she was weak and unworthy, and then when she accepted his rejection he collapsed onto the floor and groaned uncontrollably at the pain while Raine stood strong never letting her emotions escape for his enjoyment. I was really proud. Clearly you both know and like this Matthew, but anyone who rejects someone based solely on rank does not deserve Raine.”
He was basically bragging about me letting the gamma suffer while I held in my pain but I allowed it. It was technically the truth. My grandparents absorbed what
{ Unknown POV } His nightmares seem to be getting worse. I cannot find what the cause is and no matter what I do it seems I am not enough to cure them. I am not what he needs, or should I say who. There is no way that he remembers her, there is no possible way he misses her. Yet somehow I fear that it is her touch that he needs and not mine. I hold his tiny body in my arms as I rock him back to sleep in his chair. His head slumps against my shoulder and I hear his breathing even out. I release the sigh I was holding and stand, taking both of us back to my room. I had been trying, with no prevail, to move him into his room. But night after night, the bad dreams woke him if he slept anywhere else. At just 2.5 this sweet boy had been through more hurt than most do in a lifetime. I tried to make up for it, I spent all the time I could with him but I was not his mother. No, she doesn’t deserved to be called
{ Raine }My dad shook me awake a few seconds before I heard a smooth voice come over the intercom in the plane announcing that we were landing.I looked out the window and took in the sght that was Spain. I felt my smile grow as my excitement did too. I coudn’t believe I Was in Europe. I’d always wanted to come here, I had felt a pull to Western Europe since I Was a kid and now I felt like I finally knew why. All these questions from my life, these weird feelings were all making sense lately and despite how much pain I had experienced in the past two days I could not be more thankful for the answers that came with the pain.I watched the runway come into view and the numbly walked with my dad through the airport and to our rental car. The pack was a long way away and we had a few hours to kill in the car to get there. We settled in, grabbed some pastries at the shop next to the rental location and then went
“May I sit with you?” I asked him sweetly. He looked at me and then nodded. I sat beside him and then he scooted over so that he was touching me, side to side. I noticed the tiniest of flutters on my skin when he scooted closer which confused me. He stayed like that, silent for a minute, just snuggled up next to me. Then he put his hand on my knee and leaned his head against my arm. I wrapped my arm around him and asked him what was wrong. He didn’t answer me. He seemed to comfortable I didn’t want to move himm but then I heard a tiny snore escape his mouth and I giggled I reached down and lifted him from his arms, pulling him to my chest and letting his head rest on my shoulder. I stood and swayed back and forth as he slept on me. The mysterious flutters were stronger now as his entire tiny body was pressed against mine. “Raine?” I heard my father’s voice, slightly pan
{ Raine } The moment I turned around and opened my eyes I knew I was in trouble. I had tried to fight it but my wolf was too strong, too excited by our new mate. She forced my eyes open and when mine met his I was a goner. She howled and howled, yelling MATE over and over with so much joy I was honestly confused. How was she so excited when our last mate broke us to pieces. I was in an internal debate when I saw him take a step forward. I instinctively took a step back. A low, warning growl came from his chest and I froze in place. My wolf was reassuring me he wasn’t angry but I couldn’t help the overwhelming hesistation. He apologized and tried to explain. I could tell he was holding himself back and that worried me. Did he also not want me? He extended his hand and introduced himself. I hesitated but eventually gave him my hand and I drew in a breath when my hand met his and I felt the butterflies. Th
When I felt the tears stop I opened my eyes and looked at the three men surrounding me. They all showed concern and love. I squeezed my mate’s hand but before I could say anything the small weight on my shoulder began to move and make the cutest little noises. His head came up and he looked at me and then at his father. A small smile formed when he saw Alexander that melted me heart. My mate was his whole world and I could see the love in his eyes for his dad. But despite his dad being close by on the couch he stayed in my arms. He looked back to me and his small voice asked me as his head tilted to one side, “What’s your name?” He spoke with a bit of a slur and I wasn’t surprised because of his age. It just made him more adorable. “My name is Lorraine, but you can call me Raine if you want,” I told him. “Rainey,” he said in the cutest toddler voice that I had ever heard. No one had ever said
{ Raine } As soon as the door closed I groaned into Alexander’s shirt. I had buried my face here on instinct and instantly found it relaxed me. I could literally stay here forever but I was trying to remind myself I did not know this man and I was still skeptical of whatever this mate bond thing was. Clearly it wasn’t a given and both Alexander and I had been burned before. I felt him hesitantly move his hands from my hips. One landed on my middle back and the other on the back of my head. He stroked my hair a little and I felt him release a small groan at our contact. I was presed up against him, every inch of me touching him and suddenly I was aware of each detail of his body that was touching mine. This man’s chest was solid, not a single part of it was hard as a rock and defined. My face was buried in his collar bone and my hands resting on his pecs. I felt him breath in and out slowly and calmly as he held me but base
{ Alex } Sweet mother of goddess. This woman was going to be the death of me. I obviously slept with Caroline, I actually slept with a few human girls before Caroline as a teenager, but I have never, in my life, been turned on by a woman like this and she is still fully dressed and 6 feet away from me. I knew my eyes were darker once she told me when we needed to leave or she would do something to me we would regret. It was so hot the way she wanted me just as much as I wanted her already and she was showing off her confidence which was making me struggle to hold back my wolf and take things slow. “Now, Alpha, would you mind showing me to the kitchen for a snack?” She had a sly smirk and the sexiest voice when she said alpha and it made me twitch in my pants. She knew damn well what she was doing to me and I couldn’t believe this woman was mine. She stepped out of the o
{ Raine } I was overwhelmed with the idea of belonging to a pack. I’d seen what it was like here. The way people loves and cared for each other and I wanted that. “What is it dad?” I asked as we entered the conference room and closed the doors. This room had sound proofing on the walls that we could see so it was perfect. “Raine, I want to say that I am so happy for you. You and the alpha seem to be happy already and I can tell he will be good for you. I’m very excited for you and your wolf to have a home,” he said with a big smile. “But,” I said, continuing for him. ”Not but, I am very happy. AND. There is something you need to know before you take that blood oath. The alpha and you will each cut your hand and then shake. It bonds you forever to the pack. But when you do this, he will be able to feel your power. Not the wolf kind.” he said, giving me the knowing ey