“I’m so glad you called, I didn’t think I would ever see you again.” Charles says looking at me nervously. I sip my coffee looking at him, I don’t know if another date was a good idea but I’m open. He’s different I’m used to men that are very confident in themselves but I don’t want to judge him too harshly. One date is not enough time to make a conclusion on someone’s character. “I didn’t think I’d call either.” I say and he looks even more nervous. “But a good friend of mine told me to and I’m glad I did,” I say and he smiles at me sweetly. “I need to buy your friend a thank-you gift.” He says looking at me closely. "He loves gifts.” I say smiling at him. “I’m terrible at first dates and when I saw you I got all flustered and put my foot in my mouth.” He says looking at me embarrassed. “I must admit I am concerned. Do you ask every girl you meet to have your babies?” I ask looking at him trying to figure out if he’s playing me. “I do not. That reaction is purely due to you.”
“I wanted to give you a heads up; Shalom came with a date.” Jay says walking past me to get the front door. I look at him open the door and there she is; beautiful as ever. She walks in smiling at Jay and then someone walks in behind her. He greets Jay and then places his hand at the small of her back. I feel heat rise in my face. Shalom looks around the room and I wait for her to see me. I take a sip of my drink looking at how stunning she is. She’s wearing a strappy, loose dress. But the material is clinging to her curves. Her body is showing just enough for you to see that she’s all woman under all that dress. Her skin looks sun-kissed and inviting. It looks so smooth and soft. Her eyes find me and I can feel the electricity from across the room. I look at her unable to take my eyes off her. She takes a big gulp of air and I see her chest move up and down slowly. I can tell she can feel exactly what I’m feeling. I caress her with my eyes, letting her know that she should be stan
I move uncomfortably in the passenger seat of Kane’s car. I wish I had opted to drive to the engagement party. Charles insisted on picking me up, he thought it would be nice if we showed up together. I just didn’t bank on him bailing on me. I can’t believe he left me standing there, he embarrassed me. I move around in the seat again and Kane turns to look at me. “You’re good?” He asks looking back at the road. “I’m okay, I just need to get home and get out of this dress.” I say telling him half truth of the source of my discomfort, the dress is tight but it’s not why I’m so uncomfortable. He is. We’re so close to each other that I can smell his cologne. His scent is all around me and I know it’s going to take a long time for me to forget it. “I was hoping to show you something before I take you home.” He says stopping at a light and turning to look at me. The red light illuminates his face as he looks at me hopefully. “Do you have to show it to me tonight?” I ask looking at his fac
“Why are you looking at me like that?” I ask him when he hands me a glass of wine. “How am I looking at you?” He asks standing in front of me. He sits next to me waiting for me to say something. I take a sip of the wine and look at him. I can’t believe he’s playing the dumb game. He knows how he’s looking at me. I can see the lust written all over his face. I might have been out of the dating game for a long time but I can tell when a man is looking at me with lust. He needs to stop looking at me like that because I’m not sure if I can keep my hands off of him. Tonight was a very emotional for me and being here with him is adding to that emotion. I have a lot of sexual tension stored from all of the lack of sex. I was hoping Charles and I would get to the sex part but he bowed out so quickly I didn’t know what hit me. “How is your son taking to living with you?” I ask changing the subject. “He hasn’t moved in yet” He says smiling a little. “Why is that?” I ask moving a little bi
“What the fuck?” He says looking up at me. “Are you expecting company?” I ask looking back at him. “No.” He says but he doesn’t move to go to the check the door. “Are you going to check who it is?” I say trying to move from under him but he doesn’t move. “It’s probably my brother.” He says looking between my legs longingly. “I think I should get dressed.” I say and he looks at me sadly. “I’m going to punch whoever is at the door.” He says looking at the hallway angrily. “I’m going to hug whoever is at the door.” I say and he smiles at me. “Saved by the bell?” He asks getting up and standing straight. “Yes.” I say getting dressed. He looks at me silent for a few seconds. The door bell rings again and he groans. He heads to the door leaving me sitting on his sofa. I breathe slowly trying to come down from the charged situation we just had. A few more seconds we would have been having sex. I didn’t think that one through. Can I jump into bed with him just like that? Shouldn’t I w
“Wait, so you had sex and then you ran away?” Noni asks staring at me confused. “Did he kick you out?” She asks looking at me her face scrunched up. “No, I told you. I left.” I say and she looks at me like what the hell girl? “Was the dick that bad?” She asks looking at me like she’s really trying to figure me out. “No, it was amazing.” I say feeling goose bumps form around my whole body. We had an amazing night. He was amazing; I have never had a night like that with anyone. My body is still buzzing from the way he made me explode. “Then why did you leave at the first sign of sunlight. If it was as good as your face is telling me it was then you would have stayed. I don’t get it, what went wrong?” he says concerned now. “I got overwhelmed. He made me feel things. I opened my eyes and panic set in. I didn’t know what to do. I saw the door and I ran.” I say feeling so open and exposed; I don’t know what to do with the way she’s looking at me. She looks like she’s judging me hard. I
“Hi.” Kane says when I come back into the house. “Hi.” I say walking to sit next to him. He looks at me smiling. “I missed you when I woke up this morning.” He says looking at me his eyes filled with intensity. His voice is low and calm but I can tell he’s holding back his emotions. “I know I should have said goodbye.” I say looking away. I feel bad for leaving him like that. “Or you could have not left.” He states looking at me closely. “Why did you leave?” He asks his brow wrinkling a little. “I…” I say and then the words leave me. He looks at me confused. “I got scared.” I say remembering Noni’s advice. I need to talk to him, tell him the truth and if he can’t handle it I’ll get rid of him faster. “Why were you scared? Did I come on to you too hard? I thought you wanted to.” He says looking at me with a look of horror on his face. “It’s not that, I wanted to, last night was incredible.” I say quickly trying to stop his mind from running. I don’t want him to think that he coer
“This looks and smells amazing.” I say sitting at the kitchen table Kane and my mother set up for our lunch. “Turns out Kane can really cook. I was just helping out.” My mother says smiling at him sweetly. They exchange a knowing look between them and I look at Kane curiously. He seems so comfortable around my mother. What happened in this kitchen in the last half an hour? “I picked up a few skills in Cuba.” He says smiling at me. “Well thank you both for making lunch.” I say smiling at both of them. “Shall I say grace?” My mother asks offering both of us her hands. “Sure.” I say taking her offered hand and bowing my head. She says the prayer and we start eating when she’s done. “Kane tells me you two have known each other for a long time.” She says and I look at Kane like what the hell dude? He looks at me confused. Why would he tell my mother that? She’s going to bring up all the times I sneaked out at night in high school. She and I would fight all the time when I sneaked out