Masuk/-Miray-/
I opened my eyes to the sight of unfamiliar ceilings, and I squinted against the sudden brightness. But when I tried to move, I realized that my waist was firmly held and my back was pressed against a sturdy and muscular chest.
The breath against my neck made my skin tingle.
With that, memories of last night crashed into me like a tidal wave, making me stiff.
The darkness, the kisses, the sound I had made, lewd and unrecognizable and how I had repeatedly clung to a man whom I didn't know, sinking into clouds of lust without holding back.
And the temporary mark. My hands flew to my neck where the obvious imprint from bite marks could be seen.
My face alternated between red, white and green, before settling on white.
I was mortified.
What have I done? How could I…
Carefully, I freed myself from his grasp, slipping free like a ghost and my feet hitting the cold floor without making a sound.
I scrambled for my clothes, my hands and entire body shaking.
I turned around, barely enough to see his face and my pupils trembled slightly.
He’s good-looking, so good looking that it doesn’t seem real.
But I didn’t dare linger, afraid my gaze would wake him.
So I fled.
I only managed to find my breath after I stepped out of the hotel and the cold air fanned my face.
I adjusted my dress, telling myself to forget what happened.
“It doesn’t matter. It’s just a temporary mark, it will fade in a few days.” I mumbled to myself, hailed a taxi and left.
“And as for Clarissa…” My gaze turned cold.
…
I stood in the grand ballroom, surrounded by chatters from the guests and the clash of expensive perfume and wine.
It was his birthday banquet, my father’s. A celebration of fifty-three years of existence, and of everything he has built and lost.
I smoothed down my crimson gown, the color a deliberate choice, bold and nothing like the weak woman I had once been.
And as I walked, eyes turned and whispers followed.
Then I saw him, Royce.
He was in an immaculate white tuxedo, his black hair neatly styled, making him look like some prince in a fairytale movie. His brown eyes locked onto me with an intensity I would have found thrilling in the past.
But now, it made my skin crawl.
Seeing him again filled me with so much hatred and anger that my breath turned heavy. My hold tightened around my small bag, knuckles turning white.
He approached me quickly, mild surprise flickering in his eyes when his gaze landed on me.
“Miray,” His voice was urgent. “I have been trying to reach you but it keeps going to voicemail. And your step-mother said you’ve been…”
I pulled my hand back before he could reach me, my eyes cold and my voice dismissive. “I have been busy.”
“Busy? Or angry?”
I didn’t answer.
His face shifted into that of frustration, “Look, things are not like how the media made it look. That picture that went viral was a mistake, the woman was my client…”
“You were hugging your client?” I repeated, a hint of sarcasm dripping from my voice.
He quickly shook his head, his brown eyes desperate in an attempt to explain himself, “No, I was just…”
“You don’t have to explain, I don’t care.”
“You…don’t?”
“Should I?” I met his gaze with a sarcastic smile on my face, deliberately raising my voice. “We’re not engaged, we are not even dating, so why should I care about what you do?”
Yes. In the past, he never asked me out, but I just assumed we were dating, how utterly stupid. I had seen all the signs, yet, I kept finding excuses for him.
Around us, the whispers grew and I could feel the curious eyes on us.
“Miray, listen to me. We can talk about this, our relationship shouldn’t be affected because of this trivial matter.” He reached for me again and my visage turned dark.
“Do not touch me.” My voice was low, but thick with warning, and his hand froze midair.
“You think you can simply walk in here,” I continued, my voice passing through each corners of the ballroom. “in front of these distinguished guests, and act as though we share something worth acknowledging?”
A cold, derisive laugh left my lips. “You are nothing but a second son, clinging desperately to your brother’s shadow. You have no power, no influence and no claim at anything. And yet, you have the audacity to lay claim over me, especially when you’ve already been sharing someone else’s bed?”
With that said, I retrieved the pictures I had already prepared and threw it right at his face. The pictures flew in the air before landing on the floor like damning confetti, each one a knife aimed at Royce’s carefully constructed facade.
A half-naked photo of Royce with his lips on his ‘client’s’ neck. Another showing him exchanging a kiss with another woman. Each perfectly capturing his twisted countenance, different from the gentleman he showed to others.
The ballroom fell into a pindrop silence, then a collective gasp echoed through the crowd.
“Oh my goodness! I thought they were in a relationship but it seems he has been cheating.”
“A scumbag, indeed. No wonder she’s not giving him face.”
“Tsk, he still has the audacity to face her?”
“Abusing the Alpha’s authority, I know the likes of him.”
I watched as Royce’s face twisted, and turned flushed with anger and the weight of the humiliation.
“Miray, you are making a scene. Let’s speak in private…”
I didn’t move. “You are not welcome here and you will leave before I have the security escort you out.”
He raised his voice, fist tightly clenched, “You don’t speak to me…”
“Can’t I?” I cut him short. “You are not even the first heir, but a parasite pretending to be something he’s not. And everyone here knows it. So, why can’t I?”
Royce’s eyes burned with fury, and something cold and cruel flashed in his eyes, very close to the expression he had on when he pulled the trigger that time, but it vanished quickly.
He wanted to say something else, but when he glanced around and noticed the eyes on us, he thought otherwise.
“We’ll talk when you are thinking clearly, Miray.” He said, then turned to leave.
I watched him leave, my expression unreadable. This was just the beginning, I had not even started yet.
The game had only just begun.
“Miray.”
I raised my head at the sound of my name, seeing my father approaching with a smile on his face. He must have seen the scene earlier.
“I have someone I would like you to meet.”
“Oh?”
I was surprised.
