Chapter 2

Silvy

I can tell he is thinking about it which is good. He could have blown me off as soon as I asked.  After Goof finishes his bite he lays his elbows on the table and leans on them. “ I have questions,” he said. Questions, that’s great. I have to work hard to keep my excitement in. Goof, my dear friend may do this for me. Help me achieve my dream. “ Of course. Ask me anything.” I said. “ This doctor you found. Is he good?” Goof asked. “ Yes. I talked to the top obstetrics doctor at the hospital. She recommended him and I checked him out. His credentials and past clients. I even checked to see if he had any malpractice suits or complaints against him.” I told him. 

“ That’s good.  And I assume I will have to do some testing.” he said. I told him about the testing he would have to give a sample to make sure his sperm is viable and disease testing. “ Give the doctors information. I’ll do it tomorrow.” Goof said. I squeal “ Does that mean you will do this for me?” “ I will but I have some conditions and one more question.” Goof said. I could handle a few conditions. How bad could they be? “ What’s the question?” I asked. 

“ Your idea is well thought out and you have done all the research.  Not that I’m surprised.  You never do anything half assed. But are you one hundred percent sure you want to do this?” he asked. I was prepared for this. It is time to pour my heart out. If Goof is going to do this he deserves to know the truth. No matter how humiliating it is. I nod  “Have a baby, yes. I’m sure.” “ But like this?” he asked. “ Goof, I’m tired of failed relationships.  Or the liars and cheaters. Of the guys just looking for a good time. Or the ones that only want to date me behind closed doors. I want to settle down and have a family. And I’m tired of waiting for the right guy. Either he doesn’t want to settle down, he lost my address or he doesn’t exist.” I told him.

What I didn’t tell him and never would is that he would be the perfect guy for me. He is in every way perfect for me except for one thing. His man whore ways. That is the only thing that has stopped me from attempting to take things further than friendship with Goof. And I knew I was never going to find someone as good as him. I have tried but I kept mentally comparing them with Goof. There was also a little thing that I’m not his type and he isn’t attracted to me. I have seen the girls he has been with and I am the opposite of them on every level. So I gave up and focused on getting the family that I want. 

“ Silvy, I’m sorry you feel that way. But I will help you. Are you ready to hear my terms?” Goof asked. “ Yes, tell me what you want.” I said. “ It is simple, I will do the first donation at the doctor’s office. If it doesn’t take then we skip the doctors.” he said. Did he just say what I think he said? No, that can’t be  right. Goof wouldn’t want to have sex with me. He has never shown any attraction towards me. He has never checked me out. I had to have misheard him. “ Could you repeat that? It sounded like you said you wanted to have sex with me if the first donation didn’t take.” I asked. I needed clarification.

Goof

I watched Silvy’s reaction closely after I gave my terms.  I look for any clue that Silvy may be disgusted or insulted. I didn’t get that. I got shock, I expected that. What I didn’t understand was her disbelief when she asked me to repeat it. “ That is exactly what I said. We will have sex if it doesn’t take the first run.” I told her.  Her drop to the table. “ You want to have sex with me?” she asked. But it was the look on her face. Silvy couldn’t believe I wanted to have sex with her. If she only knew how many times I have fantasized about her over the past two years.

“ Yes.” I said. “ You, Goof. Sex God to the skanks. The man that should be on the cover of magazines. Wants to have sex with frumpy me so I can have a baby.” Silvy said. The last part of what she said pissed me off. I don’t like her putting herself down. Silvy is anything but frumpy. Silvy is sexy even in scrubs. She is smart and funny. But if I tell her that now she won’t believe me. I will work on that later. To convince her to agree to my terms I have to take a rational route. But there is nothing rational about this condition.  I will explain it all later. I have to convince Silvy to agree first. 

“ First stop calling yourself frumpy. It isn’t true. But back to the discussion at hand. Think about it. You go to the doctor once a month and pay how much?” I asked. “ Two thousand for each insemination visit. Not including the labs and the shots.” Holy shit. Silvy is willing to fork out that kind of cash to have a baby because she can’t find a decent man. I’m sitting right here for fuck sakes. “ You see the doctor once a month. If we have sex after the first time we can have sex multiple times during your fertile time to increase the odds.” I told her. Yes, I paid attention in health class and when Silvy said the shots were to help increase her fertility. 

Silvy starts tapping in a pattern and I swear I see the wheels turning. She is probably doing the math in her head to figure out how much she could save. “ Goof, it would increase the odds of me getting pregnant and save me a ton that I could save for the baby. But are you sure? It would mean having sex with me several times a months for who knows how long. You can’t be drunk or high. It could affect your sperm.” Silvy said. What the hell? What kinds of assholes has she been dating? She thinks I have to be drunk to fuck her. Is she fucking nuts? And the idea of fucking her as often as possible has me getting hard. “ Trust me I won’t need to be drunk or high. And yes I’m sure.” I said. 

 “ Okay, I agree to your terms. I’ll let you know if the first donation doesn’t take. Thank you so much for this. You are helping me with my dream. This means a lot to me.” Silvy said. She finished her lunch because she had to get to work. Before she left she promised to call after she had the procedure and when she was getting tested to let me know the result. I watched her sway her ass as she left. I could watch that ass all day. I used to stare at it while she was working with Lilly.

You are wondering why I agreed to such a deal instead of just admitting to Silvy I’m in love with her. It is simple. I have spent the last few years getting to know Silvy. Pretty words won’t work on her. She needs to see action. So that’s what I’m going to do. By having sex with her? You ask. That is just part of it.  Have I dreamed of having Silvy under me screaming my name as I pound her pussy? Hell yes. I have had that thought hundreds of times over the years. I have jacked-off to the images so many times I’m surprised I don’t have carpal tunnel. 

And now I’m going to make it happen. If I let Silvy do the donations I don’t have an excuse to get close to her. This way I can have her in my bed, her bed, against a wall, an empty room in the hospital. You get the idea. If Silvy thinks I’m going to fuck her then leave she has another thing coming. That shit is for skanks and my Silvy is no skank. I will hold her, talk to her and be there for her no matter her needs. She needs help with her shots. I’m on it. She is having a craving. Where do I need to go? Her feet hurt, I have her sitting down with her feet in my lap. She has a doctor's appointment, I’m driving. Silvy may thing I’m walking away from her and this baby but she has another thing coming. Is this how I imagined getting together with Silvy and having a family? No. We are doing things backwards but I have an in and I’m taking it.