Reincarnated as My Husband's Buried Wife

I'd been sick for three weeks before I ever thought to call it that.

Not exactly sick. Just tired, in a way that never fully lifted no matter how much I slept. My hands had started shaking a little when I held things too long, a fine tremor I could usually hide by keeping them busy. My mouth carried this strange metallic taste most mornings, like I'd been sucking on old coins in my sleep. Some afternoons a wave of nausea would roll through me out of nowhere, quick and sharp, then gone before I could even decide if it was worth mentioning to anyone.

Everyone had a theory. My doctor said stress, and prescribed rest and less caffeine. My assistant said I was running myself into the ground managing three properties and a husband who barely looked at a spreadsheet. My mother, over the phone, said I'd always pushed myself too hard, ever since law school, and that my body was finally sending the bill.

And Gregory took care of me.

That part mattered more than anything else. He didn't hover, didn't smother me, didn't turn my exhaustion into a performance of concern for other people to admire. He just showed up, quietly, every single evening, with a cup of tea he'd started making for me without ever being asked.

Always the same cup. The chipped blue one from my grandmother's old set, the one with the hairline crack along the rim that I'd never had the heart to throw away.

"You know we own an entire cupboard of perfectly good cups, right?" I'd teased him once, maybe two weeks into the routine, watching him carry it toward me on a little tray like it was something ceremonial.

"This one's your favorite," he said, setting it down in front of me with that easy, unbothered smile of his. "You've told me that a dozen times."

Had I? I honestly couldn't remember saying it, but it sounded like something I would say, and he'd never once been wrong about the small things that mattered to me. He remembered my coffee order before I finished ordering it. He remembered which side of the bed I liked, which restaurant booth I hated, which of his mother's opinions I found genuinely unbearable. Why would he suddenly be wrong about a teacup?

I didn't question it. I was his wife. Why would I question anything?

That particular night, I was sitting out on the balcony because I didn't have the energy for much else. The evening air felt good against my skin, cool enough to cut through the low, constant fog that had settled over my thoughts for weeks. I had a blanket over my knees like an old woman, which should have bothered me more than it did.

That's when I noticed the bags.

There were maybe fifteen or twenty of them, stacked against the far wall near the big planter where our magnolia grew, each one fat with potting soil. A brand new shovel leaned against the railing beside them, the price tag still dangling off the handle, swinging faintly whenever the wind caught it.

"Gregory," I called, tilting my head toward the pile. "When did we buy all that?"

He looked up from his phone, glanced at the bags like he was seeing them for the first time too, then shrugged one shoulder. "The magnolia's roots have been struggling. I want to redo the soil around the base, give it something better to grow into."

"You're going to do that yourself? With a shovel?"

"Don't sound so surprised." He smiled, setting his phone face down on the table between us. "I did grow up with a gardener, but I do know which end of a shovel goes in the dirt."

I laughed, and it turned into a small cough halfway through, and he was up out of his chair before I'd even finished, hand pressed lightly against my back like he could hold the cough inside me if he pressed hard enough.

"I'm fine," I said, waving him off. "Really. Just tired."

"You've been tired for weeks," he said, and there was something in his voice that almost sounded like worry, except it didn't quite land there. It sat somewhere flatter than that. "Let me get your tea. You'll feel better."

He came back a few minutes later with the tray, the chipped blue cup steaming gently in the middle of it. He set it down in front of me and crouched beside my chair so we were eye level, the way he used to do back when we were newly married and every small gesture between us felt like it meant something enormous.

"Here," he said, guiding the cup into my hands because my fingers were shaking too badly to lift it cleanly off the tray myself.

"I'm sorry," I said, embarrassed, watching the tea tremble in tiny rings against the porcelain. "I don't know what's wrong with me lately."

"You have nothing to apologize for." He wrapped his hands around mine, steadying the cup, and pressed a kiss to my knuckles. "Let me take care of you. That's what I'm here for."

And God help me, I believed him completely. Sitting there with my sick, shaking hands wrapped in his warm, steady ones, I wasn't thinking anything close to suspicion. I was thinking that I'd married a good man. A patient man. A man who showed up with tea every single night without being asked, who noticed when I coughed, who crouched down to my eye level instead of talking down at me from across the table.

"Thank you," I said, and I meant it with my whole exhausted heart.

I drank.

Not the whole cup at once. A few careful sips, the way I always did, letting the warmth spread through my chest while the magnolia rustled somewhere behind us in the evening breeze.

By the third sip, something shifted.

My stomach twisted, sharp and sudden, worse than the nausea I'd been living with for weeks. My fingers, already unsteady, went from trembling to nearly useless, the cup rattling hard enough against its saucer that a thin line of tea sloshed over the rim and onto my wrist.

I looked up at Gregory.

He was watching me. Not with alarm. Not with the particular blind panic a man gets when his sick wife suddenly looks worse in front of him. He was sitting very still, hands folded loosely in his lap, his expression calm in a way that didn't match the moment at all.

Patient.

That was the only word for it. He looked patient, the exact way you look when you're standing on a platform checking your watch, waiting for a train that's running a few minutes late but that you already know, with total certainty, is going to arrive.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked, and my voice came out smaller than I meant it to.

"You're very pale," he said gently, reaching over to take the rattling cup out of my hands before I could spill more of it. "You should lie down."

Something small and instinctive turned over in my chest, a flicker of wrongness I couldn't name yet, gone almost as soon as it arrived because my body had already moved on to worse things.

I tried to stand.

My legs didn't listen. My knees buckled the moment I put weight on them, and I grabbed for the edge of the balcony table, missing it by an inch, my vision already narrowing at the corners like someone was slowly closing a curtain around the edges of the world.

I didn't know if Gregory was moving toward me or away from me. I didn't know if the strange dimming I saw was him reaching for the light switch or my own eyes finally giving out.

One balcony light flickered and died.

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