Mag-log inKIAN Hilda had warned him not to force her to remember anything. But she never mentioned not taking her to familiar places they have been, or activities they have done together to jog her memories. Also guilt was eating him alive from the inside. Even though he made the conscious decision not to tell her anything concerning her past, he still couldn’t help the guilt wreaking havoc in his nervous system. Shoving the negative thoughts aside not to further arouse her suspicion. He went to the boot to get their fishing equipment while she ran around, admiring the view. He lingered there in the distance for a moment, watching her. He had never seen her so happy, so carefree. When she stopped, darting a look over her shoulder, probably wondering why he was still standing there. He flushed, closing the boot and making his way toward her. She continued forward, stepping into the canoe. He looked down sharply, noticing that the boat was the same as last time. He had the intention of repl
XAVIE The following morning, I woke up with a smile on my face. Even though I didn’t remember what my life was before, waking up and realizing my current life was more than anyone could ever ask for, brightens up my day.I turned on my side, coming face to face with my husband. A warm feeling engulfed my chest at the realization that he was mine, a part of me couldn’t believe it. Before he could answer the story of how we met, he was called away by his duties. However, I still couldn’t shake the lingering feeling that there is something important I have to remember. Deciding I wasn’t going to worry about it, especially after surviving an accident that almost claimed my life, I shifted into a comfortable position. He was still fast asleep, meaning I could stare at him all I wanted without feeling nervous or flustered. His features were relaxed, his mouth set into an-almost-mouth that made me smile.The only part that bothered me deeply about not recalling anything, was the fact tha
KIAN Usually, he would have knocked before he entered any room in the palace. But he was in no fucking mood to be polite to anyone at the monent. Torn between anger and disappointment, he barged into Tint’s bedroom, startling the poor girl from what she was doing. “Alpha?” She questioned, dropping her pen and standing up from her writing desk. “What have you done?” He signed, his movement controlled mostly by anger. “What have I done?” She echoed, her face going from startling to puzzlement in an instance. “I have no idea what you are talking about. I have memorized the speech you asked me to.” “It’s about Xavie, and what you told her! I told you to stay away. I wanted to be the one to explain everything to her, but you went behind my fucking back.” “Oh…” She muttered, relaxing her expression. “I know you would tell her the truth, that’s why I went behind your back.” “You disobeyed my order!” “Technically, it wasn’t an order. You simply told Hilda that you want to be the one
XAVIE I could feel that something was missing. But for whatever reason, I couldn’t tell what it was and no one has been able to provide me with an explanation that made sense.Becoming conscious for the second time, I noticed this wasn’t the room I was in the first time. Discarding the sheets to the side, I climbed out of bed, checking the walls for any photographs that might give me an idea of what my life was. The only explanation offered to me by the healer was that I feel unconscious after being sick for a long period of time. Aside from the feeling of something missing, I felt completely fine. Coming to the realization that nothing in the bedroom reminded me of anything about myself, I grew tired and slumped down on the bed. I glimpsed my appearance from the mirror, causing me to draw closer to it. I changed my mind at the last second, instead reaching for the closet. Clothes, accessories, shoes, and bags reflected back at me. Smiling at the prettiness, I turned sharply, shut
KIAN Minutes had passed since Tint discovered that he and Xavie slept together. However, she was still following him around with that same mischievous with a mixture of disbelief. He was on the verge of telling her off, or at least sending her away because it was making him uncomfortable. He was distracted by Shade rejoining them, he had a worried look on his face. Shoving down his anxiety, he approached Shade. Silently asking him what was going on. It’s been a while since he followed his reports on Valley Pack. Lately, he has been preoccupied. It was a good thing he had Shade and his guardian to entrust matters of the Pack to. Besides, after what happened Shadow-wolf Pack gave him the reality check he desperately needed. “Talk to me.” He signed, bracing himself for the bad news. “A letter arrived from Shadow-Wolf Pack last night. I know you want me here, but it wasn’t the only reason I came. He is saying that the previous Alpha had something that belonged to him. He wants it ba
KIAN Looking out to the ocean, listening to the waves crashing against the shore. He reached out to absentmindedly stroke Wolf, who nuzzled further into him. The dog lets out a whine, as if it could feel his sadness.The last time he was here, he had sworn never to return. Yet whenever he was feeling down or angry, he found himself returning to the same spot. This morning, it was a mixture of both. An unspoken anger he hadn’t felt in a long time course through his body. He couldn’t be around anyone—especially Xavie. Thinking about her made his chest hurt. While he thought she was starting to feel the same way about him, to find out she was that way around him was due to the fact that she was intruding on his thoughts and feeling guilty about it. The revelation came down on him like a dagger being inserted into his heart. He felt pathetic, and furious at himself. As much as he wanted to blame her, he blamed himself for losing sight of what was right. Haven’t he learned his lesson t
XAVIE After tossing around on the bed for hours without getting any sleep, I drift off only to be woken up by a nightmare. Jerking awake, I tried to get my eyes adjusted to the darkness of the room. Glancing at the space next to me, I was surprised to find it empty. Frowning, I slid out of bed wo
KIANHe could tell something was bothering her, she kept opening her mouth to say something then snapping it shut to the point where he could hear her teeth click each time she did it. However, he figured out she must be unconsciously doing it, making him wonder if she was truly okay with them not
XAVIE Fuck! I could read Kian’s thoughts! My head was still spinning from the fact that I could do that. Should I say something? ‘Hey, I think ever since we slept together, I could read your thoughts?’ Yeah, that sounds too crazy, even in my own head. I was still confused about how that works bec
KIAN Xavie was making him nervous—more than usual. Although, he tried acting like he didn’t notice it which made him wonder if she even realised she was staring. It was the ‘why’ that worried him so in order not to show how much nerve of a wreck he was inside, he focused more on Logan as he brie







