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Monika Pov's

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I was more shocked than Ryan after realising how boldly I confessed my love to him. I tried to run away, but he didn't let me go; instead, he pulled me closer to him. At that moment, all I wanted was to dig myself six feet underground.

He smirked, enjoying my misery, and moved further closer to me, leaving hardly any space between him and me.

"Wh---what consequences?" I asked. He parted away from me a little and looked into my eyes.

"Why do you get nervous around me?" He asked. I kept my hand over his chest.

"I don't know... Maybe because you're too intimidating for me, and when you get close to me like this, I feel weak in my knees," I whispered. My heart skipped a beat and I got goosebumps all over my body when he encircled his hand around my waist.

"Don't worry; I said before I will never let you fall, Monika," he said, making my heart start beating at a higher speed. I hate how he controls the speed of my heart with his touch and words.

"I'm not talking about this
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