This didn’t happen in my past life.
He led me forward and towards a tall man who had his back turned towards us.
“Lysander.”
Then the man slowly turned.
And my breath hitched.
Dark hair, sleek and neatly styled to the back, with a small strand left to frame his forehead. A face that seemed to be carved from marble, hard lines and cold angles.
He was handsome, but in a way that screamed danger.
And those eyes…
It made my blood run cold.
Grey.
Pale and piercing, seemingly capable of seeing through me.
It’s him, it’s him!
“Miray, meet Lysander. My close friend from back in the days, he just returned to the pack and he will be staying with us for a while.”
A shudder went through me when his gaze swept over me.
The man I had just had a one night stand with, was my father’s friend?
/-Miray-/I retreated like a person who has been scalded, so shocked that I didn’t know what to do for a while.How could that be?How could I develop feelings for Lysander? And so soon?No, No, this couldn’t happen. I stared at nothing in particular, my mind struggling to accept the sudden realization. My mind was like a jumbled mess, scattered, disoriented and messy.My purpose in this life was only one and that was vengeance. I had promised that I would not be distracted from the goal by anything, least of all something as unpredictable and troublesome as romantic feelings.Love was a luxury I could no longer afford. I didn’t even dare think about it because it had killed me before and I didn’t want to make the same stupid mistake.I had no desire in placing my heart in someone else’s hand, only for it to get crushed at the end of the day. I didn’t need a man to complete me and I certainly didn’t want to fall in love.So, why? What was happening to me now?Of all men in the world,
/-Miray-/I retreated like a person who has been scalded, so shocked that I didn’t know what to do for a while.How could that be?How could I develop feelings for Lysander? And so soon?No, No, this couldn’t happen. I stared at nothing in particular, my mind struggling to accept the sudden realization. My mind was like a jumbled mess, scattered, disoriented and messy.My purpose in this life was only one and that was vengeance. I had promised that I would not be distracted from the goal by anything, least of all something as unpredictable and troublesome as romantic feelings.Love was a luxury I could no longer afford. I didn’t even dare think about it because it had killed me before and I didn’t want to make the same stupid mistake.I had no desire in placing my heart in someone else’s hand, only for it to get crushed at the end of the day. I didn’t need a man to complete me and I certainly didn’t want to fall in love.So, why? What was happening to me now?Of all men in the world,
/-Miray-/Lysander glanced at me with a raise of his eyebrow before averting his gaze.I sneered, “What, can’t bear to even look at me now?”I watched him for a moment and the next words I was about to say got stuck in my throat.The morning light fell across his features, outlining the sharp angles of his face. A cigarette rested in between his index and middle fingers, its faint trail of smoke curling lazily into the air.The smoke partially obscured his features, giving his otherwise expressionless face an air of mystery that made him look even more dangerously handsome.No, he looked maddening handsome.I hated how easily he could look so good while doing something as simple as smoking. Was there something he could do that would make him ugly?And I hated his attribute even more.D*mn it!“Do you have another reason to be here?” He asked again, staring calmly ahead like there was something better looking than me outside.I clenched my fist in annoyance, my gaze falling on the ciga
/-Miray-/Their conversation didn’t last long as they all got busy. However, I was unable to stop thinking about what they’ve just said.Was Lysander and secretary Stacy that close? Could they be in a relationship? Or friends with … benefits?A lot of thoughts went through my mind, distracting me and making me unable to get through with my task. But I also felt this sudden urgency to see Lysander.However, as an intern, I needed a perfect excuse and couldn’t simply enter his office because I wanted to see him.Fortunately, I didn’t have to wait long before an opportunity presented itself.A few minutes later, one of the senior employees who had been discussing Stacy and Lysander earlier approached my desk and placed a document before me. “Take this to the CEO’s office. He needs to review it before the meeting this afternoon.” She said in a somewhat overbearing manner. The CEO’s office? Wasn’t that wonderful?I didn’t mind her haughty manner of speaking to me and simply smiled, “Okay
/-Miray-/For a moment, I simply stood there, staring at the man who walked across the lobby like my eyes were playing tricks on me. It was almost as though he was a shadow who kept following me everywhere. I had barely left his room just this morning and now, he was standing in front of me.Was this some kind of joke? Because if it was not, then this was some sick coincidence.He didn’t see me. His attention remained focused ahead as he walked towards the elevator, tightly surrounded by his bodyguards.And when the elevator closed with him in it, I let out a breath I didn’t know I was holding, watching as the receptionist and the second woman also heaved in relief as though they'd just escaped some disaster.I turned towards the receptionist and asked, pretending to be merely curious, “Who is that man? He seems to have quite a high status in the company.”The woman glanced at me with a strange expression coupled with a hint of disdain and mockery.“Don’t even think about it. If you
/-Miray-/I quickly looked away before he could see the red hue that was slowly spreading across my cheeks. Childish? Me?Perhaps he was right. I had lived two lives, I had experienced things most people probably wouldn’t ever imagine and I had endured pain and betrayal that had forced me to grow up far earlier than I should have.Yet, despite everything I had lived through, I was still capable of behaving so childishly by smearing his shirt because he annoyed me. I watched him quietly, finding the silence between us comforting instead of awkward. He was so focused on treating my wound as though he was facing a barrier he was determined to overcome.His movements were surprisingly careful and gentle.And seeing his solemn look, I couldn’t help but find him endearing in a way. But as soon as that thought crept up, I shook my head to dispel it.Endearing? Lysander? I must have slept too much and was still groggy.I cleared my throat and broke the silence, “Why haven’t you been at home







