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24. Thoughts

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~ MILENA ~

The moment he’s out of the room, I rip the cannula from my hand and rush to the bathroom, hitting my knee as I drop to the ground by the toilet and throw up, emptying my stomach. I feel sick from what he told me.

He said that the Arkan… that they – I wretch again, but this time only a bit of water comes up.

I let out a groan as I drop to the ground, leaning against the wall beside the toilet as I try not to let emotions consume me.

Are we really monsters?

No…

No, please…

Staggering to my feet, I flush the toilet and rinse my mouth and stare at my reflection, my fingers gripping the sink basin with full force as I glare at the woman staring back at me.

I want to deny it all, but I have always been one to analyse things. How many reports or information did I really have about the Arkan? How do I really know what’s going on?

Obey orders and don’t ask questions.

That is our motto.

Why not, though? Why can’t we ask questions? Why don’t we ask questions?

Because that’s what we’re
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Taib4real Sanni
To each his own sis but when it comes to the Rossi's/ Westwood's it just hits different...Lols. But I can't deny loving any story from dear Muse🤍
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Ivka Alkova
Seriously, you literally left us on the edge. She gives me ( in that moment) Delsanra vibes , I hope there is one Alejandro to catch her...
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Magda
if someone gonna catch her? ...
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