I hopped down the car without thinking and started moving towards the hospital door in a daze.
More than before, i needed to get this baby out of me, maybe it would get derrick back to his senses. The thought of Fiona ran through my mind. But my senses were dulled. The unbelieving part of me could not bring myself to accept it was my blood sister Fiona derrick was having a secret affair with. Drew. “Damn.” I said so many harmful things to him when all he sincerely wanted to do was help. Maybe i should text him I'm sorry? I ruffled my shaky hands into my bag and plucked out my phone from where it sat. “Sit and wait for me.” Derrick ordered. I sighed deeply as i sent the text message. And in the next three seconds my phone began to ring. My heart thumped a bit faster. Then i answered it and slowly lifted it to my ear. “Im the one who should be sorry. Reb…” he paused. Retracing his words. “Mrs Rebecca.” “I went too far, I could not control my hands, my emotions , my thoughts around you anymore and that significantly put your relationship in jeopardy.” He said in rushed tones. “And for that i am ..deeply sorry.” Over the phone i could feel the tension erupting from his tone and the sincerity of his apologies and i shut my eyes once again. I wished i could tell him how much just his call meant to me and how relieved it made me feel. I hadn't realized the tears had begun to roll from my eyes again. “Mrs Rebecca,…?”Drew's concerned voice cloaked my ears. But the sobs had only grown deeper. “Mrs. Rebecca speak to me …please.” But i couldn't. Drew would never approve of my aborting a baby i had fallen deeply in love with. “Fuck it Rebecca! Tell me where the fuck you are!” His desperation struck me and impulsively i cried out loud. “The hospital! My voice shook. I flung my other hand to my hair. Finger combing the stress that clamored within me. Drew paused for some seconds without saying anything.” “Just stay where you are okay.” He said. “Don't come please.” I swallowed. Mentally cringing at such scenery that would unfold if derrick and drew had to battle it out in the hospital. “Oh there she is.” Derricks voice filled the air. His grin reaching from one end of his cheek to another as he approached with a Doctor. “Ive gotta go drew.” I took in a deep breath. “Please,,, don't come.” “Rebecca wait….” His voice trailed off as i hung up the phone. I quickly wiped off my eyes as they approached nearer. Flashing a brilliant smile at both men, i stood up to exchange pleasantries . “Are you okay Mrs Derrick?” The doctor asked. “Oh I'm fine, its just the allergies., and i also caught a fly in my eye.” I said nervously. “Oh, i see…Did you say a fly?” The doctor a bit skeptical said. “Well , shall we?” “Yes of course.” I responded rather too fast. I was led to the changing room where i had to put on hospital wear and prepare my mind for the procedure. There was absolutely no going back now. This was it. I felt a strong wave of disappointment and guilt in me as i massaged the little angel in my belly there in the changing room. “Mrs Rebecca?” The doctor called out, in reference to the amount of time i spent in the changing room. “Just one second.” I lifted my voice in false enthusiasm. When i came out, i felt derricks arm wrap around my waist. He smiled at me so lovingly i could almost swear it was a dream or whatever happened prior was only a nightmare. He then pulled me into his embrace, turning me around. A smile escaped my lips and then i gasped. “Derrick?” I said barely in a whisper with glint of hope in my voice. He then whispered into my ear. “Nice acting Rebecca. Very soon you would no longer be a pregnant whore.” He said. I felt all the color pale out of my skin as the words fell on my ears but the doctor stood grinning sheepishly. “Such happy young couple.” Said the doctor. “Well mr Derrick, if you would excuse us. We would like to begin the procedure.” “Oh Doctor Felix, please do your thing.” He said gracefully and took the exit. From the semi transparent door i could see arms wrap around his neck and my breath hitched once again. I lifted my head in horror to peep whom it was. “Ma'am, this baby is three months old. And im sure you are aware the great risks involved. As you signed in the consent form.” The doctor interrupted. I was not aware of any consent form. Must have been derrick who signed it, i thought to myself. “Great risks such as?” I asked. “Loss of life, loss of the entire reproductive system and the list goes on.” “Did you say loss of entire reproductive system?” I asked barely in whispers. And he nodded affirmatively. “And What is the percentage of a successful operation?” I asked lowly. “Seventy percent.” He answered. “So would you like to proceed.?” Well that was fair. My mind drifted to derrick, my once loving husband and my heart melted. Derrick would have done same for me, i thought to myself. “Im eager” i smiled. Laying my head on the hospital bed with memories of derrick flooding my head. The doctor began to prep his equipments and just then, a nurse barged into the room and whispered into the doctors ears. His eyes widened and he abandoned me in the operation room. “What's going on?” I asked getting down from the bed. To see what was going on outside. Nurses muttered amongst themselves wide eyed. I quickly got into their midst “whats going on?” I asked, genuinely curious. “Excuse me ma'am, you are not meant to be here,” they answered but i insisted. “We just learned that a billionaire medical doctor just bought the facility.” They said astonishingly. Just then my eyes caught Dr Felix. “Dr Felix!” I ran to him. “Good gracious, I've been searching all over for you he said.” “Well whats going on, can we begin now.”I asked non hesitantly. “Actually, your appointment in this hospital has been Cancelled.” “What!” my voice rose. “Why?