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Dirty Thoughts

Author: Jyotika
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Monika Pov's

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I moved my hand and brushed Ryan's lips with my fingers. All my confidence vanished when he held my hand and took my finger between his lips. His one action reminded me of the first time, he kissed me and sucked my lips.

"Ahh," I hissed in pain when he bit my middle finger.

"You should not play with fire; it can burn your hand", he said and shoved my hand away. I didn't say anything and tried to cross him when he held my hand and pulled me back to the place where I was standing before. He leaned towards my face.

"Ryan" I called him. My heart was beating at a higher speed in anticipation of his next move.

"Next time, if you touch me without my permission, then you can't even imagine what I will do to you. This marriage is only for our daughter, not to fulfil your desires. So there is no need to act like a"

"who*e?" I asked, completing his sentence. He shook his head.

"Wife... There is no need to act like my wife." He said. I turned my head in another direction as his clo
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