LOGINShirleyOn the list of things I need to do to change the outcome of things, the first and most important thing is to train myself. I neglected the compulsory pack training and I barely passed the exam before but I decided to change that. I hate being trained and I always find ways to avoid training the other's, and Mrs Smith, the pack's coach, would always remember me for being the most notorious among the students.I chuckled softly as I thought about how naive I was back then to believe that as Luna what I need to do is support and be the brain behind my mate. Things have changed now as I believed that mate bond can sometimes be a drawback, I now believe that nothing else matters except for my strength. I knew that things might be different if I trained hard before, it would have been hard for Dawson to take me down easily. I would have fought him valiantly and during that time the commotion caused by the fight would have attracted the guards and elders and I wouldn't have died in
Shirley On our way back to the pack, Aurora noticed Dawson following us, and she wanted to fight him to make him stop following us but I stopped her. I had noticed that he was trailing behind us not long after we left the place but I didn't say a word as there's no reason for me to do that. The conversation I had with him earlier made me realize that I was too hold up in the past, and after confirming that my memories were right, and I didn't let things happen like they were supposed to be. Since I didn't make the same choice, it will be suspicious of me if I want to make him believe that he had wronged me. I knew that all that would be on his mind is that I rejected him because he's a rogue but I didn't. I don't care about his status as a rogue just like before, and what I care about is how he betrayed me. There's no telling if he'll change his ways if I accept him, moreover, what I lost during the time when I accepted him was irreplaceable. I lost my parents and friends even if i
Dawson Being rejected by one's mate is unpleasant and I don't wish for any of that to happen to someone else, my mind keeps flashing over and over again on how I was rejected. I felt uncomfortable and I could barely breath, there was sometimes when I would dream about being rejected, the pain that I feel in my heart jolts me awake. I was depressed just like I was after what happened with my parents. I wasn't born a rogue, the situation made me a rogue, and I am trying all I can to shed off the rogue's aura on my body, and I have a feeling I'll be able to get that done with Carter's help, and that was why I decided to work for him. Even when what he does is against my intentions, I'll still follow him, unless he plans on hurting my mate.I jolted out of my thoughts as I sniffed in the air with a frown, there was an unfamiliar smell of someone nearby. Although the person was a distance away I could still smell the scent as that was the only reason I am still alive, as a rogue being ca
Shirley“What’s wrong with you these days? You've been preoccupied with your thoughts, is it because of your mate?” Aurora asked tentatively, jolting me out of my thoughts, and I turned to look at her with a dazed look on my face.Everything that had happened, that I remember made things hard for me to accept. I still can't come to terms with what had transpired between me and Dawson. I somehow believe that I have wronged Dawson and that I might be wrong about him, and everything that I remember is all a dream but I couldn't shake off my gut feeling that my decision to reject him was right. I am torn between my thoughts that I had forgotten the most important thing, which is to confirm if all that I remember is real or a dream.“You’re right, I've been so preoccupied these days that I've neglected everything. Thank you for being here for me,” I said looking at her with a sincere look on my face. She has been beside me all along, if she wasn't here I would have broken down days ago.
ShirleyMy eyes flustered open and the first thing that came into view was the white ceiling of the hospital. I stared around in confusion trying to figure out what brought me here, it was then that it started coming back to me. I remembered everything that had happened previously, I remembered rejecting Dawson but the reason was somewhat unclear to me. It felt like I had rejected him out of impulse but as I thought more about it, I knew the reason why I had rejected him but the memory seems to be distant and if I didn't think more about it I wouldn't have remembered it. It felt like it hadn't happened but the pain I felt in my heart whenever I think about it. “She awake,” a voice jolted me out of my thoughts and I turned to look in the direction to see my parents and Aurora. “Are you alright? You scared me back then,” Aurora asked as she stared at me with a worried look on her face. Seeing the look on their faces made my heart flutter, and I decided that there's no need for me t
Dawson My heart was filled with nervousness as I walked around the Crescent Moon pack. I'm scouting to see if there is a way for me to sneak into the pack. I knew that if I'm to be seen by the patrol guards things would be bad but I still kept on moving as this might be the only chance for me to be part of a pack again.I have always looked forward to shredding off the aura of a rogue on me and become an official member of a pack but I haven't been able to, and now that the mysterious leader of rogues had approached me telling me to join him and once his plan works out he will let me join his pack. His plan is to take over this pack, his plan might be absurd but I knew that he would treat me well if he managed to take over the pack and I planned on doing all I can to make that work.The reputation of the rogue's alpha has always been widely spread, packs are wary of him. He might not be able to dominate packs but any pack he sets his eyes on would end up in ruins. He has always been







