I hopped down the car without thinking and started moving towards the hospital door in a daze.
More than before, i needed to get this baby out of me, maybe it would get derrick back to his senses. The thought of Fiona ran through my mind. But my senses were dulled. The unbelieving part of me could not bring myself to accept it was my blood sister Fiona derrick was having a secret affair with. Drew. “Damn.” I said so many harmful things to him when all he sincerely wanted to do was help. Maybe i should text him I'm sorry? I ruffled my shaky hands into my bag and plucked out my phone from where it sat. “Sit and wait for me.” Derrick ordered. I sighed deeply as i sent the text message. And in the next three seconds my phone began to ring. My heart thumped a bit faster. Then i answered it and slowly lifted it to my ear. “Im the one who should be sorry. Reb…” he paused. Retracing his words. “Mrs Rebecca.” “I went too far, I could not control my hands, my emotions , my thoughts around you anymore and that significantly put your relationship in jeopardy.” He said in rushed tones. “And for that i am ..deeply sorry.” Over the phone i could feel the tension erupting from his tone and the sincerity of his apologies and i shut my eyes once again. I wished i could tell him how much just his call meant to me and how relieved it made me feel. I hadn't realized the tears had begun to roll from my eyes again. “Mrs Rebecca,…?”Drew's concerned voice cloaked my ears. But the sobs had only grown deeper. “Mrs. Rebecca speak to me …please.” But i couldn't. Drew would never approve of my aborting a baby i had fallen deeply in love with. “Fuck it Rebecca! Tell me where the fuck you are!” His desperation struck me and impulsively i cried out loud. “The hospital! My voice shook. I flung my other hand to my hair. Finger combing the stress that clamored within me. Drew paused for some seconds without saying anything.” “Just stay where you are okay.” He said. “Don't come please.” I swallowed. Mentally cringing at such scenery that would unfold if derrick and drew had to battle it out in the hospital. “Oh there she is.” Derricks voice filled the air. His grin reaching from one end of his cheek to another as he approached with a Doctor. “Ive gotta go drew.” I took in a deep breath. “Please,,, don't come.” “Rebecca wait….” His voice trailed off as i hung up the phone. I quickly wiped off my eyes as they approached nearer. Flashing a brilliant smile at both men, i stood up to exchange pleasantries . “Are you okay Mrs Derrick?” The doctor asked. “Oh I'm fine, its just the allergies., and i also caught a fly in my eye.” I said nervously. “Oh, i see…Did you say a fly?” The doctor a bit skeptical said. “Well , shall we?” “Yes of course.” I responded rather too fast. I was led to the changing room where i had to put on hospital wear and prepare my mind for the procedure. There was absolutely no going back now. This was it. I felt a strong wave of disappointment and guilt in me as i massaged the little angel in my belly there in the changing room. “Mrs Rebecca?” The doctor called out, in reference to the amount of time i spent in the changing room. “Just one second.” I lifted my voice in false enthusiasm. When i came out, i felt derricks arm wrap around my waist. He smiled at me so lovingly i could almost swear it was a dream or whatever happened prior was only a nightmare. He then pulled me into his embrace, turning me around. A smile escaped my lips and then i gasped. “Derrick?” I said barely in a whisper with glint of hope in my voice. He then whispered into my ear. “Nice acting Rebecca. Very soon you would no longer be a pregnant whore.” He said. I felt all the color pale out of my skin as the words fell on my ears but the doctor stood grinning sheepishly. “Such happy young couple.” Said the doctor. “Well mr Derrick, if you would excuse us. We would like to begin the procedure.” “Oh Doctor Felix, please do your thing.” He said gracefully and took the exit. From the semi transparent door i could see arms wrap around his neck and my breath hitched once again. I lifted my head in horror to peep whom it was. “Ma'am, this baby is three months old. And im sure you are aware the great risks involved. As you signed in the consent form.” The doctor interrupted. I was not aware of any consent form. Must have been derrick who signed it, i thought to myself. “Great risks such as?” I asked. “Loss of life, loss of the entire reproductive system and the list goes on.” “Did you say loss of entire reproductive system?” I asked barely in whispers. And he nodded affirmatively. “And What is the percentage of a successful operation?” I asked lowly. “Seventy percent.” He answered. “So would you like to proceed.?” Well that was fair. My mind drifted to derrick, my once loving husband and my heart melted. Derrick would have done same for me, i thought to myself. “Im eager” i smiled. Laying my head on the hospital bed with memories of derrick flooding my head. The doctor began to prep his equipments and just then, a nurse barged into the room and whispered into the doctors ears. His eyes widened and he abandoned me in the operation room. “What's going on?” I asked getting down from the bed. To see what was going on outside. Nurses muttered amongst themselves wide eyed. I quickly got into their midst “whats going on?” I asked, genuinely curious. “Excuse me ma'am, you are not meant to be here,” they answered but i insisted. “We just learned that a billionaire medical doctor just bought the facility.” They said astonishingly. Just then my eyes caught Dr Felix. “Dr Felix!” I ran to him. “Good gracious, I've been searching all over for you he said.” “Well whats going on, can we begin now.”I asked non hesitantly. “Actually, your appointment in this hospital has been Cancelled.” “What!” my voice rose. “Why?