…by whom?” “By the new Boss.” said Dr felixI hopped down the car without thinking and started moving towards the hospital door in a daze. More than before, i needed to get this baby out of me, maybe it would get derrick back to his senses. The thought of Fiona ran through my mind. But my senses were dulled. The unbelieving part of me could not bring myself to accept it was my blood sister Fiona derrick was having a secret affair with. Drew. “Damn.” I said so many harmful things to him when all he sincerely wanted to do was help. Maybe i should text him I'm sorry? I ruffled my shaky hands into my bag and plucked out my phone from where it sat. “Sit and wait for me.” Derrick ordered. I sighed deeply as i sent the text message. And in the next three seconds my phone began to ring. My heart thumped a bit faster. Then i answered it and slowly lifted it to my ear. “Im the one who should be sorry. Reb…” he paused. Retracing his words. “Mrs Rebecca.” “I went too far, I could not control my hands, my emotions , my
Derrick…,” my eyes shone in horror. “Surprised to see me i know.”. He chuckled bitterly. “ i can explain.”i extended my hands pleadingly to him. “Of course you can…” he kissed his teeth saying. “ tell me Rebecca, is he the real father. ?” Derrick asked with a glint of disgust in his eyes. “Derrick… how could you say such a thing!” I cried. “Having sex with your driver? …just tell me, how low could you stoop Rebecca?” He spat. “Beneath my feet?” “Derrick!” My voice croaked as tears had begun to roll down endlessly down my cheeks as he spoke. “The sight of you disgusts me.” He said laying emphasis on each word. “You dirty, lying cheating pregnant whore.” I fell on my knees as the words left his mouth with my mouth agape. “You don't talk to her like that.” Drew cut in, his hands firmly tucked in his pocket as he spoke with utmost confidence. “She needed you Mr Derrick, your wife needed you, but where were you?!” Drew almost let his anger flare up. “Oh …how charm
I wiped the rolls of tears that formed on my cheeks and immediately changed into my outfit. Patting my cheeks so they don't appear puffy. Outside of the hospital, drew stood smartly by the car, ushering me in. “Thank you.” I mouthed. Through the ride, there was no denying of the tension which hung in the air as i kept tossing from one side to another. But Drews eyes were focused on the road and he uttered no word until we arrived at mom and dads. “Ill be waiting outside.” He said, putting on his shades. as we stepped out. “Aren't you coming in?” “I don't think so..” he answered. “And what if i insist?” I asked. “ have a wonderful thanksgiving ma'am.” He said firmly. Extending a forced smile. His words cut deep but with a pursed lip, i shrugged my shoulders and gave a curt nod. I couldn't understand the pang i felt within me. As i walked into the house, i felt a familiar ache across my chest. There were pictures on the wall which held a decades worth story,
Drew swept me off my feet without a second thought into the car, placing my head softly on the head rest. “My baby..” i kept repeating, my fingers scratching the corners of Drew's seat. Drew then dipped his hand into his pocket and reached for his phone. He took in a deep breath and contemplated on dialing the number on the phone. “Mr Derrick…., he paused.” “Mrs Rebecca right now is in a critical condition and I'm taking her to the family hospital. Your presence will be of huge importance.” He said rigidly. But his eyes had sooner dimmed and his jaws clenched tightly. He then returned the phone to his pocket. “You just finished speaking with my husband Drew, is everything alright?” I asked worriedly. His eyes locked with mine as he stole a quick glance at me through the rear mirror. “He is in a meeting.” He said rigidly once again. “Its thanksgiving, and its a holiday. So there are no meetings.” I furrowed my eyebrows saying. “Tell me drew, is my husband in troub
Rebecca you have to abort this child.” Derrick pinched the bridge of his nose saying. “Abort?” I opened my eyes wide open as the test result slipped from my hand. “How could you do this to me!” He suddenly flared. “I provided your pills and every contraceptive you required, yet you show up with a “thing” in your belly?.”he pointed. I gasped. “Derrick, we have been married for three years now!” I said, now fighting back the tears that were threatening to spill. “ and now you want me to terminate my baby?” “Married…” Derrick chuckled. “Do i need to remind you that this, union was an ‘arranged’ marriage”, he used his fingers to draw quotes. “But we agreed to make it work…” i trailed off, Derrick nodded his head in approval. “Yes we did. But like you always do, you ruin everything.” He said storming out of the door. There was a strange dark look in his eyes i had never seen before. It looked like resentment and undiluted anger. I picked myself up from the bed hurried