Chapter 11

Lug Nut

The past three months have been both the best and worst of my life. I have spent every minute with Ailee that I can. I’m in her bed every night. Sometimes we enjoy each other's bodies all night long. And man does my girl have a body.It is like every curve and groove were made just for me. Sometimes we would just cuddle up and talk about anything and everything. We would watch mindless tv. All that mattered was that I was by her side. That is some of the better. I’ll give you more later. I want to get the worst out of the way. I have been to every doctor's appointment and chemo session Ailee has had. I have learned how to keep my emotions off my face during these sessions. I don't want Ailee to see how much they bother me. It shouldn’t bother me. It is Ailee that has toxins pumped into her. It is Ailee that vomits after every session, not me. But it hurts to watch he