…by whom?” “By the new Boss.” said Dr felixSeries of thoughts clashed in my head, banging heavily against one another like a tambourine as i tried to process what the hell was going on. “Have a seat Rebecca,” Derrick said, unflinching.I couldn't tear my eyes away from the monster i was staring at, but i moved accordingly. Reaching for one of the kitchen stools. Mom sat tied to a chair, her lips were sealed so only her eyes did the talking. And from the look on her eyes, she was going through a rollercoaster of pain, stress and heavy tiredness. My eyes welled up immediately, soaking up my cheeks. How could he be this cruel to mom? If he did this to mom what about dad?Dad, where was Dad?“Derrick,” i swallowed. “where is my dad?” But then, mom shook her head erratically, as though trying to tell me something. Her gesture pulled a string on my heart. “What is she saying?,” “what is she trying to say?” I cried. “Take the tape off her, please!” I hovered around him saying,“For goodness sake Derrick, what is this truly
(Back to present.)The clock spun around so quick that suddenly, minutes passed into hours and hours turned into days. There was no call from Drew, neither was there any sign from Derrick. Just me, my growing baby, the maid and the walls. “Karen,” i called the maid, who seemed to work tirelessly. “You work so hard, you should take a day off.” I said to her. “I couldn't leave you all alone here, you have no one by your side, Ma'am.” She added.Ouch. I thought i was aware of that, didn't know i needed a reminder.“You barely eat, you barely move around. Hell, You don't even speak with anyone.”“I may just be an ordinary maid, but i know loneliness when i see one.”“tch,” i kissed my teeth. “Snooping around?, Thats not what you are being paid for Karen,” i said with a tired voice.“I know,” she knelt beside me saying. Her cheeks puffy and round, with a petite frame and plaited two cornrows, she looked nothing older than twenty. “But its because i care about you ma'am,” she paus
What!” I shrieked. “Theres no way you are going to tell him that.” “Why are you going to lie?” I snorted.“Well watch me.” He said, storming out of the house. Was it his plan to drive me crazy? I held on to the railings of the staircase tightly for stability while my head spun like a rollercoaster. A Divorce?, (Back to the day before Derricks wedding to Rebecca.)“Oh my God, Derrick,” i flung my hand to cover my mouth in amazement at a bracelet he got me.“These are so gorgeous., i love them. Thank you!” I exclaimed happily. Running my fingers into the water fountain from where we sat, we watched the decorators do their thing.“Thank you, for loving them.” He snickered. “But most importantly Rebecca, thank you for not making this feel like an arranged marriage.”“I feel like i have known you all my life,” he continued. “And i promise to make this work.”“And i,…” i was about to repeat my vow when we were interrupted. “If its not the charming bride and groom to be,” the event
I remember when i was a teenager, and i had just finished watching my first horror movie ever, My face lacked emotions, it remained frozen, pale, like it was sucked dry by the very terrifying monsters from the movie. Well, history just repeated itself. Except that, this time, it wasn't a movie, but the words from my husbands mouth. Derricks mouth. “Thats unlike you, Fiona?. …,” i repeated. “Fiona, thats what this had all been about?” “Wait, how long has this really been going on?” I bombarded myself with series of questions. “ i cant do this anymore,” i resigned. “ i cant hope for you anymore.” I shook my head saying. Flinging off the duvet without a care in the world, i impatiently jumped out of the bed. Derrick only ruffled the sheets once again before drifting off back to sleep. One look at him and i slammed the door shut so hard. Wishing i could just take a long drive far away from this mess. But it was past midnight already and had nowhere to go. I ha
I spun his arms over my shoulders as i struggled to pull him up. He had staggered through the door and landed with a heavy thud on the floor. “What happened to you?” I asked worriedly, tossing aside every last bit of anger i felt towards him. Assessing his body, i couldn't help but pinch my nose at the stench coming from him. Was he drunk? He seemed to have stumbled on blocks on his way too . The scratches and bruises etched on the back sides of his shoulders mixed with traces of sand. I shook my head pitifully. Tracing the ends of the bruises and patting away the sand stains off his body. “It hurts…” he yelped. “Derrick?” I drew my eyebrows together as i leaned in closer to hear him clearer. “Are you hurt?” I asked. His eyes were closed and only his lips trembled. He looked so helpless and i cursed under my breath. One last attempt, i drew in all the strength i had left and pulled him up finally. “She made me do it…” he slurred once again, trailing off. I
“Who was that?” Derricks voice resounded as i walked steadily past the doorway. My heart froze at the sound of his voice. Despite everything he put me through, i couldn't understand the butterflies that still flapped in my belly. Neither could i understand which emotion struggled to play first. Was it resentment?, anger? or a hot boil of both?The mere sight of him sitting cooly, pissed me off. With an ambience of purity, like he wasn't fast burying his dick into Fiona's pussy a couple hours ago.Why couldn't i hate this man for godsake. I needed to get even in some sort of way. “Rebecca, I'm talking to you.” He dusted off the cigarette smoke into the ash tray saying.I pursed my lips and swallowed. “He dropped me off.”“Who Rebecca! I said who!.” He flared. “Maybe if you had…” i paused, saying. “Waited at least, for me back at the hospital that question would not have existed.” He took off his glasses and smirked. “I see.” “I can see you borrowed some audacity. Well, i c